1000's of emo guys & girls!
I never thought, I'd die alone. another six months i'll be unknown. give all my things to all my friends, you'll never step foot in my room again. you'll close it off, board it up. Remember the time that i spilled the cup of apple juice in the hall. adam's song, by Blink-182
Charley RedWood
30 / Female / Surrey, United Kingdom
Straight / Single & Looking
Member since:
Mar 22, 2009
Last online:
Mar 24, 2009
Well... it's me.
Nothing much else to say. I'm pretty downtoearth when it comes to it but I am more often than not found daydreaming or fantasizing about certain things. Open for a talk about... - well... just about anything really.
I live with my family in a crappy little town in Surrey, but I want to move out to the country, I long for peace and quiet, time to think and a place where I can lie down on the grass and not hear passing traffic.
My life officially sucks.. I have no friends that understand me. I have to be a different person at school and I can't even be myself with my family. I hate to be judged and I crave to be indevidual, but i'm stupidly shy about all that and so i'm scared to dye my hair or be full-blown emo - I ususally cut down to the hair, jeans and makeup, but all blended with normality that no one will notice.
I have recently experienced tradjedy. I met a guy over the interent, talked for months and then... yesterday (21 march 2009) he committed suicide... i'm still torn up (will edit this when I feel better) and I hope i can get over it soon.
To make it clear - before anyone asks. I DO NOT self harm. I AM NOT going to commit suicide. (people have asked me that before and it pisses me off)
I wanna make some friends here and be myself totally. I think this may be the only place where I can open up and not hide half my life and what I really want and who I really am.
Add me on MSN cer7@blueyonder.co.uk
Bill + Tom Kaulitz
The All-American Rejects
Fall Out Boy
Metro Station
+ anyone who'll be my friend and accept me for who I am
