I try to comprehend, why you aren't with me, to live this life
But now when you are dead (you're dead) I finally see that, (tell me) we're meant to be this funeral wasn't meant for you, by A Vain Attempt
Nariko Kawakami
28 / Female / Orlando, United States
Bisexual / Single
Member since:
Aug 11, 2013
Last online:
Sep 15, 2020
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About Me
Hi, stranger who is reading this (maybe). I am Nariko Kawakami. Keep reading. ***************************************** Um, I dont know where to start... mainly im a girl who is 18 and loves anime, manga, drawing, writing dark poetry, writing novels, writing songs, singing, running people over in Saints Row 3, and dancing... im a mostly goth-oriented person, but I do love other cultures and styles! Pretty much I am a girly goth... im strangely OBSESSED with death! XD So why SoEmo if you are more goth? is what you may ask. I just like the people on here cx (Keep going.) My fave band of all time is Bring Me The Horizon. <333 My fave group of all time is Hollywood Undead!!!!! #HUArmy4Life I love reggae and dancing-type Hispanic music, but I am mostly into screamo, metal, house techno, dubstep, and trance. I also am a chocoholic, and hate polka dots. (Almost there....) Um, I dont know what else to put, so if you want to get to know me better, hit me up! I may seem bubbly, but you never know.......
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Facebook: www.facebook.com/PrincessOfDarknessNariko Kik: My kik is no longer active xc Twitter: TRUEmetal_RockR Steam: Violëtii (I dont play on it much though) ask.fm/xXShatteredAngelXx VampireFreaks: BellaMorte I have discontinued using Skype for the most part.
~~~Mew~~~
UPDATE 2018
So i dont get on here anymore. I left the emo community a long time ago. Turns out it was really just a phase ahahahha
Favourite Music
Blessthefall
Escape the Fate
In This Moment
Bring Me the Horizon
Avenged Sevenfold
Bullet For My Valentine
Halestorm
Eyes Set To Kill
Kittie
Suicide
Suicide Silence
Five Finger Death Punch
Slipknot
Metallica
Amon Amarth
Dethklok
Asking Alexandria
Staind
Trapt
Sixx AM
The Haunted
Snow White’s Poison Bite
New Year’s Day
Apocalyptica
Evanesence
Parkway Drive
Papa Roach
Killswitch Engage
Saving Abel
My Darkest Days
Nine Inch Nails
Otep
Disturbed
System Of A Down
Godsmack
Sick Puppies
Sevendust
I Killed the Prom Queen
Shinedown
Volbeat
3 Doors Down
Sleeping With Sirens
Lacuna Coil
Taking Back Sunday
Dark Tranquility
From First To Last
The Black Dahlia Murder
Seether
Theory Of A Deadman
Art of Dying
A Day To Remember
As I Lay Dying
Miss May I
The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Wolves At The Gate
Blacklisted Me
Alsdead
Picture Me Broken
Fit For Rivals
Devildriver
Lamb Of God
Breaking Benjamin
Shadows Fall
Alesana
Butcher Babies
Xandria
And much more....
Favourite Films / TV / Books
Kuroshitsuji
Kuroshitsuji 2
K
Sword Art Online
Kekkaishi
Inuyasha
Inuyasha: The Final Act
Vampire Knight
Vampire Knight Guilty
Psychic Detective Yakumo
Dusk Maiden of Amnesia
xxXHolic
Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle
Occult Academy
Yu-Gi-Oh!
and much more...
UPDATE 2018
Oh no honey. Those were when i had time to watch anime. Now i have no time to myself at all ahahahaha Ask and you shall know.
UPDATE 2018
Oh! The edgelord here is so real.
Education / Occupation
UPDATE 2018
Student, working at a restaraunt. Too busy to be on here anymore.
Who I'd Like To Meet
Joey Jordison...
And also Whitechapel.... And Upon A Burning Body....
UPDATE 2018
Ahahaha oh how times have changed. Now all i wanna meet anymore is my bed at home, adulting sucks but c'est la vie.
im w/ an amazing guy who actually loves me 4 me, and trusts me completely. however, it seems that once i check my fb, i see something that tears me apart. it shouldnt tear me apart. i dont want it to. i just want 2 erase that past from my life and pretend it never happened. i wanna pretend i never loved my ex, that i was never close to him. yet, when i see that he's in another relationship, somehow it hurts. i should be happy for him. i should be wishing them luck. what is wrong with me? when will it all change? i have now deleted him from my fb, along w/ all the photos, but he will never be deleted from my past. i just wish he could be deleted from my past in the click of a button.
anyways, enough of the bad things. i will do my best to move on, and Skiye, if u r reading this, please know that i just need ur support n love at this time, and that i love u very much. i have a broken heart, and Skiye, ur the only one who can fix it.
