I'm scared to get close and I hate being alone
I long for that feeling to not feel at all
The higher I get, the lower I'll sink
I can't drown my demons, they know how to swim
can you feel my heart, by Bring Me The Horizon
Jesus!
Getting dumped hurts so much, but with this kid, it was so much worse. It felt like a stab to the heart, like I could literally feel a dagger penetrating my skin, every muscle... I could still feel it. We were so happy, at least I thought we were. Everything was perfect, I honestly thought it was. He promised to save, promised me all that I ever wanted and more, but some promises were made to be broken, right? Whatever, this might be my last post, this is really stupid...