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I'm so far gone now I been running on empty I'm so far gone now Do you wanna take me on? [x2] Lunacy Fringe, by The Used
Mess E
26 / Female / Georgia, United States
Forever Alone
Member since:
Oct 04, 2022
Last online:
Apr 15, 2025
I’m a college student and I’m also in the army. I’ve pretty much been a loner my whole life. My mother who is the only family member that I know has a bit of a cold personality so I never learned how to socialize properly except for a few friendships that disappeared quickly. This is why I think I fit the mold of what you would call emo even if I don’t always look like it. I don’t really have anyone to talk to about my personal feelings so I thought that I would use this place as a sort of journal that people could interact with so I don’t feel so lonely. I’ll try to make my boring life as entertaining as possible. 🙂
I like to color, paint my nails, play my guitar and write.
Here is my YouTube channel
https://m.youtube.com/channel/UCyB2zURgFkxeE1GCWVpGR5g/videos
Hands of Gretel, Sleater Kinny, Doll Skin
Warriors
Warriors Cats 🐈
Animorphs
Hunger Games
I’m currently a senior in college with CIS as my major and a minor in International Business. I’m in the army part time.
My Pinterest is
I’d like to meet people with similar personalities and lifestyles as me since it’s hard to find people I can relate to.
Yet another birthday dinner for me and by for me I mean my mom drags me to something she wants to do and uses my birthday as an excuse to go. Today we went to a comedy show with the most unfunny comedians none to man. I’m still here and I’m not allowed to leave. Happy birthday to me✨
In other news I tried cooking tofu it turned out okay. I kinda feel like I over ate today though to I’m gonna try to do some extra sets in workout. I haven’t worked out at all this week yet 😭
Stop. Why does this actually look kinda good 🤣. If I used black instead of green I would look kinda intimidating in a hot way.
Nothing like a little before shower make up jump scare 🤣 but seriously I appreciate everyone who asked a question school has been crazy lately so I haven’t had time to make the video yet but I see you and I’m taking notes. Feel free to ask more questions on this post if you’d like.
Hello everyone I want to do a video where I answer questions from people on the internet 🛜 Do you have any questions you want answered by me; probably about me but any question is good. Also with your question leave any information you want me to say so I can give you a shout out if I use your question 😌
In other news I went to the emo party this Friday 🤣 it was awesome. I was dancing all night with random people. I had a cute outfit too.
I even dance with a guy and gave him my number. This is the most social interaction I’ve had in years.😭
here’s what the venue looked like.
This is definitely the best spring break I’ve ever had 🖤✨🖤
I went to a concert tonight. The band was okay I’m a sucker for live music. I went to a different venue than what I normally go to. It wasn’t to crowed when I got there. I actually interacted with some people which is unusual for me. First, I asked this one girl if I was at the Wright venue she told me yes but then she asked me if I was here alone. I told her yes, and she gave me a crazy look. 🤣
Then while the concert was happening, someone spilled their drink on me twice I looked back to see who was doing it and it was this couple making out behind me. People are so crazy. On the left hand side you can see the beautiful couple 😭
After that, I tried to see if any restaurants were open because there’s currently no food in the house on my way out. I saw these two girls and they were talking about getting something to eat and they’re from out of town so I offered to show them a place to eat. It was a little awkward, but I managed to sort of have a conversation. I think one of the girls like me, but the other one didn’t like me very much, which is fine. I’m definitely not everyone’s cup of tea, but to be honest, she seemed like a bit of a cunt herself, so I’m not too worried about it. For visual reference pinky liked me curly did not. 🤣
I had the sea food pasta. It was pretty expensive like $25 just for one person and pinky and curly did not pay for their drinks or tip when they left early. 🙄
Anyway I’d say I had a pretty good spring break even if I don’t get to do anything else. I bought some more comic books as well. I’ve never read a wolverine book before, but I got issue one of ultimate wolverine and it legitimately made me sad. Maybe I’ll read the rest of it but right now I’m trying to finish ultimate Spider-Man without going bankrupt. 🤣
Midterms are OVER. I hope I did good. I got sick when I went home last night so I painted my nails. Here’s the video if you want to watch.
https://youtu.be/oyuDTy9AsSU?si=x12Gl8sGSblT1uN7
My tools finally came in all I need now are the beads and I can start crafting.
Anyways, another day goes by and I remain a silly. Lol
I have every type of teacher this semester. One teacher I like. He’s #relatable and gives a lot of tips on test.
One teacher I hate. He’s an asshole. He seems full of himself and randomly underhanded racist comments also he underhandedly made fun of a student with a speech impediment (everyone laughed) I felt bad though so I talked to him after class and a shared my private study group with then guy 😑
One teacher is barely there. She post notes and has test. Very hands off. 🤣
I FINALLY got some orders in for my jewelry making supplies. Hopefully I can start putting out some product some time this century.
Anyway wish me luck on midterms. I wore my Berserk shirt today enjoy.
I had soooo much work to do this week. College is trying to take me out. I lost my mug I just got (from a conference). I’m still gonna try to keep up with my work out though.
Enjoy my black lipstick this week 🖤
I went to a Sanrio pop up the other day and got some cool stuff which is great. I saw the new Captain America movie to it was good. 8/10. More on that here.
https://youtu.be/asUaG4OxGw4?si=qjqNi1TNzBjo4jhU
I took a lot of pictures yesterday here’s me next to the Hello Kitty pop up.
I did a lot of work this week. I was in meetings within meetings and with people that competing schedules. I had an all day conference for women in the tech field (my mom signed me up). I managed to get a lot of work done but I don’t think they liked me very much. Which is fair. I don’t respect authority and don’t take anything seriously which isn’t for everyone 🤣. But I also found these bad boys.
A local business was going out of business and was selling their display. So I got these for my jewelry making business. Here’s a link to there online store if you’re interested
https://sibexposhop.com/pages/sib-merch
I’m going to decorate them for my jewelry business but I don’t know how yet.