Then she closed her eyes
And found relief in a knife
The blood flows as she cries
All alone the way she feels
Left alone to deal with all the pain drenched sorrow relief
Bite the lip just forget the bleeding.. To Write Love On Her Arms, by Between The Trees
Pikachu
23 / Female / living with band members, United States
Bisexual / Forever Alone
Member since:
Feb 02, 2014
Last online:
May 21, 2018
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About Me
look I dont give a fuck what anyone has to say negative about me no I may not be completely emo I may not even be emo but I dont give a fuck what anyone has to say about it yes my life has been fucked up I have been bullied I have been hurt and mentally abused by one of my ex-boyfriends he made me think I was a piece of fucking crap and I was thinking I was a piece of crap but music saved me if it weren't for music I maybe wouldn't be alive today but I have tried my hardest to help everyone I could but everything just gets fucked up I dont know why though. About a year ago I had a boyfriend I thought I was as happy as could be but it changed after I told him I wanted children when I was older he thought that I wouldn't have children forever but he made it clear to me that in his eyes I was a piece of crap for wanting children and he knocked me down because of it but after 6months of him knocking me down I was hurting I would cry myself to sleep hoping some day he would love me but I made a promise after I learned from my sister that nobody should be treated the way I did and the promise I made to myself was that I would not fall in love with a guy or girl unless I saw through my eyes that they were a good person that they wouldn't manipulate my mind like he did and no matter what happens in the future I will find the person that I think is good enough for me that has the potential I have and yes I have fought my share of battles mental wise but my loved ones have helped me and I want to just say R.I.P. Grandma u were my fav. great gram. thanks for taking the time to read through mylife story (basically). if u want to know anything else about me just ask.
Favourite Music
Metal, hardcore, punk, shit like that
Favourite Films / TV / Books
anything anime
What book?
Education / Occupation
In school with stupid people and a whore
Who I'd Like To Meet
Someone decent enough to talk to me..... To leave me messages when im asleep that would make me smile when I wake up.......a real person with true feelings
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All I want is more
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All I want is to be me
12 cuts now
when I see u I just die
wish I could go
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when I go I'll love u
16 cuts now
when will it stop
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now I'm painting just like I was told to
now its to 25 cuts
wish I could die and be with granny
when will it stop
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I just wish I could be me
why hurt me when I do nothing
just sit and wait to get home so
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don't be mean this is cuz of u
I love u but need to go
can't handle anymore
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sorry babe they told me to
I love u but need to go
why why do people say mean things like bitch slut whore asshole or something that hurt me the most like your father left u for military life because he hates u and wishes u were never born
Dear friends,
If I have made u mad or upset u in any way shape or form I am sorry I did not mean to. I have struggles every day to stay alive and if I hurt u I am truly sorry. My live is full of yelling and I have a mental problem to where I hear voices that are not real living people and I also see ghosts. Its hard to control everything. So I am so sorry if I hurt u and would like to gain your trust back. Please.
Your ,wanting to gain your trust back,friend
Dont u hate it when someone u hate calls u a bitch? it happened to me yesterday. i was so upset then afterwards when i stop crying he asked me if i was ok cuz i was a bitch.