Mar 12 2013, 12:54 PM

My boyfriend asked me why I loved him so much so i wrote this to him and i made him speechless. I love you so much and the reason why is i cant explain but i try my best to explain i love you for the little silly talks with sometimes have and how i feel so comfortable in your arms i can just fall asleep and i know that i will be safe and i have never fell like that with a boy, i love the way we are so like and we both help each other and other people. Every time i see that you text me my face lights up and i just stop everything i do just to text you back, i love looking in your eyes and u looking right back at mine, i love the way that u can put up with my childish ways and annoyness somedays i know i have only known you for 2 weeks but in that short period i have fallen for you and i love that i love you xxxxxxxxx

Feb 20 2013, 03:42 AM

Im getting a bit annoyed now my bf had his toe nail removed on monday and he said he could not come out for 3-4 days and like i always do i just smile and said i will see him as soon as he is better. well yesterday me and my two mates went to go and see him for a bit. so we walked you the way up to him and we knock on him and his my mum said he was with joe. so we though she was lieing because of his toe but then we phone him and HE WAS WITH JOE!!!!! i was so upset then we asked if he wanted to come out after he said he would try but he always do this, it always get to me. at 7.30 we phone him again and he said he had to go home and change his shoe and he will see if he is allow out. then i got a phone call a couple of mins later and he said he has to get a early night cuz his toe is painful and he need to go to the doctors tomorrow. so i let it side by like nothing happen. so after all my two mate try to cheer me up and it work for awhile then i had to home so i walked home on my bill. But once i got home and sat down on facebook i saw my bf facebook and it said danceing on a roof. At this point i broken down so now my arm is cover in blood because i deal with this i know it may sound a bit over the top but he is my everything and if i didn't have him and my year been like it has. I would be in the ground right now. But hey im not, I m still alive and i will not give up the fight and im hoping that i can see him today cuz at the moment i really dont want to get out of bed and deal with all the bullshit in the world so wish me luck. xx

Feb 19 2013, 05:48 AM

Now, With blood dripping down her arm, With the bath towel on the floor, Everyone thinks she fine, But she really dyeing inside, She was full of color, Before you push her down, She was breaking slowly, But no one tried and fixes her, You killed her by the way you, You couldn't keep your mouth shut, Her blood is on your hands now, Can you feel her blood dipping? Her lungs trying to breath, Her heart doing everything to save her, What have you do? You killed someone life and joy, She was beat but she never blames you, She hated herself, Could you tell? She cutter her legs, Could you see? She screamed every night, Could you hear? No, No one did, That is what will kill you, Now she on the bedroom floor, Crying her last tear, Beating for last pump, Wishing for a better life, She up there now, With her heroes, But no one wanted her to go, She was so kind and peaceful, No one knew what she went though, Now, With blood dripping down her arm, With the bath towel on the floor, Everyone thinks she fine, But she really dyeing inside, I feel like this everyday and she is me but i could never leave my mates and my bf on this earth without me and I just want this though to go away and leave me alone. xD

Jan 19 2013, 02:45 AM

I'm happy for Having a good mate and a brilliant bf who I loVe And I never want it to end XD xx

Jan 14 2013, 01:21 PM

I wanna it to snow so I can spend a day with my baby xxx

Jan 08 2013, 02:32 PM

You are the best thing in my life at the moment. :) x

Jan 07 2013, 02:51 PM

Omg! At the moment I'm so scare that it may be nearly the end of the best relationship I have in awhile. I just hope it will last a little bit more because I think I'm falling for you and I don't want it to end yet! Please GOD let me have him and let no one else see how amazing he is. I hate it would I can't be the perfect girl. But he can always make me feel like a queen and I feel so special when I'm with him and I don't want it to end. I know it will end cause it always does but in couple of weeks he will text me again and say he wants me. Why can't we stay together and not go thought the circle we go thought every time. I pray to you god hear my pray please just this one thing. I have had the most shits year the past thou years. So let me have him for once. :'( I wanna be in his arms forever but i know it will work like that. I will have to get the pain and then I will be happy again and this will replay again and again. PLEASE HELP ME!! xx

Jan 03 2013, 09:07 PM

Omg I'm starting to sound like my boy GREAT!! But I have love the last 2 days. It been like a dream what can i say. I'm hoping he allow out thou and same with my best mate. O r it will a bit awkward me and my boy making out and my best mate bf just watching us. O.o No thank you!! It kinda funny me and my mate are wide awake when its 5am in the morning LOL! Lets see how long we can last tomorrow. Also we haven't sleep since 9am yesterday! Love you babe but your never see this Lol xx

Jan 01 2013, 02:24 PM

I got the man of my dreams, I can't said much else!!!!!!

Jan 01 2013, 05:25 AM

I have made up my mind, I going out with the another one that love but I'm hoping this time its last not like the 6 times. I was going to see him today but he can't make it. I'm a bit upset about it cause I woke up at 3am to get ready. But Hey whats point I'm going out with my mates for a bit and see if he wants to tag along or not. I do know one thing that is to keep my space x