Victim of my selfishness
A pawn in my own conquest
But the king, received, friendly fire
On a one man team
Now my insomnia
And your new polished dream
My accident is your reward and now I am just dead to you Turn Back the Clock, by A Dark Way Down
Emily
27 / Female / colorado, United States
Bisexual
Member since:
Aug 13, 2012
Last online:
Jan 13, 2024
Current rating: 8.0/10 (1 votes cast)
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About Me
Life is a song with no one to dance to Same old shit happening and nobody knows My heart is a DEAD horse, there's no point in beating Just let me SINK, let me sink into the FUCKING ground
FUCK IT.
666 party with the devil bitch.
We're ALLfifty shades of fucked up
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Favourite Music
i like screamo, hard rock, metal.. here see for yourself: three days grace, my chemical romance, seether, pierce the veil, sleeping with sirens, asking alexandria <3, i set my friends on fire, a day to remember, bullet for my valentine, bring me the horizon, underoath, shine down, green day, as I lay dying, suicide silence,ABR, AFI, motionless in white, blood on the dance floor, avenged sevonfold, blacklist me, slipknot, korn, , black veil brides, we butter the bread with butter, dot dot curve, cookie breed, we came as romans, falling in reverse, escape the fate, ...... o_o and more..
Favourite Films / TV / Books
I LOVE ANYTHING MADE BY TIM BURTON THAT INCLUDES JOHNNY DEPP examples: alice in wonderland, sleepy hollow, the corpse bride. the nightmare before christmas, sweeny todd, I LOVE LITTLE MISS SUNSHINE!!!! <3
i watch PRETTY LITTLE LIARS, TEEN WOLF, AWKWARD, WILFRED, :3
... O_O i like good books. ive read alot (hehe im a nerd) um top five out of the millions ive read would be. go ask alice, the forest of hands and teeth, every you every me, the pact, ... and good night gorilla :3
Education / Occupation
IM IN HIGH SCHOOL ... AND I TENT TO WRITE ALOT
Who I'd Like To Meet
id like to meet alex.. my twin. umm johnny depp and the lead singer of asking alexandria
Cecilia,
Could you tell me what it's like up there? Is there even anything to look forward to, or is life just the depressing reminder that death holds no safe hands. You probably find me selfish for what I plan to do. A child that's never lived is such a tragic tale, we were so young, you were so young. I've said it many times and I will say it again, I'd trade you places in heart beat if I could. You would have loved life and being older you would have made a better effort then me to be happy. If I disappoint please forgive, trying isn't as easy as the books said. Love isn't as easy, trust is easy, life itself isn't easy all those words all the promises of fairy tales and happily ever afters were all lies. Maybe it's a good thing you died it saved you from the hell it is here saved your soul and the innocent person you are. Couldn't say the same about me but don't you worry it won't be long till I rejoin you. Many people clam they will change my mind but my friend this is not my home and this is not what I want anymore. I never wanted this. I lost hope long ago in that tent in that court room with that blade. I've given up the power to fight and the joy to feel. I'm alone and with in death I will be free. With much love i tell you my friend I will see you soon and you can bet on that.
R.I.P Cecilia
Tomorrow (valentines) I want one of those hug ass teddy bears, not because I'm a sappy love person or that I want a "lover" or any god awful thing like that. But just to rub it in the faces of those fags at school and show them that see someone cares about this "emo bitch" and that I was worth it too, but ah such is life... Good news ^^ no work and I'm going home and playing video games and watching Sweeney Todd because that's my version of a "chick flick". Yay for being alone on valentines, forever and always. cx
I don't have anyone to talk to about what happened and the people I want to talk to don't want to talk. Sigh. And Alex is god only knows where and we are suppose to hate valentines together, he is my twin and he is gone .-. I wish I had friends xc
The only reason this was created was for me to sit in it and cry and feel weak and worthless like always and just to be reminded of everything I've given up and had to grow up just to cover all their mistakes so that is what I will do be weak and let the blood run
