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Lost_Hardcore

Lazarus
26 / Male / Voronezh, Russia
Broken Hearted
Member since: Dec 23, 2020
Last online: Jul 16, 2024

About Me

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“ What a fine weather today! Can’t choose whether to drink tea or to hang myself.

― A.P.Chekhov



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                   Updated: 15.01.2023                                                                                                                                               


 i think i have nothing interesting 
 to say about myself.         

                 Now - nothing. 

 At the moment, he (already) has nothing more to say.                       

 There's nothing left. 
 Just plastic and coals.        

 Unnskyld meg.                                       

 i'm not deadinside 

  CHEER U !           

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The soul is full of shooting stars. So sad. It seems, that this is a universal sadness, that is about to engulf you and you will be in captivity. In the thrall of events, memories, that cannot be returned. And you will suffer and be sadder, than ever. And then you won't be able to stand it and end this world. You will destroy yourself. Destroy the whole world. You will end this worthless existence and you will be glad, that it's all over.
But then you'll realize, that you've made a huge mistake. You will understand, that all this could be fixed. But it will be too late. It's late enough, that nothing can be fixed. You can't do ANYTHING. You will burn and suffer. You'll break completely. And your, once bright soul, will be shattered. You will perish completely. You won't exist.
Perhaps, need to rethink everything, in order to understand at least something. ”


   the only one, dear, honey  V.C.                                         

19 Nov 2017                                                    


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Favourite Music

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In short, i realy like the sound of  emocore  hardcore ,  screamo ,  metalcore ,  mathcore ,  post-hardcore ,  electronicore ,  deathcore ,  nintendocore ,

 beatdown hardcore ,some of  grunge  and  post-grunge ,  punk ,   acoustic  sessions,  post-rock  post-metal , some of  hard-rock , and  glam-rock ,

 post-punk ,  gothic  rock and metal,  darkwave ,  funeral doom  DSBM  DEATH  and some of  BLACK  metal (more melodic and atmospheric),

some of  alternative  rock and metal, also some of  INDUSTRIAL  and  Neue Deutsche Härte  progressive rock  diesel thrash metal ,

 also, i realy like   academic   (classical) music,  celtic  slavic scandinavian folk music.

And /// not /// short:

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 RED HOT🞾CHILI PEPPERS 

 MOTIONLESS IN WHITE 

 WE BUTTER THE BREAD WITH BUTTER 

 B U L L E T   F O R   M Y   V A L E N T I N

 THE DEVIL WEARS PRADA 

 Death Is Not Welcome Here 

 THE BiRTHDAY MASsACR

 DROP DEAD, GORGEOUS 

 FALLING IN REVERSE 

 ESCAPE THE FAT

 Dear Whoever 

 DEAD by APRIL 

  If I Were You  

 UPINARMS 

 𝕮 𝔞 𝔩 𝔧 𝔟 𝔞 𝔫 

 номер скрыт 

 NOIZE MC 

 sleeplore 

·•ПЛАКСА 

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 .and sex in the mini country. 

 7 ANGELS 7 PLAGUES 

 THIS WILL DESTROY YOU 

 AVRIL LAVIGN

 MULTIPASS 

 THEREFORE I AM 

 BUCKETHEAD  

 SOiLWORK  

 NIRVANA 

 BELOVED 

  SIRENA  

 DEFTONE

 PARKWAY DRIVE 

 AS I LAY DYING 

  OUR LAST NIGHT  

 BEFORE THEIR EYES 

 36 CRAZYFISTS 

  STORYOFTHEYEAR  

  ̶ ̶B̶ ̶A̶ ̶D̶ ̶  ⊙ M E N S  

 IN HEARTS WAKE 

 S 

 I These TreeCould Talk 

 凛として時雨 | Ling tosite sigure 

 AUGUST BURNS RED 

 DEAD  BY  SUNRISE 

 TYPE Θ NEGATIVE 

  A N A T H E M A  

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 Heart in Hand 

 The Rasmu

 PINK FLOYD 

 MÖTLEY CRÜE 

 raised by swans 

  DARKTHRONE  

 Deafheaven 

 Imminence 

  the GATHERING 

 KATATONIA 

 THE CURE 

  Zeraphine  

 Miss May I 

 TWISTED SISTER 

Favourite Films / TV / Books

 Tom Waits 

 VIO-LENCE 

 𝔫𝔬𝔯𝔱𝔥𝔩𝔞𝔫𝔢 

 CHEVELLE 

 Slipkno

 anberlin 

 SKID ROW 

 TRIVIUM 

 OFDᚱYᏦᏦJA 

 Grey Daze 

 LOATHE 

 ALAZ̶KA 

 ULVER 

 Sylvaine 

 ZZ TP 

 BONES 

 GG ALLiN

 LI̽L PeeP 

 ̶H̶I̶M̶ 

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Literary works:

