You say, you say that we're all tied up
And wrapped around in useless, states of mind
But at the same time we're still young
We have the time to realize that we were wrong Beauty in the Breakdown, by The Scene Aesthetic
Yana Kostenko
36 / Female / California, United States
Straight / In a Relationship
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Sep 17, 2017
Last online:
Feb 17, 2019
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About Me
I love the most high God and Jesus Christ his Son. Even though I appreciate the conveniences, my heart feels very unsatisfied in this Era. I sometimes dream of what it would be like to live in the past and wish I could be allowed and needed for Swordsmanship. I do enjoy music, video games and anime, as they can all be very inspiring, but I go through them in obsessive phases. There is no meaning to life without God's purpose. I want to Live the video game and anime. I love violence. I hate culture and dislike fandom. I hate it when humans copy each other in all of their ways, so that everyone becomes the same. Even when there are different categories, they want to be like their group, so they are still the same within that group. There seems to be no escape from people copying each other no matter where I go. Even language annoys me because of all the repetitive phrases that people use. So I like to make my own words. If I could create my own Government, I would make it that humans firmost learned about Who they Are, and have everyone talk, dress and act like They wanted to, like they do within their deepest insides.
I am seeking for my Soulmate, a dreamer like me - for whom I have so much love stored up! I seek for a Lad which is like a Child in the depths of his spirit, that contains both masculine and feminine properties; One that would desire to fight all of my enemies with passionate resolution, forsaking all, as well as One who would not be ashamed to be protected by me when he is weak, taken care of by me and comforted by me. His masculinity I would partner with, and his femininity I would take care of. I want an orphan, or an orphan of the heart, who never had any good relationship with either of his parents and who feels the great sorrow of isolation; from friendlessness: That I might be unto him as a Mother and a best friend, perhaps only friend. Perhaps also, one that has to endure a lot of condemnation in his life, wherein people all around judge and condemn him for his wrong actions; for I have a longing to protect and defend him from all of his accusers. Yes, to be his personal lawyer. I long to save him from his loneliness, anxiety and guilt. I seek a very disturbed individual who doesn't know what to do with all his hate and passion. Who can't find solace almost anywhere and desperately feels that he might go insane.
