Samantha Turner
26 / Female / New Castle, PA, United States
Bisexual / In a Relationship with xXGawdOfPandasXx
Member since:
Feb 12, 2012
Last online:
Oct 08, 2012
Current rating: 10.0/10 (1 votes cast)
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About Me
I'm mainly into Music, Poetry, and Anime and I play guitar a little. I can be very nice and hyper around people i trust [Or like ;)]. Also, I'm really 13, Not 14...The website wont change it to 13... Hmm...And I'm lonley alot... ._. I dont have many friends. Only like 5 but i dont get to see them and they dont usually talk to me. I like Pokemon <3 I like to draw, but only anime. And I have a ps3. Games I usually play: Mw3 Saints Row 3 (I have more though...)
Favourite Music
Black Veil Brides Bullet For My Valentine Bring Me The Horizon Asking Alexandria Sleeping With Sirens Get Scared Vampires Everywhere Blacklisted Me Christina Grimmie Dj S3RL Blood On The Dance Floor (Seen Live) Falling In Reverse (Seen Live) Escape The Fate
And alot more..
Favourite Films / TV / Books
Tv: Invader Zim Pokemon Black & White Adventure Time Family Guy American Dad King Of The Hill
Movies/Films: @SuicideRoom Dead Silence
If I Stay -Gayle Forman
8th Grade. Grades: A's and B's And get to take French early, I'm not suppose to until 9th grade.
Who I'd Like To Meet
Christina Grimmie Andy Sixx Ollie Sykes Kellin Quinn (Seen Live) Dahvie Vanity (Seen live) Jayy Von Monroe (I met him though <3 He put his arm around me!)
I sit here wondering if what I did was wrong...If it was actually worth it...I wonder how your doing without me...If your alright or not...
Never once have I missed you so much, But now you dont even want to be friends with me. People keep telling me you werent worth it, But I cut because of you. I missed you so much and I couldnt take it. I didnt bother to tell you I cut or that you were the reason why my wrists bled.
I'd do anything to atleast hear your voice...Just one last time... Without you I feel so much more empty, Like a part of me died. Though, It did. You were my life and I was yours, But now your gone because of me.
I know you wont see this...But I really hope your doing alright...Because I hate myself even more now, And I wont forgive myself for hurting you...
I will NEVER forget you. Ever.
For months...I have watched myself fall apart...But for once..I am actually happy, Thanks to my close friend Nick...I cant believe you did this...after all these months..
I cant forget anything...
I cant find the strength to let go...
To think differently...
Why did i bother to get close to another, when I knew I would just get hurt like I always do..? I love how pathetic I am...How stupid I can be, Wasting these tears on you while I type. How can I be so stupid, and not be able to let go? You used me. My boyfriend and everyone else agrees, Yet I cannot let you go...
I'm fed up...I'm done...I dont know how much longer I can go.
I'm not giving up, but I'm running out of fight...
I love how it kills me to think of you, when I am madly in love with you. I love how it makes me cry, when i notice I cant hold you. I love how stupid I can be, to love you, when I know mu future. Why do I ask you to do such things for me, that you will regret..? Why...Why do I cry as I write this right now..? What a heartbreak our memories bring to me... It wont matter when I am gone, because you were my secret, so know one will know. I love how pathetic I am, that I sit here with tears falling down my cheeks as I type, how broken hearted can someone be..?
I would like to know the reason people judge emo's when 99% of them, don't know what emo is...
They need to figure out what it means before they go around asking someone if their emo.
So tierd of people like that...
