Apr 17 2018, 03:12 PM

I look at myself in the mirror, and I break down into tears. I know I’ll never be like the other girls want me to be, or the person my friends or family expect me to be. I’ll never fit in anywhere I go or run off to. I’ve lost all my feelings, and all that’s left is a numb outlook of what life has given me...and what is to come. So I stare at myself, and wonder if another cut will soothe the pain I feel, or if an extra pill will make it go away. All I want is for the pain of a forgotten, destroyed life I used to have....to come back.