I close my eyes, I hide my fears,
The fear of loss in coming years.
The helpless cry of losing out,
On years to come, without a doubt. Lies, by All Reason Gone
I love how every single person that ever wants to date me or takes an interest in me or really is my best friend is usually in another state or country
O-O Tell me why everyone who's attractive, well... almost is gay?! O-O I'm... somewhat attractive. and I'm pansexual! Bluhhhh!!!! *-* World! Why couldn't I be a boy? ;-;
I hate being the friend no one has a crush on. The friend who has to help everyone with relationship problems. The friend who is always left alone and unnoticed. The friend that nobody ever wants to be with.
You don't understand. I want to know you, understand you, be there. I want to make you smile, make you happy, make a difference. But I am powerless. I'm just a silly human. If I had words to describe my thoughts of you, I could only write one because there is nothing else you are... Amazing. I could sing forever if I had the endurance. I could write forever if I had the strength. I could stay forever if you wanted me to... But we all lose our worth so quickly, we become so inadequate. We are like flowers, once so beautiful, only to die. I know I am nothing. But you want so much though it will mean nothing. I want to be something. But you cannot make something out of nothing. So why would you try anything with someone who meant nothing? I want to say something. But I can say nothing. Because there is nothing to say to someone who will not listen, no matter how much you love that person.
