I try with every ounce of hell
to pry you open from your shell
Twisting the knife
Regretting your life
Your eyes are empty like your bed
Somehow you haven't whelmed up dead
Chances passed by
You'll never fly. The Shattered God, by Black Veil Brides
Rachel Williams
31 / Female / Falkirk, United Kingdom
Straight
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Aug 16, 2011
Last online:
Nov 08, 2012
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About Me
Ok here goes...Hi :) I'm Rachel Williams. Just call me Rachel, everyone else does. If you want the truth I am no good with these about me things and I always end up writing all this stuff that I'm sure really isn't interesting.
I was born in the year of 1993, during the month of september that makes me a loverly 17, but I'm 18 soon so I'm excited.!!. I all honesty I guess I'm a different person to different people. Sometimes I'm loud, crazy and very hyper other times O can be rather shy and quiet, Like I said it depends on who I'm around. I also suffer from anxiety, I have all my life so that tends to make matters worse. I can't help it, it just sort of happens. My parents have on on going joke that I'm bipolar or ADHD, I beg to differ!, I have never ever been diagnosed with either. I just like to think of myself as.....Different! :).
I guess what I can say about myself is that I am original and different to a lot of other people. I don't really fit in anywhere and even with my own friends I stand out. But I'm happy like that, always have been and always will. It's who I am. I'm not the girl who wants to blend in or change herself. I came to terms with the fact that I'm never going to be like anyone else. With the way I dress, look and think. So I just thought, screw it all. Be myself!.
I'm a really creative person and have an overactive imagination. It's always giving me new ideas to write songs, poetry, stories. All my life I have been writing. My mum says I was born reading a book and with a pen in my hand. So i guess you's can all tell I want to do something creative with my life. Of course I do!. I've currently started up a punk/rock band and Have a book in the works. I also have dreams to fulfill my acting and modelling passion.
In a way I guess you could say I'm pansexual. I believe love comes in many forms and if your gay, straight or bisexual then that's your choice. I have never once discriminated or judged anyone for the way they are. If your happy, then that's all that matters at the end of the day
I'm a really nice person, I dont tend to get involved in arguements or fights, I usually steer clear of them or just ignore them. I guess if you don't like me, then alright then. Don't talk to me, it's completely fine.
Well I guess I've told you everything I can about myself, I have no idea what else to write except add me and talk to me. Like I said Im a really nice person and easy to get along with.
Favourite Music
Anything rock, punk or indie. I grew up listening to that kind of music. I also have a great liking for blues music as well.
The violent femmes, black veil brides!, falling in reverse, guns n roses, framing hanley, my chemical romance, led zeppelin, pinkfloyd, asking alexandria, the runaways, the clash, the cult, the cure, joe bonamassa, avenged sevenfold, Rory Gallagher.
Favourite Films / TV / Books
Ahh anything with Helena bonham Carter or Bill moseley. I have a big crush on both of those actors :). I grew up watching fantasy and horror, so anything like that I guess.
Every single Tim burton's movie's.
The nightmare before christmas (first movie I ever watched).
James and the giant peach.
The corpse bride
X men movies!.
The dark Knight.
The devels rejects.
babysitter wanted.
Factory girl.
The hamiltons
Edward scissorhands
Mary shelley's frankenstien
Repo! the genetic opera
The harry potter movies.
To kill A mockingbird
Frankenstien
harry potter books ( gotta love them!)
The picture of Dorian Grey
Education / Occupation
Well I have just finished high school this summer. And currently am away off in to the big world, hoping to fulfill my dreams of being a musician, actor and model. :).
Who I'd Like To Meet
Oh that's easy. Helena Bonham Carter is number one on my list!. Then Bill Moseley. Of course Eminem I grew up with that man's music!.
Well it would seem that this is my first ever journal entry since joining here. Sorry about that!, also not to mention I am sorry I haven't been active in quite a while. I guess that's why I am writing this journal right now, why I have been away for so long.
Where to start really, I am not going to go off on a tangent about how my life is shit lol! because to be honest it's not.
Basically not that long ago my life took a complete 360 and started heading down the fucking drain and I've been trying to figure my way back ever since then. I'm always the kind of person to put a 150 percent into everything that I do, even when I was at school and I guess I thought that everything would be fine for me, even if I did have a few demons in my shadows. Of course good things happened for me, I mean I got accepted into the college of my choice for fashion designing and business marketing so hopefully that will mean my life will eventually pick up again.
After the last year of my school finished and didn't do as well as everyone expected. For some weird reason my last year wasn't my best and I just missed out on going to universities and such. I guess you could say I feel like I let my parents down as well, because I always the one they could count on but I don't know when everything started go south? and sometimes I feel like I don't make them proud because they don't exactly agree with what i do. They don't like the modelling that I do (even though I am only amateur) and they certainly don't want me to do my music. My last band had to break up because of co many complications. I really want them to know this is my passion and not just some stupid little girl fantasy, I have been telling them this since I was 12 and they put me into acting classes. Somehow I just want them to trust me to let me go and do my own thing you know? But even I doubt myself sometimes yet I know I can stand on my own two feet and handle a life on my own.
Ok, so rant over. And I don;t even know what it all means. I guess I just really needed to get it all out haha!.