Jun 06 2013, 06:12 PM

At my breaking point slicing my arms bleeding out I hear your voice asking why a ghost like figure walks to me i look up an see your face tears fall from your face vanishing before they hit the ground you lean down an slide you ghostly cold hands along my arm i look down an all there is left are scars looking back up i scream 'Look out!!" but its to late another smoky figure wraps its arms around you and squeezes right through your body an turning you so smoke tears streaming down my face i wipe them away and i see blood on my hands I cried to much now i feel weak there's a pool of blood around me blood all over my body crawling to the door try to yell for help then the smoky figure comes back through the ground it grabs me by the throat pulling, my soul is slipping away from my body it rips my soul out an turns my body to ash and my soul is ingulfed in flames I'm screaming trying to get free finally I let one last blood curlting scream then I'm gone

Jun 06 2013, 06:01 PM

I'm drifting through this world no one see me no one can hear me I see you standing with someone else where we first met you stop an look at the swings.. just staring I dont know if your thinking of me or just glad you dont have to deal with me anymore I want to cry but no tears come out I start to tremble I fall to me knees screaming my voice cracks my body gets colder my hearts breaking in my chest I thought killing myself wouldn't have to feel this pain anymore but i do.. and its worse my bones breaking out of my chest and my heart flies out into the hands of a dark figure I look up.. i see red eyes.. I saw the reaper I lay down, its all i can do I cant move as i lay there as my body is deteriorating I look up one last time and see your face a tear runs down my cheek I whisper "Why did you leave?"

Nov 13 2012, 09:28 AM

as im sitting in the house you used to live in, crying so hard my eyes are burning, i can't believe your gone now. I hear your voice behind me then feel the cold touch you a ghost. i look up and i see you, you bend down and hold me "Don't worry, you will see me soon" "Why are you here? If you show yourself to me to much..." you cut me off "He wont find me!" I look up and see a shimmering tear run down you face, i wipe it off with my finger and it turn to ash. I hear a cringing scream and your pulled through black and blue flames. im thrown to the wall, when i open my eyes i see in the flames a dark figure holding you around your neck I scream your name and i can feel my vocal cord rip, then you turn to ash... i grab the closest thing to me and plunge it into my chest. as i lay there i can feel every drop of blood pour on the ground, my eyes slowly turning to black. next thing i knew i wake up in hell. i search for days... i finally see you and run, just as i reach for you i hit the ground in pain, i look at my chest and theres blood flowing out, i look up... your crying, as i cough up blood i say "Don't worry baby.. im finally with.. you" "but your in pain!" i look into your eyes "I rather spend the rest of my life with you... and in the worst pain imaginable than be in a world.. of nothing but pain.. and not with you" i manage to stand up and kiss you and smile "forever" you put your hand on my chest "and always" i grab you hand "no matter... what'

Aug 28 2012, 01:12 PM

The moment i saw you i couldn't take my eyes off you but now i can never see you again, I burst into tears everyday wishing you could be here and live this shity life with me at least we would have each other you were the only thing that kept me alive now only a promise, a promise to never forget you and always live like i'm about to die ...but now my life is at it's worst the moment i really need you your gone I sit in my room for hours and hours thinking about you you said if you ever die you want me to move on but i can't do that im sorry... I love you way to much to move on your the only girl i ever loved, the only girl i will ever love and this not sleeping thing is killing me there's moments when i scream for you, hoping i could hear your voice but I know that will never happen, and i cry, I cried to much... i want to cry but nothing ever comes out only screams hoping you can hear me ...I wish i could give my life up for you to be back here it doesn't matter if I'm here or not i rather suffer for the rest of my life, and know you safe somewhere here on earth, baby I love you so much.... why did god have to take you now?? I need you, just wait baby i will change so i can see you in heaven when i come I'll run stright to you an hold you I love you baby girl and i miss you3 your still my world angel<3

Aug 20 2012, 07:33 PM

My heart pounding tears burst from my eyes as your mom tells me those fatal words "She's gone" I drop to my knees grasping my chest... I think my heart stopped then i feel this sharp pain like it exploded in my chest I hit the ground trying to say anything but nothing's coming out I see this bright light it surounds me, I awaken in a feild of grass I stand up and see you I run to you yelling you name, i wrap my arms around you squeezing you and kissing you I say "I love you" over and over again, you have this unforgettable smile tears rolls down my face, I look at you and i said "I'm never letting you out of my sight" she smiles and says "Good!" i look around and ask what happened she said "You died, you were about to go to hell, but i begged god to spare your soul, I told you i would give my life for you" I had this giant smile then i realize what you did "You gave up your soul for me to be in heaven?" I drop to my knees crying asking why, your fading right before my eyes then vanish before i could say anything, i grab the first thing i saw an plunge it into my chest, when i awake I'm in hell I search everywhere and I find you i run to you and hold you, you ask why I said "I rather suffer with you then live in heaven knowing your suffering alone" I hold on to you an go through the worst pain i could ever imagine, but I know everything will be okay as long as you are in my arms i scream "I love you!!"

Aug 14 2012, 10:12 PM

Sitting alone thinking about you remembering when we laugh an attack each other wishing I could go back in time and made you stay that night but i can't, I love you with all my heart every amazing moment we had, i shed a million tears wishing, praying i can see you again but i know you went to heaven I said ill be there with you but now... the choices I made... I don't think I'll ever see you I break down in tears just thinking about it I miss you to much to fuck my life away for now on I will change, I'll do anything in the world to see you again I don't know why god took his most beautiful angel back but I WILL see you soon I love you more than anything in the world, maybe that's why your an angel<3

Aug 11 2012, 11:11 PM

The tears drip from my face i cant feel anything but the tears, their warmth is the only warmth i can feel no ones there to hold me no ones there to wipe away the stream coming from my eyes but there a voice coming from somewhere i can't tell where it says "you not alone" and "stay strong" i'm trying to not give in but its so hard everything in closing in on me i wish you were here... why did you have to leave this world???

Aug 11 2012, 10:39 PM

Stuck in the corner screaming your heart out but no ones there to hear you tearing at your skin with the blood stained razor no ones there to stop you falling to your knees crying your eyes out but no ones there to comfort you maybe no ones suppose to be there maybe its "god's" plan maybe its the devil finally has a hold of you maybe...its time to say goodbye

Aug 11 2012, 10:38 PM

Dragging myself off the ground again trying my hardest to get through this day trying my hardest to not shed a tear at least til i get home trying my hardest to look at you with a smile a smile painted on i'm wishing you didnt leave me here alone alone to fight this fight for my life i'm beginning to weakening with every step i take every breath i take feels like im inhaling fire i think my end is near..... just know even tho you left i still love you with every bit of my soul

Aug 11 2012, 04:06 AM

You know it sucks everything u work for gets flushed down the toilet an ur left to sit there and cry... nothing you do will ever be good enuff, ur shit, worthless, thats whats repeating in my head everyday, i feel alone in this wold.. when i talk it feels like they listen to shut me up, it only makes me feel worse like i could tear the skin from my bones.... the one girl i love is gone forever i just want to curl up and die alone, oh how i will always be...alone.. no one around me no one to comfort me.. i wish there was a god, maybe then once im judged and sent to hell i can finally feel something