Apr 02 2014, 03:35 AM

Well, I'm back here.... now you must be asking the reason I disappeared. I was dating a girl from Brazil and she got so upset and jealous about soemo.co that she made me stop writing here. Past is in the past and I'm single again. And soooo into Frozen! Elsa is the best! Apart that, I'm kinda os depressed. I feel ugly, I feel strange, I feel bad. Idk if writing here will be better,, but, if you can help me, write here. I have some new pics I'll upload :) (such a bipo) I want pink hair and more piercings and tattoos! I have angel bites now :) kisses Lumiere

Dec 24 2013, 01:05 PM

So it's xmas eve... and I'm sit in my room listening to kpop (in this moment, "I am the best", from 2NE1), waiting for mom to take a showe (she was giving the dogs showers...14 dogs) and I sneaked out and ate 5 cod little baalls and it begun to makes me ill, I think I'm super fat but I can't control my hunger... maybe the stress of the holydays are making me nuts... I must lose 8kg (I'm weighting 48kg now, I want 40!) and I don't know how, because she won't pay a gym and holyday stuff is super yummy! HALP! In other hand... My father isn't talking to me due to some justice things my mom is throwing(?) in him, because of my disorder he has to pay like 1k dollars per month as my mother is my legal guardian now... he went super upset with ME who didn't have anything with all of this... ahh well, it's he that's losing a wonderful great-daughter. Lotte is happily playing at the computer with my step-father and I'm depressed ._. sen me kisses better! xx

Dec 22 2013, 02:31 PM

Well, today was my last-xmas-chance-shopping-day, so I went to the mall with my daughter - yes, I have a little 2yo fairy who makes me want to live. And no, I'm not with her father. Actually we broke off befored I discovered the pregnancy. - and my mother. It was hell on earth. Malls two days before xmas eve = worst shopping day ever! But I did get some interesting things... a skinny - another, *le sigh* - jeans, I think 4 shirts, with from skulls to nail polish prints on them - Yes, I'm that nut -, a destroyed short and a girly super girly faded pink laces skirt. AH! And my new years dress, a laces one in off white <3 Just loved all of them <3 And I had coffee and cigarettes, Idk if I can stay waked because my back hurts like hell and I'm just with the stamina of the brand new clothes... In other hand... My mom didn't notice my scars on my left forearm... well, I have scars there since 2005, but I keep cutting myself, so, they are kinda new.. thanks any god here she didn't notice! I was so depressed when I picked the scissor I have hidden underneath my mattress that I didn't thought of her.... it's weird. Well, the least she notices, the better xx <3

Dec 21 2013, 02:25 PM

Yay, I'll start a journal here <3 Well, let me see, I've bought soo many emo things on internet these days, but they didn't arrive yet :( neither my green circle lenses (I have two pairs, one blue and one pink... I like pink more, tbh) I love shopping, as you will know when I update my journal here haha Let me introdue myself... I'm Poison, but due to the large range of ppl nicking Poison, I got Lumiere in front of it (it makes my nick "Light's poison"), and I think it fits well for me, I have both sides, light and poison... I have Borderline Personality Disorder and I take more pills that I can remenber, morning, evening and night... mainly at night, because I have heavy insomnia. My eyes are brown, my original hair color is dark blond and I'll dye it bright orange in the first/second sunday of january (if my SE hair dye arrives -__-) and do cheetah/leopard prints in a lateraly shaved hair (it'll be only a bit shaved, let me say half a centimeter of hair, to apply the prints :3) I'm attracted to someone here I won't tell the nick, but he/she is very very charming lol... she/he is making me familiar with the scene and I thank he/she for it :))) That's all, folks xxxx