 Le Petit Prince 
 ANTOINE DE⯌SAINT EXUPÉRY 

 HANS CHRISTIAN ANDERSEN 
 Den standhaftige Tinsoldat 
and so many of Andersen's

 EVGENY SCHWARTZ 
 AN ORDINARY MIRACLE 

 Felix Salten 
 BAMBI 

 Also, books on history (the Eurasian region in particular) and linguistics.
A bit of mythology (in any case, i keep coming back to this).
Some philosophical works, sayings and aphorisms of once living people.
I won't even talk about classical works of Russian literature, and I think there is no one here to talk about it.

Games (PC):
  The           
SIMS4
Although i like parts 2 and 3 better of 4.

 project 
 ZOMBOID 

 Guitar Hero 
 WORLD TOUR 

 The Elder Scrolls: 
  MORROWIND  
   OBLIVION   
 S K Y R I M 

  FARCRY5  

 FARCRY 
 NEW DAWN 

 CHⒶ̶RLeMURDER 

 V A M P I R E 
 The Masquerade 
 BlOODLINES 

 ALICE 
 MADNESS RETURNS 

 SuchART 
 GENIUS ARTIST SIMULATOR 

GANG
BEASTS

  ܂ ELITE ׂ   
  
· ܂  DANGEROUS ׂ    
 
H O R I Z O N S 

STREETS
 OF RAGE 
and much more from SEGA.

 grand 
  theft 
 auto  
 ONLINE 

  D I IA BI L O  

 PAINKILLER 
The game of my childhood. I played it when I was 8-9 years old.

And, of course, 
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 CHESS.
Thanks to one very nice girl, because of wich i fell in love with this game. Thank you!
And although i rarely play chess now, I fondly remember how we played together.
If you are reading this right now, know that this - truly the best thing i can remember in my life over the past few years.

Films:

 the Circus  City Lights 
 MODERN TIMES 
(and other films) by  Charlie Chaplin 

 Over THE Garden Wall 

 WALL·E 

    your name   新海誠が監督・脚本を務めた

James Clavell's  Shōgun  (1980) 

 SOLARIS  by Andrei Tarkovsky

 BRAM STOKER'S   Dracula 

 31 JUNE  by Leonid Kvinikhidze


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Who I'd Like To Meet

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    one love 🕯 one lifetime.

это навсегда.
прости.

excuse-moi.

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Lost_Hardcore
Jul 19 2022, 12:30 AM

Послушай меня, дорогой мой друг. Всякий раз, когда тебе кажется, будто ты лишний для близкого тебе человека, будто без тебя ему будет лучше, будто без тебя он будет счастливее, - знай: это не так. Мы всегда нужны (необходимы) друг другу. Просто нам часто что-то "кажется". В один момент, ты проснёшься и поймешь, что уже слишком поздно а тот самый человек, так и остался несчастливым, обделённым твоим вниманием. Он просто остался без тебя. А ты без него... 
И мы продолжаем верить в то, что мы можем дышать под водой, обходиться без кислорода, но в конечном итоге, оказываемся прикованными к постели и уже не способными дышать самостоятельно... 

Это уже лишь кислородная подушка или аппарат ИВЛ, но не более того...

Не отпускайте своих родных и любимых.

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Listen to me, my dear friend. Whenever it seems to you that you are superfluous for a person close to you, as if s(he) will be better off without you, as if s(he) will be happier without you - know: That's not so. We are always needed (required) by each other. It's just that we often "seems" something. At one point, you will wake up and realize that it's too late and the same person has remained unhappy, deprived of your attention. S(he)'s just left without you. And you're without her(him)...
And we continue to believe that we can breathe underwater, do without oxygen, but in the end, we find ourselves bedridden and no longer able to breathe on our own...

This is just an oxygen pillow or a ventilator, but no more than that..

Do not let go of your family and loved ones.

        Don't leave me alone
  Please
           Don't go...

