May 10 2015, 03:39 PM

Sometimes I wonder what other people's lives would be like if I wasn't a part of it or if my parents would be happy that I was never born...most likely my parents would be so fucking happy that I wasn't born I mean I'm the horrible daughter my siblings would still receive the same love I didn't besides I'm the ugly sister the people I socialize with wouldn't have to worry about a massively depressed girl who can't share her feelings even if her life depended on it...everyone would be happy without me...and the sad part is that I know they would and it doesn't bother me...not like it used to at least....anyway nobody needs me so I guess it doesn't really matter if I'm really breathing does it? well goodbye for now

Jan 10 2015, 06:03 PM

So I don't know what to do anymore... I try so hard to be happy and please my parents but it's never enough I don't know... I've stopped eating most the time, I've stopped talking to a lot of people and I'm hurting myself a lot more than I should no body really understands my struggles and I need someone who does... is there anybody out there that can save my from myself?