Jul 23 2022, 05:23 AM

For those that care/worry about me I'm still alive somehow I feel like everyday is harder for me to talk to people whether it's friends, family or a significant other I want to be strong for them but lately I've been clingy, needy and distant which doesn't help me since I have monophobia which is the fear of being alone that's rooted to abandonment/traumatic experience during your childhood with me my monophobia started back when I was 9 because of my mother's death and the fact I pretty much had to raise myself anyways I'll never admit this to others but it seems like everyday I feel unwanted, I break down crying some days, I'm tempted to cut and I just feel forgotten if you're reading this I appreciate it I'll try to be on here more often 

Jul 11 2022, 04:38 PM

So last night I snapped on this guy I kinda have a crush on for showing off the hickies he got from his ex and before that he was bragging about how he kissed a girl this guy drives me insane as if just talking to him is an addiction he has a completely different effect on me compared to any other guy I've met to put it lightly and he sees me as "just a friend" yet he acts like an ass as if to say "you wouldn't have a chance with me" and it really pisses me off especially when I've tried being there for him and helping him out

Jul 08 2022, 04:58 PM

I hate myself I always end up hurting people even though I don't want to or intend on hurting people I've hurt a lot of people and I regret it so much but there's nothing I can do it seems like I always want "better" when I should just be happy with what I have I hate myself so much...

Jun 18 2022, 03:10 PM

Don't you hate it when a friend of yours brags like a mother fucker? A guy friend of mine decided to be an asshole last month by bragging about how he got to go to a My Chemical Romance concert I know, I know it sounds dumb but what made it the absolute worst was that he said it the day after I was trying to get over the anniversary of a tragic event in my life and then he says he's going to a Set It Off concert this December with a random girl like I would KILL to go to those concerts hell I can barely get my hands on band merch tell me that isn’t a dick move

Apr 27 2022, 05:12 AM

Why do people add me or message me only to delete their account before I view the notification(s)? It makes no sense at least add me on Snapchat if nothing else and yes I'm still active on here for those of you wondering I've been here for two years and meet amazing people I'm not going to just up and leave or abandon my account I may not be on 24/7 but I'm still here

Jan 01 2022, 02:17 AM

Ok look I don't want to start off 2022 fighting off a bunch of haters ok? Just because I'm a fan of something you hate like Harry Potter doesn't mean you have to come tell me that just keep your opinions to yourself no one wants to hear it and I'm pretty sure no one gives a damn I swear to God if I get one more message saying "Harry Potter sucks" or "You just like Harry Potter because you think the characters are hot" I'm blocking you so consider this a warning to everyone and for those of you that wonder why I even like Harry Potter it's because I grew up with it I'd rewatch the movies with my brother and reread the books I loved (and still love) the concept of magic existing, magical creatures being real, Hogwarts and all the magic being hidden in plain sight and that the houses represent something all four have meaning like Hufflepuff represents kindness and loyalty yet strength, Gryffindor represents bravery and courage, Ravenclaw represents wisdom and wit and last but not least Slytherin represents cunning and ambition that's why I love Harry Potter plus I could relate to Harry's character it's as easy as that nothing more nothing less I just feel like I should get that off my chest so the haters can shut up

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