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Mess E
26 / Female / Georgia, United States
Forever Alone
Member since:
Oct 04, 2022
Last online:
Nov 22, 2025
I’ve pretty much been a loner my whole life. My mother who is the only family member that I know has a bit of a cold personality so I never learned how to socialize properly except for a few friendships that disappeared quickly. This is why I think I fit the mold of what you would call emo even if I don’t always look like it. I don’t really have anyone to talk to about my personal feelings so I thought that I would use this place as a sort of journal that people could interact with so I don’t feel so lonely. I’ll try to make my boring life as entertaining as possible. 🙂
I like to color, paint my nails, play my guitar and write.
Here is my YouTube channel
https://m.youtube.com/channel/UCyB2zURgFkxeE1GCWVpGR5g/videos
Hands of Gretel, Sleater Kinny, Doll Skin, MCR, Destroy Boys
Warriors
Warriors Cats 🐈
Animorphs
Hunger Games
Deadpool and Wolverine
I’m currently a senior in college with CIS as my major and a minor in International Business. I’m in the army part time.
My Pinterest is
I’d like to meet people with similar personalities and lifestyles as me since it’s hard to find people I can relate to.
The cloud nails I did this week are so cute to me ✨🖤✨ also consider participating in the black out ❤️
I went to the doctor today and wore this cool Daredevil shirt. 
Also this combination of frozen yogurt I’m gonna call tropical freeze.
I’ve sold two things on my Depop so far. Check it out. ✨
https://depop.app.link/15A3dsfL0Xb
https://depop.app.link/15A3dsfL0Xb
There’s a lot of new dangers in the world. Stay rebellious, stay cunning.
This says “I was silent but I was not blind.”
I went to an oddities convention over the weekend and it was sooo fun. Here are some pictures. I also made a video.
In other news I got accepted to a few schools in the UK but I’m still going over possible scholarships though. I just finished doing an internship with another short internship in a few weeks. I don’t know if I should spend time applying to new jobs here because I’m going to be leaving for school in around two months. I think I should just focus on getting my certifications before I leave. Even though I have enough money saved I really don’t want to be seen waiting around the house for so many weeks but I’m not seeing any other options when I’m going to leave so soon. Hopefully everything works out.
https://youtu.be/OqoQFrxmfBw?si=zpMNbrUXtUP24fnS
I had to go to my mom’s boyfriend’s birthday today. I don’t like him or his daughter but I had fun dillydallying.
The front of my battle vest is complete! Or at least it’s full. I’m gonna have to fill up the back now. The most recent patch is from a band called ‘Girl in a Coma’. They’re still on tour I think. Also I’m on insta now here’s a link to follow me https://www.instagram.com/outcast_trophies?igsh=MWZ0eHFwMWFqZzBsZA%3D%3D&utm_source=qr
I managed to find a summer job to work between now and the time I’m supposed to move to the UK. I know I should probably be doing more but I have been feeling so LAZY lately. I have certifications to study for and reports to write but I haven’t gotten to any of it yet. Also the air conditioner broke yesterday so that doesn’t help. I did do some witchy stuff over the strawberry moon so that’s cool.
I have been getting the hair itch. I don’t know why but I have been feeling the need to do something drastic with my hair. It’s not that I don’t like it I just feel like a change. I don’t know what I’m gonna do yet hopefully my hair doesn’t fall out again. I also want to get another piercing. I was thinking this one.
Anyways hopefully I pull myself together soon lol