who else has family that dont get your look and despises it? my mom fucking yanked my hair and yelled at me for having it in my face. my grandmother told me she'd disown me if i ever went goth so around them, i have to be someone im not. only 2 people truly get me and without them i really would be dead. its hard hiding your true self from people you love but its wat i have 2 do...and jordan; i do need you and u help me so much. my life wud be hell without u