Everybody wants to go to heaven but nobody wants to die. I can't fear death no longer I've died a thousand times. Why explore the universe when we don't know ourselves? There's an emptiness inside our heads that no one dares to dwell. Hospital for Souls, by Bring Me The Horizon
José Flores
26 / Male / Guayama, Puerto Rico
Single
Member since:
Jul 26, 2014
Last online:
Dec 14, 2017
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About Me
I'm also known as Voltek, or "the technomancer" seeing how I got a thing for technology.. Creative thinking plus spare parts .-. Boom. anyways I love music, I listen to it most of my time. I want to meet new people, see if I become less of an antisocial I regularly am. Anyways, If you wanna know anything about me, you can just ask ^^ I don't bite -3- au revoir
I'm alone and stressed out of my mind. I try to talk to people and doing so results in me getting ignored. I can understand if it happens at times, but come on, every single friggin time? I shouldn't try so much for those people, even though they might not give a damn about me I do care about them and that sure pisses me off.
Also I avoid certain people I want out of my life, I ditched my usual "hanging spot" to do so, I told those people I want them away from me. And come on, suddenly appear at my new hanging place?? Come on thats doing it on purpose to screw me up. I want them away from me.. I'm friggin tired of all the BS
-sighs- I have a head and back pain thats driving me mad, my vision is blurry.. Can't find the right words to talk..without making other people feel bad.. Thats the reason why I do and will keep hiding my feelings from every single human in this world.. -sighs- i know no one actually gives a dn about what im writing here and i dont expect anyone to, but i just use this to get a weigh off of my chest.. I just want to punch a wall until I break both hands permanently... I'm tired of living..