Creeping up into the sky. Stopping, at the top and,
Starting down. The girl grabbed my hand, I clutched it
Tight. I said goodbye to the ground. Breadcrumb Trail, by Slint
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23 / Female / living with band members, United States
Bisexual / Forever Alone
Member since:
Feb 02, 2014
Last online:
May 21, 2018
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About Me
look I dont give a fuck what anyone has to say negative about me no I may not be completely emo I may not even be emo but I dont give a fuck what anyone has to say about it yes my life has been fucked up I have been bullied I have been hurt and mentally abused by one of my ex-boyfriends he made me think I was a piece of fucking crap and I was thinking I was a piece of crap but music saved me if it weren't for music I maybe wouldn't be alive today but I have tried my hardest to help everyone I could but everything just gets fucked up I dont know why though. About a year ago I had a boyfriend I thought I was as happy as could be but it changed after I told him I wanted children when I was older he thought that I wouldn't have children forever but he made it clear to me that in his eyes I was a piece of crap for wanting children and he knocked me down because of it but after 6months of him knocking me down I was hurting I would cry myself to sleep hoping some day he would love me but I made a promise after I learned from my sister that nobody should be treated the way I did and the promise I made to myself was that I would not fall in love with a guy or girl unless I saw through my eyes that they were a good person that they wouldn't manipulate my mind like he did and no matter what happens in the future I will find the person that I think is good enough for me that has the potential I have and yes I have fought my share of battles mental wise but my loved ones have helped me and I want to just say R.I.P. Grandma u were my fav. great gram. thanks for taking the time to read through mylife story (basically). if u want to know anything else about me just ask.
Favourite Music
Metal, hardcore, punk, shit like that
Favourite Films / TV / Books
anything anime
What book?
Education / Occupation
In school with stupid people and a whore
Who I'd Like To Meet
Someone decent enough to talk to me..... To leave me messages when im asleep that would make me smile when I wake up.......a real person with true feelings
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All I want is more
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All I want is to be me
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when I see u I just die
wish I could go
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when I go I'll love u
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when will it stop
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now I'm painting just like I was told to
now its to 25 cuts
wish I could die and be with granny
when will it stop
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I just wish I could be me
why hurt me when I do nothing
just sit and wait to get home so
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don't be mean this is cuz of u
I love u but need to go
can't handle anymore
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sorry babe they told me to
I love u but need to go
why why do people say mean things like bitch slut whore asshole or something that hurt me the most like your father left u for military life because he hates u and wishes u were never born
Dear friends,
If I have made u mad or upset u in any way shape or form I am sorry I did not mean to. I have struggles every day to stay alive and if I hurt u I am truly sorry. My live is full of yelling and I have a mental problem to where I hear voices that are not real living people and I also see ghosts. Its hard to control everything. So I am so sorry if I hurt u and would like to gain your trust back. Please.
Your ,wanting to gain your trust back,friend
Dont u hate it when someone u hate calls u a bitch? it happened to me yesterday. i was so upset then afterwards when i stop crying he asked me if i was ok cuz i was a bitch.