Let me hear, our fraction of time is near, lost inside, we're reaching our last seconds. Is it too late? Rewind, redo. I'm trapped in a paradox! Paradox, by Crestillion
Marcy
28 / Female / TN, United States
Straight / Single & Looking
Member since:
Mar 08, 2012
Last online:
Apr 28, 2014
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About Me
I'm a little of both sides... Im crazy on one side and just your "average" girl on the other. There is no real way to describe me, I think. You just need to get to know me. I also like looking at qoutes. Here are some I like:
if I could be any part of you, I’d be your tears. To be conceived in your heart, born in your eyes, live on your cheeks, and die on your lips
Two things are infinite: the universe and human stupidity; and I'm not sure about the universe.
Sometimes people put up walls, not to keep others out, but to see who cares enough to break them down.
The truth will set you free, but first it will piss you off.
We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.
If we knew what it was we were doing, it would not be called research, would it?
If you love something, set it free. If it comes back, it's yours. If it does not come back, it was never meant to be.
Science without religion is lame, religion without science is blind.
Everyone in life is gonna hurt you, you just have to figure out which people are worth the pain.
If two past lovers can remain friends, either they never were in love or they still are
Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
"I was finally getting over you and actually believing I didn't need you. I was finally accepting you had another girl. Then you smiled at me and ruined it all."
I can't promise to solve all your problems, but I can promise you won't have to face them alone...
Favourite Music
Mostly Rock, Metal, etc. My favorite bands include Bullet For My Valentine, Skillet, Red, The Devil Wears Prada, Green Day, Nickleback, Dead by April, and even some Japanese and Korean bands like Beast and U-KISS. XD
And the occasional David Guetta, Nightcore, and Italo Brothers.
Favourite Films / TV / Books
TV: Doctor Who, Torchwood, The Big Bang Theory, Supernatural, and for Movies... My Best Friend's Girl.
The Series of Unfortunate Events, The Maximum Ride Series, The Hush Hush Series, Wolvesbane, and The Homelanders Series.
Education / Occupation
Current Student in Highschool. Wants part-time job.
Who I'd Like To Meet
I would like to meet....
People like you of course....
and Matt Smith... I just love his quirkiness, not just as the Doctor.
I'M GONNA HURT ZACH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This little prick has taken enough of my time and thoughts. He calls me "inferior" to him and it's about to kill me. He's a selfish little prick who's so small you need a microscope to make out the little speck of dust that he is...
He's getting on everyone's nerves, not just mine. Alex, Taylor, and I all hate him. But Alex and I are about to do something about it. I have the right mind to chew him out since he's right next to me but I rather not gettting anymore emotional today. I've already had to cling on to Jonathan (Jason_Bladerunner) to check from going over the deep end. I kicked on giant blue box that just sits in the gym hallway and let me tell you, it hurts to kick something that big and heavy. I was almost on the verge of tears. I refuse to let any one person make me cry. Especially a guy who doesn't know his place in the world and who bullies others just to raise himself up not even a millimeter. I HATE ZACK LIBERTO!
I don't understand whats going on in the world around me. Everything is falling apart and it doens't help when certain people are calling you "inferior" to them. I feel like everyone who's supposed to care doesn't.
The "Mr. Fantastic" is about to start playing his guitar for the class and all it's doing is making me depressed. He can play it very well though. All though his singing could use some work.
He calls me inferior and I just wanna slam him up upside the head sometimes. This is possibly one of those times.
Gotta go, before I say/do something I really shouldn't.
My bus broke down and I was not happy this morning. Not to mention that I felt really sick(like puky sick) and I still dont feel all that well. But anyways...
I got tired of waiting and got Alex to lend me his phone so I could call my folks to pick me up. I regreted it afterwards. Oh well, too late now, I though. So I made it go school and got into class right when the bell rang. And the others from the bud just got here... I know because Alex stopped by just to irritate the teacher (and possibly me). I hope to see my friends later.
Shut up and let me rot. Leave me be and do not bother to grace my lonely burial with beautiful flowers. They will only die and wither away like the rest of me. You expect the body to rot and decay and the soul lives on but what you didn't know is that my soul rotted away a long time ago. Back when I realized that life is meaningless and that your only reason for existing is to take up space in this second hell. To build a self-mutilating army that kills itself slowly one person at a time. To die as slowly as the blood draining from my wrists. There will be one less to worry about. I less to care about. I more to forget.
Even simple playing words would make me break. Unstable. Fragile. It's an unseemly roadblock to some but instead its a vast ocean that seperates me from my pursuit of happiness. A pursuit that is just that, a pursuit. You won't ever reach happiness and you shouldn't believe that you can. It's fultile. As with the live that I life.... a child who can't do anything right.
A child may look through a window to the beauty of the earth and sky. A child may look past the glare and dirt of the glass but the glory of it is diminished by far. It's only when she goes outside to see for herself the majesty of it that she can fully understand and comprehende it all.
It's RAINING! Not a friend to non-waterproof makeup. I'm soaked from outside because me and Jonathan (Jason_Bladerunner) when to Barlows across the street and I had to have a Monster. It was worth it though...
I think I want my new relationship to go slow. Like REALLY slow. I want to give myself a little bit more time before I want to call it really official. It's kind of confusing since I already agreed to go out with him. IDK I'll wait and see.
Today the Juniors are taking the ACT... and even though I'm not taking it, I'm tired beyond all believe.
I drank a Monster (Dub, purple) and was wired basicly for the entirety of me drinking it (up into 6th period) but it wasn't enough. After I got home I realized that I had homework to do but I had to quickly eat and leave again for the driving school at MUS which lasted for three hours. I took page after page of notes and it was so tedious and I thought it would never end. I finally got home, did my homework, worked in a shower, and then slept. Sadly, despite the glorious ablity to passout as soon as I laid down, I closed my eyes and the next thing I know, it's time to get up... too soon. I even got to sleep in a little bit and it wasn't enough.
The bright side.... I got a Dr.Pepper. (Even though its diet) oh, well. It'll work.
Im in the UK! Well, in a sense. I think I'm gonna like it here. The school's blocked everything else but I think I'd prefer it here anyways. It's so hard to meet other people over here and actually hit it off. Otherwise you'll just get mocked. But then, who hadn't felt like that.
And frankly, on a personal note, I'm so tired of being caught in all the bullcrap. It's stupid. And we definately don't need it.
Well, I'm here, and I plan to stay.
*note: anyone reading this, I will not be here unless school is in session. I have no other way of accessing it.
So, bye for now. XD