and if a double decker bus, crashes into us,
to die by your side is such a heavenly way to die.
and if a ten ton truck, kills the both of us,
to die by your side, well the pleasure, the privilege is mine. there is a light that never goes out, by The Smiths
Emily
27 / Female / colorado, United States
Bisexual
Member since:
Aug 13, 2012
Last online:
Jan 13, 2024
Current rating: 8.0/10 (1 votes cast)
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About Me
Life is a song with no one to dance to Same old shit happening and nobody knows My heart is a DEAD horse, there's no point in beating Just let me SINK, let me sink into the FUCKING ground
FUCK IT.
666 party with the devil bitch.
We're ALLfifty shades of fucked up
JOIN THE CLUB
Favourite Music
i like screamo, hard rock, metal.. here see for yourself: three days grace, my chemical romance, seether, pierce the veil, sleeping with sirens, asking alexandria <3, i set my friends on fire, a day to remember, bullet for my valentine, bring me the horizon, underoath, shine down, green day, as I lay dying, suicide silence,ABR, AFI, motionless in white, blood on the dance floor, avenged sevonfold, blacklist me, slipknot, korn, , black veil brides, we butter the bread with butter, dot dot curve, cookie breed, we came as romans, falling in reverse, escape the fate, ...... o_o and more..
Favourite Films / TV / Books
I LOVE ANYTHING MADE BY TIM BURTON THAT INCLUDES JOHNNY DEPP examples: alice in wonderland, sleepy hollow, the corpse bride. the nightmare before christmas, sweeny todd, I LOVE LITTLE MISS SUNSHINE!!!! <3
i watch PRETTY LITTLE LIARS, TEEN WOLF, AWKWARD, WILFRED, :3
... O_O i like good books. ive read alot (hehe im a nerd) um top five out of the millions ive read would be. go ask alice, the forest of hands and teeth, every you every me, the pact, ... and good night gorilla :3
Education / Occupation
IM IN HIGH SCHOOL ... AND I TENT TO WRITE ALOT
Who I'd Like To Meet
id like to meet alex.. my twin. umm johnny depp and the lead singer of asking alexandria
Ughhh -___- to the people who have been trying to reach me or talk to me sorry my Internet and devices have been on a god damn insanity spree so bare with me as I try to work out this damn stuff, it's gunna be a while though before I will be able to accesses the chat room even my emails and shit is down so sorry for the inconvenience as soon as I go see my douche of a dad I will have him fix it. Other wise I will be on and off when I can to keep you updated sooo :D ya but don't hate me for technologies defects ^-^ be on at some point c;
"Dear Emily,
I just wanted to drop you a little hint that no one likes you. your a waste of space and frankly a waste of life. i wonder what god was thinking when he gave your life or what your parents were thinking ... oh thats right you were the unwanted baby. do you ever think about how you messed up your parents mairage that they could have been happy with the other kids if you had not of been born, you ruined a family you ruined 8 lives. you deserve everything that's happened to you and every pathetic cut on your body. do you feel special when people pity you? do you think they actually care.. ya well they don't so get that out of your mind you should have killed yourself sooner you should end it already im getting sick of seeing your face and hearing your voice its disgusting you give me nightmares i hope death is just as unpleasant as your life.
Sincerely, everyone"
... thanks, your an awesome person i will keep that in mind tonight
One bright day in the middle of the night two dead boys got out to fight they faced one another they drew their swords a deaf police men heard the noise and he killed those two dead boys
My thoughts....
o.o no way he likes me ... Awesome *stalks profile again* oh nope just kidding he is friends with really hot girls he didn't like me ... Damn false hope .
me and tori
Tori: look at this hat
Me: oooo let me were it *puts on top hat*
Tori: nice *goes on about something *
Me: I look fucking hot in this hat ... Tell me I don't look hot in this fucking hat you can't even say I don't like *sigh* damn
Tori: *laughs* you can have it .. And yes you look hot
Me: *drinks rockstar satisfied * ya bitch i know I do :DD
me and tori
Tori: look at this hat
Me: oooo let me were it *puts on top hat*
Tori: nice *goes on about something *
Me: I look fucking hot in this hat ... Tell me I don't look hot in this fucking hat you can't even say I don't like *sigh* damn
Tori: *laughs* you can have it .. And yes you look hot
Me: *drinks rockstar satisfied * ya bitch i know I do :DD
I can't cut so I have to type this out to stay sane.. Fuck no just no I can't talk about anything nothing helps its not a plea of oh poor me i want attention tell me I'm pretty no I'm trying to be honest do you think I like waking up and looking in the mirror and feeling complete discussed like shit I can't stand my face I hate when people tell me I'm pretty or that they love me you all are a bunch if fucking liars and I don't understand why you would want to duck with my emotions like that I can hurt myself just fine I don't need help from others ... I just wish I wasn't alone all I want to do is curl up and cry on someone
If I touch a burning candle I can feel no pain
In the ice or in the sun it's all the same
Yet I feel my heart is acheing
Though it doesn't beat it's breaking
And the pain here that I feel
Try and tell me it's not real
I know that I am dead
Yet it seems that I still have some tears to shed
