Don't you think I know what I'm doing
Don't tell me that it's doing me wrong
You're the one who's really a loser
This is where I feel I belong Snowblind, by Black Sabbath
Heather
29 / Female / Topeka, Kansas, United States
Straight / Single & Looking
Member since:
Apr 14, 2012
Last online:
Nov 29, 2019
Current rating: 10.0/10 (1 votes cast)
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About Me
I'm a really sweet 18 year old girl with my nose and lip pierced and I really love to read if you want to know anything else just ask! <3 <3
Favourite Music
Motionless In White, Black Veil Brides, Good Charlotte, Mayday Parade, CatchingYourClouds, Blink-182, Simple Plan and the list could go on and on.
Favourite Films / TV / Books
Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse, Breaking Dawn, Disney Films (I'm such a little kid), Anime so much Anime haha, Scooby-Doo, Family Guy, American Dad, Cooking shows like dinner:impossible, Bones, Edward scissorhands, Loony Toones, Jonny Depp movies involving him in like Alice In Wonderland truthfully anything that interests me.
The Twilight Series, Japanese ghost story books, Ghost Stories, Vampire Kisses series again anything that catches my eye but lots and lots of Manga love my manga.
Education / Occupation
Right now i'm still in High school but i'm online/home schooled and I'm thinking about getting a job soon.
Who I'd Like To Meet
Well I've already met all of Good Charlotte they were awesome, so I would like to meet Andy, Jinxx and the rest of the guys from Black Veil Brides, and I will get to meet Chris and the rest of the guys from Motionless In White hopefully this summer.Music saved my life and I would really like to meet people who are easy going and i'm a really good person willing to lend an ear to anyone who might need it I love helping people and I Don't like people being judged for who they are.
Well what a world these past two months have been I tried to commit suicide towards the end of November but called a ambulance a few minutes after I overdosed. I was taken to the hospital stayed there for a day and a half and then moved to a mental hospital for 3 days and I'll tell you now that mental hospital was literally like prison things bolted to walls screwed shut things bolted to the ground no locks you had to have a card or guard just to get out of a door.
So I've recently been having health scares and my doctors have no idea whats wrong with me. First when I started having imense pain and took a pain killer from the time I had Kidney Stones and had my mom set me up a appointment and they said I had Kidney Stones again and sent me home with more pain killers they didn't do Shit except make me sleepy and that was the only time I wasn't in pain. I was in a tolerable amount of pain and then after going out on memorial day and then the next morning I had so much pain that I was crying on the phone to my mom. I really wanted to go to the ER here where I live but my Stupid Ass Father rufuses to give us a copy of the insurance card so I had two choices wait for my mom to come get me 20 minutes away and then drive 30 minutes to the hospital where they had the card or wait for my mom to get the insurance card from my sister 10 minutes away and then come get me and take me to the ER. So we decided to do the one with the insurance card on file. I was in pain for forever and then I had a CT scan and........They found nothing ugh and they still don't know whats wrong with me so my doctor gave me antibotics and called it good yeah they haven't helped i'm just so frusterated ugh.....I'm better now but my back still does hurt but not much righ tnow soooo. Idk what to do anymore
I had my heart broken two days after Valentines day and now i'm having it be broken again i'm trying not to cry but he is really acting like a dick and avoiding me and making up excuses..... I've been single for almost 3 years am I ever going to be happy?