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Mess E
25 / Female / Georgia, United States
Forever Alone
Member since:
Oct 04, 2022
Last online:
Dec 03, 2024
I’m a college student and I’m also in the army. I’ve pretty much been a loner my whole life. My mother who is the only family member that I know has a bit of a cold personality so I never learned how to socialize properly except for a few friendships that disappeared quickly. This is why I think I fit the mold of what you would call emo even if I don’t always look like it. I don’t really have anyone to talk to about my personal feelings so I thought that I would use this place as a sort of journal that people could interact with so I don’t feel so lonely. I’ll try to make my boring life as entertaining as possible. 🙂
I like to color, paint my nails, play my guitar and write.
Here is my YouTube channel
https://m.youtube.com/channel/UCyB2zURgFkxeE1GCWVpGR5g/videos
Hands of Gretel, Sleater Kinny, Doll Skin
Warriors
Warriors Cats 🐈
Animorphs
Hunger Games
I’m currently a senior in college with CIS as my major and a minor in International Business. I’m in the army part time.
My Pinterest is
I’d like to meet people with similar personalities and lifestyles as me since it’s hard to find people I can relate to.
My renaissance fair costume is here and I like it~ my I don’t know what my friend’s costume is going to be but I know she’s gonna be a fairy. I’m an archer so I’m using the bow I use in real life as a prop. I’m debating on whether or not to bring my quiver. Like will they consider my arrow a weapon even if they don’t have bolts? Also my quiver is safety orange and doesn’t go with my costume. I’m brain storming ideas 🖤
I’m a bit mad at my friend because I asked her to go to a concert with me and she said she didn’t wanna go but she would go because she felt bad, since it seemed only went places that she wanted to go and she would always ditch me if it was a place that I wanted to go.
I don’t want her to be hanging out with me out of pity, maybe I’m being dramatic…? Anyways I hope to go to that concert with or without her. It’s the same place I want to see the Sleeter Kenny concert. New band though they’re all dudes this time. Hope it’s good.
In other news I made a new henna, and I even got a compliment on it when I went to the store to find my mom a birthday/Mother’s Day gift.
I also went to the Cheesecake Factory. It was good but very crowded.
Emo photos
I just finished up finals today, I hope I passed I hate my professors so much. 🤣 Also my mom got me so fishnet sleeves so I can complete my grunge look now ✨
The ring holder turned out great✨
Hey, this post marks 25 years on this earth. I feel very old and very uncool 🤣. I had duty this weekend and I don’t think the new first Sargent likes me because I had to direct traffic all day in the heat and I missed chow. I went to Outback Steak house with my mom today and she asked them to sing me happy birthday and that was super embarrassing 🖤. Anyways here’s to 25 more years ✨
I found this fancy toothpaste in the bathroom it was sitting there all day and no one took it so I just nicked it. Does that count as stealing? It taste good. Someone took some nice teas that left on the counter that I left for a moment so I’ll call it even.
Birthday dinner.
I got sushi after work cause I was dying from heat/ hunger.
This is how my pottery turned out ✨
Hey emos my birthday is on Monday but I had a lot of fun with my friend at the spring fair today. I have duty tomorrow morning but let’s not think about that 🤣. Also not thinking about how I have a quiz next week. I held a baby goat 💕
My dress is thrifted and I had to stretch it slightly because it’s a small and I’m a medium but it worked out great.
I also rode the train for the first time today. There was a lady in a really cool costume. My friend asked her for a picture she’s so pretty ✨
Subscribe to my YouTube if you feel like
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=jdhXGmSk7dg
Also look about how perfectly I did my nails while I was having bad period cramps 🤣 💅
Tomorrow will be the anniversary of me finding this website lol. Today I went with my mom to the dentist and we ran some errands afterwards. I finally got the stuff I needed to finish making my vest. ✨
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I was wandering around hobby lobby for so long looking for the right things the employees were probably so sick of seeing my ass 🤣
I glue the patches on with fabric glue and I’m ironing them on. Then I’m gonna see them just to be safe. I also got a new little friend today his name is Grindal 🖤.
We ate at a children’s arcade for dinner it was very satisfying haha
So I went to see my friend tonight. We went to paint pottery and we got ramen afterwards. At first she canceled but then said she could still make it so here we are. I ended up being super late though.
Me picking pottery.
My friend
What I ended up painting. (It’s a ring holder)
The ramen I ate