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Lost_Hardcore
Feb 22 2022, 01:07 AM

 Сбегу я к морю под покровом темноты,

             Никто и не узнает.

 Сбегу от надоевшей слепоты, 

          Ведь сердце только там моё оттает.

                  И ни за что никто не угадает, 

            Каким путем решил идти. 

                         Лишь те разумные киты, 

                    Меня везде узнают. 

 Всё потому, что не люди они: 

     Ведь всё они осознают и понимают. 


             Любимые волны, 

 Знакомые песни.

           Забыто здесь многое, 

 Когда мы были все вместе. 

            Пока стояли на пирсе, 

  Всё незаметно пролетело. 

 Нам стоит сбросить груз.

 Уже всем это надело. 

             Но, всё же время нас торопит. 

              Оно в последний путь нас всё-таки проводит. 

            Мы времени спасибо говорим, 

           За то чудесное начало, 

        За этот вечер, наконец. 

 Ну, а завтра - будет утро, 

      И будет счастье. Не конец.

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Lost_Hardcore
Feb 20 2022, 01:40 AM


ЭмОцИи и ЧУВСТВА,

А НЕ ВСЁ ЭТО ДЕРЬМО, ЧТО УЖЕ СТАЛО ЧАСТЬЮ ПОП-КУЛЬТУРЫ.

ТвОрЧеСтВо а не РАЗРУШЕНИЕ.

.. люди, вы просто убиваете в себе ребёнка...
самого себя.
это ужасно...


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Lost_Hardcore
Feb 20 2022, 01:20 AM
Просто любите друг друга!
Не жалейте любви ни для кого!
Всё будет хорошо (точно тебе говорю)!
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Lost_Hardcore
Apr 04 2021, 04:57 AM
And it all was lies and hypocrisy...
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Lost_Hardcore
Feb 08 2021, 11:53 PM
Be alive my little friend. Please. Love you.
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Dec 26 2020, 11:09 PM
Thanks for the add :]
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Dec 26 2020, 05:38 PM
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Jul 19 2022, 12:41 AM

ВоТ бЫ ЭтО бЫл мОй ПоСлЕеедНиЙ гоОод! ПрИкОоОл?!)0))  я так устал...

Jan 14 2022, 01:29 AM
Apr 05 2021, 10:29 AM
>>---------------------------------------------------------<< My mother was very upset because i refused to eat her food. So i'm interrupting my hunger strike for a while. I can't let anyone else suffer because of my weirdness. This should only concern me. So, i haven't eaten anything for almost three days. >>---------------------------------------------------------<
Apr 05 2021, 04:22 AM
>>---------------------------------------------------------<< “ - He suffered for us on the cross...” Of course, i am not the Christ. And i don't think anyone can appreciate my sacrifice. However, one day is already over. Four days left. Yesterday, as luck would have it, my father brought an unusually large amount of food. When i was cooking, i couldn't even taste what it tasted like... >>---------------------------------------------------------<
Apr 04 2021, 04:41 PM
>>---------------------------------------------------------<< Well that's it. I've had enough for today. There was too much work today. And how did it happen that i started it right now? Now i shy away at the sight of my reflection in the mirror: a stranger is standing in front of me. Now, i'll drink my water and pass out. I need to get more sleep. I wish everyone who reads this to smile more often! >>---------------------------------------------------------<
Apr 04 2021, 04:02 AM
>>---------------------------------------------------------<< “ - It will be better for everyone...” Today is the first day. I dedicate my hunger strike to all those who are oppressed in society because they have personality disorders, are disabled or just look somehow different. I also want to warn all those who may read this: DO NOT REPEAT THIS IF YOU HAVE DISORDERS OF THE CARDIOVASCULAR SYSTEM, DISEASES OF THE DIGESTIVE SYSTEM, LUNG DISEASES OR OTHER DISEASES, INCLUDING CHRONIC ONES! "Good Morning, Vietnam" and "Today" by Jefferson Airplane will be with me today. I'll have a glass of water now, and then a second in the evening. NEED MORE DRINK Appreciate the food you eat! ✌🏻 >>---------------------------------------------------------<
Apr 03 2021, 09:59 PM
>>---------------------------------------------------------<< Today I ate almost nothing... I don't like my state of mind at all. I was called an ableist, so today I came up with a thought that will help me cope with the impending state and prove: i am not an ableist. To do this, i refuse to eat five days, namely from April 4 to 9. I do this consciously, but not in order to promote this way of achieving the goal or attract attention to myself. First of all, i need to prove to myself: that's not so. Thank you for understanding. >>---------------------------------------------------------<
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ВоТ бЫ ЭтО бЫл мОй ПоСлЕеедНиЙ гоОод! ПрИкОоОл?!)0))  я так устал...

