Cause if I wanted to go I would have gone by now, But I really need you near me to keep my mind off he edge. If I wanted to leave I would have left by now. But you're the only one that knows me better than I know myself. Better Than I Know Myself, by Adam Lambert
I have scars. We all do whether they're hidden or not. I wear mine with pride. They have made me a stronger person.
I have had my heart broken. Many other people have too. With every shattering blow, I picked up every piece and I can protect myself better.
Everything happens for a reason.
The sun must set to rise and every sunrise brings something beautiful<3
The hell people?!
You guys are so mean
I worked long and hard on my profile and somebody made my profile rating go down
And my site model profile!
What's wrong with it?
I'm waaaayyy better than a stinking 4.1
Blame Matt for the picture he used
Somebody be sweet and rate high please
Hey bitch
Guess what?
I missed ya :)
You have no idea how happy I am to have you back
Now, with our combined might, we will dominate! :D
We'll make him pay and enjoy every moment of his suffering and in the process, become full BFF's again
It will be amazing
Oh and we need to hang soon
I'm thinking mall, Hot Topic, I need some new shirts for my new combined look
But still, I missed you love ^-^
Chrisi is nothing without JoJo
and maybe a new band name is order (we've been apart so long it's crusty don't you think?)
So anyone else who's reading this, mind helping us pick a new band name?
Thanks to those who do
Love you all especially Jordan! <3
Finally for once she apologized.
But once I started reading I knew it was too good to be true.
An apology is an apology.
Up until you start saying shit.
I know what I put you through Jordan.
I know how much pain I caused you and you know I regret it.
And an apology from you is so rare I knew something wasn't right reading it.
You don't need me, you're stronger, I'm not who you made me out to be, I get it.
But when you know how sorry I am and how much I regret it AND how many times I've apologized, why bother with an apology if you'll just end up saying crap along with it?
My apology is still on the table, I don't take it back, but why don't you if you still have crap to say about me.
I never thought I would jealous of her
And unfortunately, I am
I want the relationship she has
I want to feel loved by somebody
Everybody I care about turns on me eventually
Everybody I love doesn't feel the same
I want somebody who does <3
I want to know there is somebody who accepts me, who makes me smile, who can me feel like I'm the most important girl in their life, that I'm a princess, that I'm the one they can't live without
Is that too much to ask?
WHAT THE HELL IS WITH EVERYBODY ON CHAT HATING ON ME?!!
ive done NOTHING to ANYONE!
the only reason i was ever a bitch was because they fuckin pissed me off by saying something rude and whenever i try to defend myself what do i get?
i get dicks and bitches screaming at me and NO ONE taking my side
We made up
She said she accepted my apology
Or did she?
She looks at me with hate
She looks at me like I'm dirt
But as far as I can tell
I haven't done anything to deserve that from her
Granted, we haven't talked as much as we should have
But with that silence between us,
I haven't said anything whatsoever that was intended to hurt her in any way
I can't look at her like she's one of the most important people in my life
I can't smile and say "Hey!" in the hallway or wait for her to get off the bus so we can talk
I honestly do my best to keep my distance so that she gets over whatever I did because I'm 99% positive I've done nothing
What have I done Jordan to make you hate me again?
From what I can tell I should be hating you for trying to take Gabriel from me when I swear me and Dylan haven't so much as looked at each other since we broke up.
Tell me what I did...just tell me.
-For Jordan Wyche; the girl I thought was my best friend....
Given the apology, not sure if she believes me, I don't think she does...all I want is to have her back. I don't think she realizes that she is the one person I can be 100% me around. I don't think she knows that I've been holding who I am back. I miss her, I miss our friendship, I miss us hanging out in Hot Topic at the mall, I miss everything. Jordan Rose Wyche ~ I'm sorry and I know I don't deserve it but if you can find it in your heart to forgive me then I swear on my life I will NEVER mess up EVER again.
life is hell
but by now
it is something you should know so well
betraying me
telling lies
now i plot for your demise
ruin you
like you've ruined me
say goodbye
now you'll see
i didn't lie when i said
screw with me
guess what?
you're dead 3
~dedicated to Jordan Rose Wyche. because of this, i plan to ruin you in every way possible. prevent this war, congradulations, but until then it's alienation and i will make your life a living hell. good luck
