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'Keep it all to yourself as it eats away your health, the attention, your ambition- It was the route of all your guilt' Aurora Avenue, by Defeat The Low
Mess E
25 / Female / Georgia, United States
Forever Alone
Member since:
Oct 04, 2022
Last online:
Dec 03, 2024
I’m a college student and I’m also in the army. I’ve pretty much been a loner my whole life. My mother who is the only family member that I know has a bit of a cold personality so I never learned how to socialize properly except for a few friendships that disappeared quickly. This is why I think I fit the mold of what you would call emo even if I don’t always look like it. I don’t really have anyone to talk to about my personal feelings so I thought that I would use this place as a sort of journal that people could interact with so I don’t feel so lonely. I’ll try to make my boring life as entertaining as possible. 🙂
I like to color, paint my nails, play my guitar and write.
Here is my YouTube channel
https://m.youtube.com/channel/UCyB2zURgFkxeE1GCWVpGR5g/videos
Hands of Gretel, Sleater Kinny, Doll Skin
Warriors
Warriors Cats 🐈
Animorphs
Hunger Games
I’m currently a senior in college with CIS as my major and a minor in International Business. I’m in the army part time.
My Pinterest is
I’d like to meet people with similar personalities and lifestyles as me since it’s hard to find people I can relate to.
I went to a Black Friday sale at a comic book store ✨ These are the cutest drinks I’ve ever seen. I made a new video https://youtu.be/zY5HOiwv06A?si=EFfnYBCbHKcNkpwu
I decorated my spell book 📕
I saw the wicked move and it was good 😌 I got
A woman pointed at me and covered her kids eyes while calling me ugly 🤣 I’m so proud. I had some ramen from Rock Star Sushi. I love going to that place.
I saw these today. They are soo funny. Toxic message but I love that sometimes 🤣
I’m going tomorrow I’m so excited!!!
Hey everyone Trump is president… again lol. Anyways I started yesterday feeling really good but I felt so casually disrespected by everyone in my life. Someone who yells at me if I’m even 5 minutes late asked for me to come in early then proceeded to be 40 minutes late. I had to rush to be on time for no reason at all. I smudged my nails because I didn’t have time to dry them with my new nail polish. ( Guess I’ll redo them) It’s been 3 months so I got my hair done today. I tried to take a picture of myself and she (same person) pushed my chair on purpose to mess it up. I don’t know what her problem is.
Next thing that pissed me off was when my mom told me to go to the grocery store for her while I was already leaving. I went back and had to wait in line for a long time to get her stuff then she called me again telling me to get stuff she had ‘forgotten’ so I had to get out of line when I was near the front go get her new stuff and get back in the back of the line she did this two times. I must’ve looked like an idiot getting out of line and coming back in to wait.
The next thing that pissed me off yesterday was that our teacher assigned us a whole new assignment that’s a group project with a group that barely wants to get on a meeting so now I have even more work than I thought I had. Nice. I hate working with my group for context. It’s for boys and I’m the only woman they just wanna goof off and chitchat at the whole meeting. I have to bring us back to the actual topic. They’re constantly deleting my work. It’s so annoying.
Needless to say, I did not have a good day yesterday, but I decided to do something a little fun for myself a few years ago I made a spell book that my mom found and probably put through the paper shredder because she thought it was demonic lately I’ve been getting Into spells and stuff like that again because I think it’s cool and I decided to cast a few spells last night. Maybe I’ll get a nice cute notebook and start a new spell book.
I’ve bleached my hair again please let it not fall out 🤣
I got something that was stuck in my teeth for months removed✨
My room still looks like a tornado ran through it and I’m not done studying for Security + but last night was super fun. I went to a Kingdom Collapse concert that had a lot of really cool bands. It was my first time getting right up close to the stage and I ended up talking a bit with one of the guitarists (not easy for me because I’m really shy around people I don’t know 😭) it was really cool, he ended up throwing me his pick. I got thrown a towel from one of the other bands called The Rack. The singer was sooooo pretty and she was black like me which is a rare thing to see in this genre so I appreciate it. Here’s the stuff I got.
Also the reason my room is trashed is because I want to start a jewelry business. I don’t know when I’ll launch it but it’ll probably be primarily online. So subscribe to my Pinterest if you are into that.
What do you think I should name it? I’ll ask in forums 🤔