But does anyone notice? But does anyone care?
And if I had the guts to put this to your head
But would anything matter if you're already dead?
And should I be shocked now, by the last thing you said? Early Sunsets Over Monroeville, by My Chemical Romance
Emo X
23 / Male / whitechapel, United Kingdom
Gay/Lesbian / Single & Looking
Member since:
Apr 07, 2017
Last online:
Feb 27, 2019
Current rating: 8.0/10 (1 votes cast)
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About Me
im joe im 16 and yeh im shit at intros.
i love skating, music like bvb and paramore, london and france.
im at college atm so im not online that much so if u send a message or summit, i wont rly notice or respond immediately.
i love trash telly like catfish and also comedy shit like south park etc.
andy black = ultimate hottie, gerard way = ultimate cutie, they'd make a fucking hot couple <3
on a final note: im gay ;)
Favourite Music
MCR, Evanescence, Sugarcult, BVB, Hawthorne Heights, Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Bowling For Soup, Taking Back Sunday, Linkin Park, Good Charlotte, Sum 41, Lit, Fountains Of Wayne, blink-182, No Doubt, Green Day, Avril Lavigne, Paramore, Yellowcard, Michelle Branch, New Found Glory, Fall Out Boy, The Starting Line, Kyo and The All-American Rejects XD
Favourite Films / TV / Books
mean girls is a great film had a blast watching that! i believe reading is the key to the imagination that i should do more often :'D
Education / Occupation
6th form college
Who I'd Like To Meet
Everyone from all my favourite bands, and my favourite singers.
STORY TIME:
this girl msgd me loads like over the past year on facebook and she spamed me in under a week with 7 msgs that i didnt reply to nd she didnt kno i was gay XD nd so it came acros like she fancied me or smth. I asked her tday if she had feelings 4 me nd she said no and at the same time i was msging another friend abt it and i was sending her screenshots of my convo with Becky (thats the creepy girls name), nd i accidently snt 1 to Becky nd i creased sooo badly. She started asking me all these kinda questions and i was like 'ur snding me so many msgs nd its like u fancy me or smth'. I lied, told her i had a bf nd she then asked me where he lived and i was like '(ermmm) exeter' nd she kept asking all these questions it was proper creepy af.im still creasing so badly i litrly wanna die rn XDDDDDD :'D
Lol remember when we all started out our emo things and we only liked that one band and that one song? Lol I'm flash-backing right now to the start of my emo thing :'D
Do any of you, my friends, listen to Classical Music? If so, then Vivaldi and Bach are a must-listen! Their music is exquisite and outstandingly virtuoso :D
Him:
His name begins with a letter
Too precious to even remember
As I think about me and him together
But that dream is not foreseeable
I can describe him:
Hot, brown hair, nice style
But I'm stood for a while
Remembering how I'm a loser
With no chance
He seems like he swings to my gender
Which is most likely the case,
But I see the look on his face,
When he sees me:
I feel like he thinks I'm a dark horse,
Not necessarily open, but more to myself
I rest high on the shelf of
Keeping my feelings private
I need to confess my feelings
Or else I'll be left grieving
If I lose him to another guy
And I am dealt the ultimate 'pie'
'Pieing' is where ur crush is oblivious to you, by the way
I give myself two choices:
Come out to my classmates,
Hoping the gossip doesn't out-date,
Or let time take its toll
And for mother fucking nature to take my feelings on a stroll...
Shit poem I know but I'm crushing right now don't judge me lol :'D
I'm single again me n my ex split up bc we hardly had any time to see them tbh I am type of relieved bc me and her were having trouble anyway and I wouldn't want them to be unhappy. I just have to move on and find a gf or bf. I'm no ones bitch now lol my laptops broken and so this is off my mobile lol. Just remember even if u r different you're still loved and if you feel like there's no love in the world then you're wrong. People do love you. In a world of phonies and fakes I've learnt to seek the good in ppl and now I have love and vice versa.
If anyone is bored and wants a GREAT laugh search 'Raven and Tara, the Acidbath Princess of the Darkness' on YouTube and I guarantee that you will laugh as hard as how I laughed at it. They're two mall goths who do cringe worthy videos pretending to sing to MCR and Good Charlotte, and they also feature Azer, the Mime of Darkness. Trust me - it's unbelievable.
My Mask:
For 5 years of my life
I had to wear that mask
which hides the inner sorrow
hiding that invisible knife
Strong like metal,
but weak like my emotions
it could withstand so much,
but not my mind's commotion
And when that mask shattered,
my life became peaceful.
Away from torment and deceit,
I re-embarked on my journey
-to be happy,
successful,
mentally healthy,
and mask-free
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Sorry. Bit of a shit poem but it was improvised lol.
ABSOLUTELY frickin tired from all of the revision that has been done this week, so far. SO GLAD the GCSEs are coming to a finish. On the night of my last exam is a party, where I will show up 'poppin dat emo swag', and will hopefully get pissed XD. GAWD been such a goody 2 shoes all my life, and now I'm at my turning point. Jk not really. I am good, but I won't turn rebellious. Pics will be up 'ere and on my insta as well.
