Nov 23 2014, 05:50 PM

Life is a b*tch. Yeah I know it has been said a million times but it's true. Everytime I turn around someone wants to point out a mistake I made. My mother has drugs on her mind 24/7 and doesn't bother to care about me. The only person who ever cared about me and accepted me for who I am was my father and he died. No one seems to care how I feel. It's sad to know that if I died I'm pretty sure my so called family would dance on my grave and laugh. Sometimes I feel like they do care cuz they act so sweet but it's only to change me. They want to make me their little barbie doll. But it's okay cuz I am who I am and no one not even my family is ever going to change that. I'm proud of who I have become and I'm happy about myself and confident. I have a boyfriend who loves me and supports me and two best friends who relate to me in so many ways. I have music to boost me forward and I'm happy. Sometimes I'm depressed but I make it through because of them, because of my strength. ▕▔╲┊┊┊┊┊┊┊╱▔▏┊┊┊ ┊╲╱╲┊┊┊┊┊╱╲╱┊┊┊┊ ┊┊╲┈╲▂▂▂╱┈╱┊┊┊╱╲ ┊┊╱┈┈┈┈┈┈┈╲┊┊╱┈┈╲ ┊┊▏▕▆▍▂▕▆▍▕┊╱┈┈┈╱ ┊▕╭╮┈┳┻┳┈╭╮▏╲┈┈╱ ┊┊╲╯┈╰━╯┈╰╱┊╱┈┈╲ ┊┊╱┈┈┈┈┈┈┈╲┊╲┈┈┈╲ ┊▕╲┈▕┈┈┈▏┈╱▏┊╱┈╱ ┊▕┈▔▔┈┈┈▔▔┈▏╱┈╱┊ ┊▕┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈▕▔┈╱┊┊ ┈┈╲┈┈┈┈┈┈┈╱▔▔┈┈┈ ┈┈▕▂╱▔▔▔╲▂▏┈┈┈┈┈ ~Rebel_Pikachu~