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>>---------------------------------------------------------<< My mother was very upset because i refused to eat her food. So i'm interrupting my hunger strike for a while. I can't let anyone else suffer because of my weirdness. This should only concern me. So, i haven't eaten anything for almost three days. >>---------------------------------------------------------<

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Apr 05 2021, 04:22 AM

>>---------------------------------------------------------<< “ - He suffered for us on the cross...” Of course, i am not the Christ. And i don't think anyone can appreciate my sacrifice. However, one day is already over. Four days left. Yesterday, as luck would have it, my father brought an unusually large amount of food. When i was cooking, i couldn't even taste what it tasted like... >>---------------------------------------------------------<

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Apr 04 2021, 04:41 PM

>>---------------------------------------------------------<< Well that's it. I've had enough for today. There was too much work today. And how did it happen that i started it right now? Now i shy away at the sight of my reflection in the mirror: a stranger is standing in front of me. Now, i'll drink my water and pass out. I need to get more sleep. I wish everyone who reads this to smile more often! >>---------------------------------------------------------<

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Apr 04 2021, 04:02 AM

>>---------------------------------------------------------<< “ - It will be better for everyone...” Today is the first day. I dedicate my hunger strike to all those who are oppressed in society because they have personality disorders, are disabled or just look somehow different. I also want to warn all those who may read this: DO NOT REPEAT THIS IF YOU HAVE DISORDERS OF THE CARDIOVASCULAR SYSTEM, DISEASES OF THE DIGESTIVE SYSTEM, LUNG DISEASES OR OTHER DISEASES, INCLUDING CHRONIC ONES! "Good Morning, Vietnam" and "Today" by Jefferson Airplane will be with me today. I'll have a glass of water now, and then a second in the evening. NEED MORE DRINK Appreciate the food you eat! ✌🏻 >>---------------------------------------------------------<

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Apr 03 2021, 09:59 PM

>>---------------------------------------------------------<< Today I ate almost nothing... I don't like my state of mind at all. I was called an ableist, so today I came up with a thought that will help me cope with the impending state and prove: i am not an ableist. To do this, i refuse to eat five days, namely from April 4 to 9. I do this consciously, but not in order to promote this way of achieving the goal or attract attention to myself. First of all, i need to prove to myself: that's not so. Thank you for understanding. >>---------------------------------------------------------<

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Apr 03 2021, 06:13 AM

Sometimes it's important to get a slap in the face... Excuse me, people who read all this. \(//-⦁)/ I'm sorry for showing my weakness. This is temporary. Now the main thing is not to become a bastard...

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Apr 03 2021, 05:44 AM

I'm alone in this rain.. again.. again.. again... Why?.. What should I say?.... "I Believe In You" Twisted Sister; "The Loner" Gary Moore; "End Of The Beginning" Thirty Seconds To Mars and their self-titled album; "In A Darkened Room" Skid Row: "Xerces", "Deathblow", and "Cherry Waves" by Deftones: "Beautiful Memories", "Beautiful Dreams", "My Everything", "One", "Lunara", "Glass Princess", "Bed Of Roses", "Fallen", "Nevermore", "For a lost Love", "Cliffs of Moher", and more by Adrian von Ziegler; and more, by others... _______will __🌧_______make _______________up _____________my __🌧________fortune _______🌧__________for _________________this ____🌧____________rainy, _______________sad __________________week...

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Mar 03 2021, 12:35 AM

Life from scratch, Do you believe it? I crossed out, now it's impossible to go back. And goodbye forever, The songs will remain, press the "play" button. It is sometimes scary to remember, Close that door! Without you, the sun goes out, the air makes breathing difficult. There are thousands of questions: Without love we are not, Without love we are not!

Liniya - Without You

Жизнь с чистого листа, Веришь? — Больно. Я перечеркнул, теперь назад невозможно. И прощай навсегда, Песни останутся, жми кнопку "play". Вспоминать иногда страшно, Закрой эту дверь! Без тебя гаснет солнце, воздух затрудняет вдох. Есть ответ на тысячи вопросов: Без любви нас нет, Без любви нас нет!

Линия — Без тебя

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