I keep holding on to you but I can't bring you back to life sing the anthem of the angels and say the last goodbye. Your dead alive. Your dead alive. Your dead alive. Your dead Alive.there is nothing left of you. I can see it in your eyes. Anthem of the angels, by Breaking Benjamin
XxHakeemxx
32 / Male / London, United Kingdom
Pansexual / Single
Member since:
Apr 12, 2008
Last online:
May 08, 2020
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About Me
I Like to Write Stories and poems, Songs and compose Music Sing, Play the Guitar and the piano, talk to my friends and on my skateboard...........Um..........there is nothing much to say about me really um.......
Other than that, i'm a sensitive, creative, emotional person xD
Twitter: Hakeem_mushypot
BBM: D8974C75
Snap Chat: xxhakerzxxx
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Favourite Music
Um.......i love fallout boy, My Chemical Romance, Greenday, Nickelback, Saosin, Panic at the Disco, Good Charlotte, Evanescence, BVB, BFMV, Tonight Alive! , Dead by April NIRVANA, AgAiNsT tHe CuRrEnT All Time Low The All American Rejects Avenge Sevenfold, Avril Lavigne, AWOLNATION and
PARAMORE!!!!!!!!!! <3 <3
Favourite Films / TV / Books
My Favorite TV channels are: Scuzz, Kerrang, Mtv, Disney Channel, CN and a few others
Favorite film genres are a Mixutre, I like all sorts - Thriller, action, horror, romance, comedy etc.
The Films (a few names):
ANIME!!
Insidious 1, 2 & 3
Mirrors
Saw1-5
Repo Men
Gravity
28days later
28weeks later
Transformers
Maid In Manhattan
Etc.
A Series of Unfortunate Events and the Author of Charlotte's Web, MANGA!!
Education / Occupation
I'm a Musician, who’s now finished uni, and is now on THE journey
Who I'd Like To Meet
HALEY WILLIAMS!!(Paramore)
Kellin Quinn!! (Sleeping with sirens)
Cove Reber!! (Saosin)
FALL OUT BOY!! (Just absolutely everyone)
BRENDON URIE (P!ATD)
I feel so stupid, you know when you feel so stupid there is nothing else to come from it ...? Like when your wringing out a towel and there is absolutely no water left? I’m there, the height of stupidity so far in my life.
Why?
I fell for someone, I feel for them and along the way thinking, is this finally my chance to be happy? Is there a mutuality here? Nope!
They threw all the signs at me, they said all the right words, an made my feel a safe, in a way I’ve never felt before - only to find them kissing someone else they’re not even interested in ...? (Wtf) (btw they’re Genuinely not interested in them they’re told me afterwards)
So why do you feel stupid?
Simply because I allowed myself to fall into that place again, and I’m struggling to recover. I don’t want to like them, but I don’t want to not like them, I just don’t want it to hurt so bad.
Can I get off this stupid train now, this stupid dark train, that’s taking me to all the places I don’t want to go, and making me see the things I don’t want to see again for the millionth time.
So can I please get off this dark train ... I’m pretty much done
...
Please ?
I have friends, I have...family
I have my faith, but regardless of it all, I'm still feel alone in this world.
People ask me "how are you?" or "are you feeling okay?" Out of honesty I say "no" and I say how I feel, and i get hatred for my feeling.
From that moment I became a prisoner of myself, but have always been, a prisoner, in this world.
My Life.
