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I'm fading to gray, losing all track of time, I'll die, you're absurd, I'm shattered in pieces, Lift up my eyes, I am falling this time Falling Behind, by Dead by april
Mess E
25 / Female / Georgia, United States
Forever Alone
Member since:
Oct 04, 2022
Last online:
Dec 03, 2024
I’m a college student and I’m also in the army. I’ve pretty much been a loner my whole life. My mother who is the only family member that I know has a bit of a cold personality so I never learned how to socialize properly except for a few friendships that disappeared quickly. This is why I think I fit the mold of what you would call emo even if I don’t always look like it. I don’t really have anyone to talk to about my personal feelings so I thought that I would use this place as a sort of journal that people could interact with so I don’t feel so lonely. I’ll try to make my boring life as entertaining as possible. 🙂
I like to color, paint my nails, play my guitar and write.
Here is my YouTube channel
https://m.youtube.com/channel/UCyB2zURgFkxeE1GCWVpGR5g/videos
Hands of Gretel, Sleater Kinny, Doll Skin
Warriors
Warriors Cats 🐈
Animorphs
Hunger Games
I’m currently a senior in college with CIS as my major and a minor in International Business. I’m in the army part time.
My Pinterest is
I’d like to meet people with similar personalities and lifestyles as me since it’s hard to find people I can relate to.
I hate job hunting. Also shrimp tacos are best tacos.
Sushi 🍱
I took my first quiz in programming. I got a 78 🥲. I got sick 🥲🥲. I visited the world of coke. 🤣
Guys I hate being in the army 🤣 I hate talking to dudes all day. They are cringe, sexist, and racist. Also SENSITIVE when it comes to there oversized egos. Hopefully I’ll be out soon i have a year and a half left but I don’t wanna jinx it. I’ve done 5 years so far.
Sooo, today I tried to get an Uber. The Uber driver said that he was two minutes away so I exited the school building and the door locked behind me so I couldn’t get back in so I just had to stand there for an hour in the freezing cold in a dangerous area, because the guy wouldn’t pick up his phone, when he eventually arrived there, he looked at me crazy and asked “are you the one who’s been calling me” and I was like yes 🙄 also a homeless lady tried to pretend to be me and steal the Uber, luckily I insisted I was myself🤣 so yeah interesting night. The guy then proceeded to blast his alpha bro podcast all the way home. 🙄🤣🖤
I did 2 interviews and a presentation today. What can I say I’m all business.
My valentines decor is complete 💕🖤
I almost got this shirt but I don’t know how I feel about bringing religious imagery into my mess 🤣 looks pretty sick though.
I actually managed to get quite a bit of studying code done last night I wouldn’t say I’m good at it quite yet but I’m making progress. I want with my mom to a work lunch today as I studied there as well 🤣 I picked up some valentine’s Day decorations for my room on the way home. It’s not done yet but it’s a good start.
I love making this ice cream it’s strawberry and Matcha. I call it the rose in my head.
