Dec 27 2012, 09:28 PM

So I just got home for being stuck in my grandmothers house for a week with my whole family ... I love them all dearly but after a week with my cousin and brothers and my sister i hate them ... I fucking hate them and thier big ass mouths ... You would like to think your own family wouldn't sell you out for stupid shit but I got them blame for 3 broken windows and a flat tire ... I wasnt even around for any of that shit .... I fucking hate them all right now -_-

Dec 24 2012, 10:40 PM

IT FINALY HERE !!!!!!!ITS FUCKING CHRISTMAS AND IM STILL WAITING FOR SANTA that fat man better eat the cookies I made or i will shove them done a deers throat -_-

Dec 03 2012, 12:25 PM

i think im just gonna delete my account ... if anyone still wants to speak to me i will be on emoforum from now on .there is to much drama and bad memories here for me ... love u all hope u have a good life

Aug 29 2012, 10:27 PM

sometimes i feel alone like one cares i just want to cry sometimes those times when no matter how loud i scream no one hears me the times when i feel invisible those days when everyone thinks im fine just cuz i dont let ppl see me cry ... i may act srtong but the truth is im a waek little girl that just need a hug sometimes there is a lot i hide behind my smile i always wear

Jul 24 2012, 04:49 PM

i wish i could have a do over .... to go back in time and tell meself not to trust my ex, i loved him and i thought he loved me but i was and still am just another person he can control ... i dont know what to do now he has been in and out of jail because fo me ,he trys to speakto me now in the last few weeks he has been sober he hasnt hurt me phiscly again for a month im still afraid of him though i cant be alone with him without fearing my life ,but he wants to apolize and be freinds again maybe get back together i dont know what to do now

May 23 2012, 05:44 PM

so there is this guy i love with all my heart and i have ever scince i met him a little over a year ago . we were together for a few months and then he letf me for my freind the DAY BEFORE my BIRTHDAY and i never talked to him again till a few months ago he explian what happend last year and i forgave it and we were back to gether then and now the day after my birth day im finding out that it may b ending all over again .... i still love him and im scared sick i may be about to lose him again ... my my heart was broke before i ever met him it seemed to heel everytime we talked but now im waiting in agony to hear back from the one guy that could destroy my heart with just one more message . i trusted him with a secret i have never told anyone that dose just eventualy just realize it ... im afraid and i never really admit it but i am now and its showing ... if i lose him my life is just gonna get worse ... he really is the only reason i am alive

Apr 11 2012, 11:32 PM

its sad to loss a freind but its worse when i dont realize how great of a freind they were till they are gone ... ima misss my dear friend hayden hough ...i will never forget walking in on his one mam dance party at school the memory of him doin the moon walk on a table in his mismatch sock still makes me laugh ... r.i.p. hayden i miss u already and i know i will never forget what a great freind he was <3 https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?v=3315001927071&set=t.1208291159&type=3

Apr 08 2012, 05:22 PM

just found out the guy i love dosent even really care about me ... hes making a new life for himself ... ik this is gonna sound stupid but i honestly do love him but i geuss i should just give up he loves me for a while and then he loves someone els and throws me aside till he thinks he might love me again ... the time has come for me to just give up now i mean i gave up alot ... i really truly do love him and always will ... i will never forget him... i guess u could say i got played by a guy that just say the word love like it has no true meaning ... i believed his lies and still when the truth came out i was mad as heck but i got over it even thought its was some MAJOR lies to betold but idk y but i just kept loveing him... a lot of good it has brought mt too ha ... my hreat has been broken some many times i dont think it will ever be whole again .. and i guess if he wont even talk to me anymore then i should just give up so i geuss this is good bye to all the freinds imade her ik its few friends but just want them to know i really aprishiate their freindshipcuz i honestly have very few anymore for the past year and a half ... ik not a lot of people know what a have been dealing with and going through with my ex and my family and my bf or i geuss now ex ... i hope all yall know how great of freinds yall are uz tbh without a one guy here that has put up with my big mouth when im mad ... he is one of few people here that i trusted and have been able to talk to about just about anything ... i have mad him mad a few times but tbh i think he just feels bad for me and thats the only reason he puts up with me lol... i mean everyone here is a good freind but some friends a more special than others (im not going though the truble of spell check so sory for basd spelling)

Apr 03 2012, 10:01 AM

If These Walls Could Talk If these walls could talk You’d know my body is dead My mind has been taken over I can’t control it Anger is making me blind I v’e been left on my own Chained to this hate of some kind If these walls could talk You’d know about my fears About all those nights i screamed for help About all my fallen tears You’d know about the demon’s haunting me at night You’d be able to help me keep my fire alight Only if these walls could talk

Mar 25 2012, 10:20 PM

distance may be keeping us far apart but our love is what keeps us together ..... he is in another country and its hard to think what would i do with out him he is my love he has my heart he loves me ... just wish we weren't so far apart 3 my hearts breaking every second i think about him and how i miss him ...he knows who he is and he knows i love and miss him <3