Mar 23 2013, 12:08 PM

I want to see you, I want to see you now, but, I don't have the courage to express my love There's no point in reaching my hand for, I think I don't like the world like this I want to see you, I want to see you even if it's a fake, but, that's not enough, I want to express my love But, as I wish upon the stars, nothing seems to be solved The one-way red thread of fate, today I'll tie it to you again Though I told myself it was not surprising even if my wish would not come true I knew I just couldn't, I couldn't lie to myself and my heart is filled with you Without asking you, I fell for you. I'm to blame for it, so I won't ask you anything Just seeing your figure, watching your gestures and hearing your voice are enough for me Cause, you know, since I fell in love, those alone have made me feel uneasy Having you all for myself is too much to ask, isn't it? Is it destiny? I'm confusing myself, thinking that way. As I've never experienced something like this It might change rapidly, maybe I don't hate the world Since that day, I haven't almost cared about others, but you The more I love you, the more I can't give up on love I dare to solve the difficult question, it can't be helped It would take time a little, but, there's no time limit on love, right? I'm not crying at all. I haven't even given up yet I knew I just couldn't, I couldn't lie to myself and my heart is filled with you Without asking you, I fell for you. I'm sorry, but, I can't stop loving you When it comes to this, I want to tell you that I love you to make sure of it Cause, you know, love should be free, right? I don't need to back away from it any longer Though I'm still in one-sided love, someday I want to tell it to you Till we meet and see each other and I tell you I love you, no one knows what will happen I want to close the distance little by little, so I can go in front of you Without asking yo,u I chose the goal as I like. This is "the answer" I provided by myself Someday I want to hand in it to you Someday I want to tell the love I decided to you Nankai Renai ~Gumi Megpoid

Mar 23 2013, 11:52 AM

So what? You've moved on.. That's great. I hope you enjoy life.. It's not like I cared that much anyways... I'm lying.. Can't you see that? I mean... I suppose since you don't care, you don't see it. But whatever.. It's not about you... Or maybe it is. God! I can't make up my fucking mind about it. Why is this so confusing? If I could just turn this little love switch off, it'd be better I think... But sadly, human emtions don't work like that.. If you'd just look past my falseness, dammit. I'd say come talk to me... but youwon't and you never will. I'm sorry for ranting at you like this... I simply love you ♥

Mar 23 2013, 09:08 AM

Good Lord... I hate those people that just can't make up their minds. They don't know what they want. Those people annoy meh TT^TT Hnnnnn...

Mar 22 2013, 05:46 PM

So... I'm trying this thing out~ I guess.. I dunno /shrug Nnnnnnn... People annoy mehh.. I really dun like some people.. I guess I can honestly say, I hate pretty much everyone. Everyone... They're all stupid puppets. They can't think for themselves.. They have to be controlled by other people.. Are there any original people left?? Sad thing is... I'm just like other people... I don't wanna be the same.. I strive to be so different, but there's always at leas a couple people that either steal my ideas or I end up looking like someone else. I fucking hate it soo much.. What's worse... People can't have an opinion of their own.. No one that I've spoken to so far has an opinion of their own.. People let other people walk all over them and it's so fucking annoying.. Imean, I know I'm not perfect by any means whatso-fucking-ever.. But.. at least I can think for myself... I dunno... I'm just so pissed off right now.. I dun even know what I'm saying. Fuck life.