May 01 2012, 09:38 PM

He left me there again. And he said that I was better off walking as to avoid a fight. So he left. I was sitting alone and I started to think that if that's how it's to be in life, than I don't need it. But then, I recieve news that my ex killed herself a month ago and I just found out. So, maybe it's a sign of things building up that I'm supposed to be here. I'm not sure what there is, or even if there's a Higher Power. But if there was, I'm sure they would have dancing in the bible. So I plugged in the music and started to feel the beat and then it started to rain. It hit me like lightning. I started to cry and sing and dance like I was an oracle. But does this make me crazy? I danced in the rain like it was going to save my life and in the process lost a shoe. But I don't care, I'm so content with myself I feel like Buddah must have. <3 Poet