im a complicated person, i wish that i wasnt. my phobias are outnumbering my strengths. i have scars on my wrists, n recent cuts on my legs. ive overdosed many times, hoping i would die, but not have nvr come even close to dying. i have more imperfections than i should. i get depressed a lot, even when something wonderful happens. i have low self esteem. i have tried 2 hang myself 3 times, but failed. i seem like im self conceited, but rlly, the only reason i take pictures is to tell myself how ugly i am, n how much the camera lies. n as i sit hur right now, i am using as much willpower as i can not 2 go in the bathroom n cut more. i have the best bf in the world, but it feels like im lonely a lot. i guess im just gonna always have that feeling of emptiness inside.
bands that i listen 2
Blessthefall
Escape the Fate
Falling In Reverse
In This Moment
Bring Me the Horizon
Avenged Sevenfold
Bullet For My Valentine
Halestorm
Eyes Set To Kill
Kittie
Suicide
Suicide Silence
Five Finger Death Punch
Slipknot
Stone Sour
Panic At the Disco
Metallica
Amon Amarth
Dethklok
Black Veil Brides
Pierce the Veil
Asking Alexandria
Staind
Trapt
Sixx AM
The Haunted
Snow White’s Poison Bite
New Year’s Day
10 Years
Three Days Grace
Apocalyptica
Evanesence
Paramore
Parkway Drive
Papa Roach
Killswitch Engage
Hollywood Undead
Saving Abel
My Darkest Days
Nine Inch Nails
Otep
Disturbed
System Of A Down
30 Seconds To Mars
Godsmack
Sick Puppies
Sevendust
I Killed the Prom Queen
Green Day
Shinedown
Volbeat
3 Doors Down
All-American Rejects
Sleeping With Sirens
Lacuna Coil
Taking Back Sunday
Dark Tranquility
From First To Last
The Black Dahlia Murder
Miss May I
Drowning Pool
As I Lay Dying
"deadly lullaby" (a poem by me)
my gentle whisper of a kiss
is nothing more than the illusion
in which i bring with my deadly lullaby
do you dare search?
do you dare seek?
i may be the death of you...
my beautiful lullaby-
deadly it is;
hypnotizing it sounds
close your eyes now.....
sleep for a peaceful eternity
shhhhhhh......
Written on 5/29/13
"I'm Sorry" by Nariko Kawakami
Do you know what everyone said?
Do you care that your cocky a** sets people off?
Did you smile at the times that I'd hide?
Or did you laugh at the times that I wouldn't shut up?
Oh, nobody likes to-
But I
Really would like to cry;
Oh I'm so sorry, baby,
For wastin' my time.
And I know that I shouldn't try
And I wish that I could laugh it all of
When I said that you were my life,
I wasn't lying-
But I knew that you wouldn't approve of it at all.
Oh, nobody likes to-
But I
Really would like to cry;
Oh I'm so sorry, baby,
For wastin' my time.
Written on: 5/6/2011 by me
Kill Me
Kill this pain
And stab it dead
Stop this heart
That's always bled
F**k the world
Death calls my name
Hate my life
And play this game
Kill this life-
What's left of it
Stop this life
That's full of s**t
Somebody kill me
So I may die
Because my life
Feels like a lie.
(2008)
"Pain" (a poem by me)
Numb the pain
Numb it gone
Numb it 'til
I feel so wrong
Sleep through pain
Sleep 'til death
Sleep 'til I
Feel your breath
Stab the pain
Stab it dead
Stab it 'til
My blood goes red.
(8/22/2009)
"Never Again" (a poem by me)
I think I'll die
From the secret I've kept
Locked up inside
It's hard to forget
The longing for
His tender care
But the love that he showed
Was never truly there
I'm all torn up
My dead soul is screaming
Frozen blood
My tears are streaming
Dead soul drifting
Through the door
Never again
Shall I be real once more.
The Chosen (a poem by me)
Looking through your glassy gaze,
What do you see?
What do you feel?
A dream of which
Her terror scars-
Death strikes
With her fleeting might
Veiled in sin,
And clothed with blood,
Death speaks-
Pointing at you
With her skeletal finger-
She rasps the words
Of ancient sorcery.
The pure-white aura
Seeps through your lips
And then Death finishes
Her ancient works.
Shuddering violently,
Screaming in terror-
You go through the torture
That Death has cursed.
With a final jolt,
And a scream so piercing-
You lay there,
Looking through your glassy gaze.
What do you see?
What do you feel?
Your blood has frozen
And your heart has stopped;
But with a sudden movement,
You stand.
Death has cursed you
With her effortless words
Her kiss does pass,
But her curse bends fate.
For you, once unconscious
Are now cursed of the ancient-
A dead immortal;
YOU ARE THE CHOSEN.
“Heartbreak” (a poem by me)
Sway my heart
As a bird, I fly
But the thunder crashes,
And I am falling, falling, falling
Crashing through the clouds
At the death-ranking speed of the asteroid,
I burn.
Feathers to ashes,
Skin to dust-
I am crumbling, crumbling into the ashes
Fire consumes my once-soaring feathers
Exploding, exploding, exploding-
I die.
