All the concrete - words around here
I'm the bad seed - I think I swallowed it whole
You're the compromise - that never falls through
Never left behind - wanna a break down Decided To Break It, by Marianas Trench
Adam
26 / Male / Lincoln (it's a fucking shit hole), United Kingdom
Bisexual / It's Complicated
Member since:
Jan 29, 2013
Last online:
Jun 30, 2023
Current rating: 1.0/10 (1 votes cast)
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About Me
So.. yeah... Hi,
I'm a ginger, as you can tell by the name, and i live in Lincoln. Also I am in Year 12 and half way through my A-Levels. I'm fucked up, stupid and pretty damn pathetic.. Hey I'm weird, I'm funny and really stupid! Music is my favorite thing after school, i just plug my headphones in and get walking home. I cut... oh and i'm a cat "meow!!".........
MUSIC IS WHAT I LIVE FOR!!!
I HATE MORNINGS! WHY HAVE THEY GOTTA BE SO EARLY!!
Sometimes the world can really piss me off, so i turn around..... extend my middle finger... and scream..
I try to watch horror films but i'm a pussy and get scared easily *sees shadow and hides*
Education / Occupation
Who I'd Like To Meet
I.. ermmm... actually joined this site, hoping to meet someone. I don't consider myself to be really emo but emos are super hot :p But whoever controls life likes to see me unhappy, so he made me the 'forever alone' guy :(
I dunno.. I've pretty much given up.. I did meet someone.. a LONGGGG time ago.. He was sweet and kind and cute and adorable and just.. wow.. But.. I dunno.. I think I might have closed that door a while ago..
*Glados Voice* It's been a longggg time..
Well.. I don't think I've done anything like this for a while..
ermm.. I dunno, things got pretty damn shitty for me.. and well.. they still kinda are..
They're kinda getting better.. I dunno..
ermm.. yeah..
Oh, I think I've worked out that I'm Bipolar and I think I have ODD..
I am also currently resisting the urge to kill myself, a battle that I am happy to say.. I am kinda winning now..
Yeah, well.. yeah..
Well, you know what they say: "always leave 'em laughing" soo..
A man walks into a bar.. OUCH!
Yeah.. i'm not great at jokes..
/I made A LOT of friends on here..
I still wanna talk to ALL of you..
but i just don't come on this site a lot anymore..
so, If you wanna keep talking to me.. you could tell me your Facebook or Skype or Quotev?
then i can talk to you all the time again :D
you guys wanna see what i look like with straightened hair? XD
*whisper* i'll show you, but i look stupid XD *whisper*
here you go: https://www.soemo.co.uk/users/Ginger_Emo_Kid/?section=view_pic&id=126296
ermm.. i guess some of you guys really don't know this..
but i wanted to mention it anyway :)
Thanks to this site.. I met an amazing girl, called Winter..
and she's so perfect and pretty.. and just.. wow ;)
anyway.. sorry i haven't been on much lately, you guys..
but i will be coming on the site alot more :D
Well today was a shit day..
I fainted in the middle of a school Assembly (because I've been sick for a couple days and today was my first day back)
Then, i spent the entire day waiting to go out into town with my friends..
and then when i got there.. one of my friends spent the entire time on the phone talking to some bitchy girl who was giving him shit... and the other friend.. i didn't really know.. so it was kinda arkward.. i just stood there and said some stuff now and again..
Then.. we went back to his and the other friend had to go, then.. he finally got off the phone!! YAYYAYA!!
orrr so you would think.. he then proceeded to cut himself and did so for about 20 minutes.. i wanted to stop him and hug him and throw the razor across the room.. but i couldn't.. my body just wouldn't move. My mind was screaming 'GO! STOP HIM! NOW!' but my body was like 'nope! not gonna happen.. i ain't moving near him'
So i sat there and watched my friend mutilate himself.. i feel terrible.. and sick.. and i'm having a really bad panic attack..
i should've stopped him.. i should've helped.. but i didn't..
i'm too weak to help..
i felt like crying.. but he seemed ok.. i just.. i feel terrible..
i'm ill..
but at least I've not got to go to school :)
anyway guys.. stay toasty ;) (i dunno.. i'm bored and tired and sick and why am i still typingg... i dunno arghdfkgjhdlrjal rainbows poop unicorns!! meh )
well, well, well, well, well, well, well, wellllll
i haven't made one of these for a while..
and i just realised how stupid i sound.. and i'm still typing *slaps my hand* stop it!
well i dunno what to say.. but:
Deathly-Broken.. i hope you're ok and you're happy at skwl with Alex :) i love you
Dannyxrawr.. i hope you're ok too.. you haven't been talking :( but well.. i guess you're too busy.. it's ok ;)
OMG_ITS_RILEY.. i hope you really are ok.. i haven't spoken to you in over 1 month and i am really worried.. i dunno if you're pissed at me or something.. but sorry, if you are..
anyway guys.. i hope you're ok
and to all those who are fans of PewDiePie (like me)
HERE COMES THE BROFIST! *brofist of awesomeness*
I hope you guys are ok... I've not been on in ages and i just looked down my page this morning and 80% of the journal posts day that people are deppressed.. Thinking of killing themselves.. Alone or they're leaving this site and giving up...
*hugs* i have my shit.. But i oftens forget how much more stuff other people have to deal with..
I hope you guys are ok... Keep fighting... :)
Sorry..
I haven't been online for a while.. guess i've just been busy and had shit to deal with :(
On top of alll this shit.. i had my options for GCSE's recently.. and i'm gonna pick:
-Triple Science
-History
-German
:/ not sure if i made the right choices :(
(oh and i started cutting again :( i shouldn't but...)
