Katie Krisis
29 / Female / 9th Circle of Hell, United States
Pansexual / In a Relationship
Member since:
Oct 31, 2013
Last online:
Jul 02, 2014
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About Me
I've been gone for AWHILE. Now im back. I'll update pictures. Well hi im Katie Krisis (exact name on Facebook) im very real as I can be with my own reality. I dont pretend to be "hardcore" or whatever. I really dont even like to follow labels. im just here. Sooooooo yah. im a lot of a person. I may seem stand-offish, its just my personality. Please dont take me too seriously. I have trust issues. Well a lot of issues...
Hmm
Straight edge
Been clean from cutting for awhile
love arguing
Favourite Music
Avenged sevenfold, sick puppies, disturbed, Seether, korn, nirvana, device, system of a down, all that remains, apocalyptica, breaking Benjamin, butcher babies, chevelle, devour the day, eminem, five finger death punch, in this moment, lacuna coil, Mudvayne, the offspring, saliva, sevendust, slipknot, staind, stone sour, three days grace, valora,
Favourite Films / TV / Books
all the saw movies. repo the genetic opera, edward scissor hands
Dexter ♡
beautiful pain by eminem
[Intro: Eminem and Sia]
I can feel the heat rising
Everything is on fire
Today's a painful reminder of why
We can only get brighter
The further you put it behind ya
And right now I'm on the inside
Looking out, cause
[Hook: Sia]
I'm standing in the flames
And it's a beautiful kind of pain
Setting fire to yesterday
Find a light, find a light, find a light
Standing in the flames
And it's a beautiful kind of pain
Setting fire to yesterday
Find a light, find a light, find a light
[Verse 1:]
Yesterday was the tornado warning, today is like the morning after
Your world is torn in half.
You wake and let's wait to start the morning process
Rebuilding and you're still a work in progress.
Today is a whole new chapter, it's like an enormous ass.
The thunderstorm has passed ya.
Your weather didn't poke his eyes out with the thorn bush that you used to smell the roses.
Stopped to inhale, can't even tell your nose is stuffed.
So focused on the bright side.
Then you floor the gas pedal and hit the corner fast,
The more asserted, never looking back, may hit the curb,
But everyday is a new learning curve as you steer through life.
Sometimes you might not wanna swerve but you have to to avert a disaster.
Lucky, no permanent damage,
'Cause they hurt you so bad.
It's like they murdered your ass and threw dirt on your casket,
But you returned from the ashes.
And that hurt that you have, you just converted to gasoline,
And while you're burning the past, standing at inferno and chant
[Hook: Sia]
[Verse 2:]
So familiarize what having to swallow this pill is like
It happens all the time, they take your heart and steal your life
And it's as though you feel you've died because you've been killed inside
But yet you're still alive which means you will survive
Although today you may weep because you're weak and
Everything seems so bleek and hopeless
The light that you're seeking, it begins to seep in
That's the only thing keeping you from leaping off the motherfreaking deep end
And I'm pulling for you to push through this feeling
And with a little time that should do the healing
And by tomorrow you may even feel so good that you're willing
To forgive them even after all that shit you been put through.
This feeling of resilience is building.
And the flames are burning quick as fire would through this building you're sealed in
But you're fireproof, and flame retardant you withstood it.
And as you climb up to the roof you're just chillin' and you look down
'Cause you're so over them you could put the heel of your foot through the ceiling.
As time passes, things change everyday
But wounds, wounds heal
But scars still remain the same
But tomorrow today's gone down in flames
Throw the match, set the past up ablaze
So feel the fire beneath your feet
As you barely even perspire from the heat
Exhale deep and breathe a sigh of relief
And as you say goodbye to the grief
It's like watching the walls melt in your prison cell
But you've extinguished this living hell
Still a little piece of you dies, you scream
No you dont want to see me cry, you cant be here to hold me, you cant wipe away my tears. But thats not why you cant stand me crying. Its because you're weak and im supposed to be strong. it seems im not the one with the right to cry out when i need you. you think that just because i have you that that means ill never cry again but yet you dont try in anyway to make me happy. you were the only comfort...the only person i needed. BUT NOW I DONT WANT YOU. nothing i say changes what you think. nothing i say does anything. nothing i do will get me any love from you... all i do is try to be the best i can be for you but my best isnt good enough...so i will sit here and die until someone comes and saves me. somebody please save me...
