1000's of emo guys & girls!
i dont care what you think, im not seeing a shrink,im not another student or a mother to take you s*** out on so lets see what you got lets see what your not or whatever else you pretend my world, by sick puppies
Megan Rutherford
28 / Female / Alabama, United States
Straight / Single & Looking
Member since:
Jan 24, 2010
Last online:
Jan 24, 2010
H E L L O :)
For those who dont know me my name is Megan Rutherford,I'm nice to you if you're nice to me,I'm shy at first but I open up,Music is like my blood without it there is no way I could live,My addictions are Boys,Make-Up,and Music,I lovee to exercise,I dont have the greatest life but I dont have the worst life,eather way I love my life,I dont regrete nothing in life b/c at the time it was what I wanted and it made me who I am today,I choose to go the pathway noone else choses,why? well b/c I dont always want to follow the crowd,I be who I am not what others want to see,Music is my like my blood without it there is noway I could live,I get along with anybody,The colors I crave are Purple,Black,And Red,I'm sorry but im nowhere near perfect,take me as I am b/c that is who I want to be,I like to write poetry/songs,Etc. I have found out not everybody is gonna like you as a friend and not everybody is going to notice or evan care about you,Sometimes I wounder if im even noticed at school,but I dont let that bother me too much,I try to be happy and jolly like everyone else,but most of the time it doesnt really work out,I sometimes have to hide my emotions b/c I dont want to be crying or anything at school,I believe love is not loving someone for what they look like,but for WHO they ARE you never know your soulmate could be around you or you could be talking to he or she and not realize it b/c your too busy judging them,just take a few steps back and think for a second or two,would yoou fall inlove with someone for them or there body/looks? Not everything has to be about that,LOVE is your emotions towards a person,the best love is the type where you have truely deeply emotions for that person,In my eyes everybody is the same,but yes I know we are all different but that's not what I mean I mean we are all humans and we all have emotions,we should all care for one other not put eachother down,do you get what im saying? well I can talk forever on here about stuff I will let you go,thanks for taking the time to read this it means alot to me :) have a great day and be safe! :) Live life to the fullest no matter what
I walk the road of lonleyness,noone walks beside me im always on my own,I learn to live holding all my feelings deep down inside of me,I have noone to talk to noone to tell how I feel inside,the onley thing I have is this,but it want work as well as having someone beside me and help me through life,I'm too nice to so many people but they just love to put me down and make me feel evan more worse,I hate everything about myself b/c I feel like im never good enough for noone,I worry about alot of things,I care about everyone,I love to make people happy evan when im not happy,lets just say i have never had a boyfriend,laugh at me all you want b/c i know im not good enough and that shows you that if i never had a boyfriend then yeah i must be one ugly fucker,my feelings get hurt easly,in my about me thing up there^ I repeated myself on the music thing b/c i just want you to know i do love music ,i cant tell you all my secrets b/c i have too many,and not everyone really cares about me and i know it for a fact,my life is rough and i dont let that bother me none i just keep my head held high,I stay true to myself I be who I want to be i dont let others tell me who i should be and how i should act or what i should wear i never let someone control me im a living breathing human i have all the rights they do....
