Apr 13 2017, 06:19 AM

Song of the day Face Everything and Rise - Papa Roach Face everything and rise Face everything and rise The streets crawl with a deadly omen Outside I see a world that's broken I can't breathe my heart is chokin' I need a cure for this life I've chosen My pain is a blessing in disguise I feel it cutting and it's cutting like a knife My pain, my pain is a blessing in disguise I feel it cutting and it's cutting like a knife I will face everything and rise Never gonna quit until I die Angels keep falling from the sky I'll take the broken wings and learn to fly I will face everything and rise The earth shakes and the city's burning But if feels like the tide is turning Life hurts and there's no warning Lightning strikes my heart is storming The rain is a blessing in disguise The flood's coming and it's drowning all the lies The rain, the rain is a blessing in disguise The flood's coming and it's drowning all the lie I will face everything and rise Never gonna quit until I die Angels keep falling from the sky I'll take the broken wings and learn to fly I will face everything and rise Throw me in the fire But I'll never be the same I come alive when I'm burning in the flames I'm under fire Finally wide awake I am protected when I'm walking through the flames Walking through the flames Walking through the flames I will face everything and rise Never gonna quit until I die Angels keep falling from the sky I'll take the broken wings and learn to fly I will face everything and rise The pain, the pain is a blessing in disguise Face everything and rise The pain, the pain is a blessing in disguise Face everything and rise

Feb 21 2017, 01:57 AM

"Angels Fall" - Breaking Benjamin Ive tried to face the fight within But its over Im ready for the riot to begin And surrender Ive walked the path that lead me to the end No longer Im caught beneath, theres nothing left to give Forever Grey skies will chase the light away No longer Ive fought the fight now only dark remains Forever Divided i will stand and i will let this end The sun begins to rise And wash away the skies The turning of the tides Dont leave it all behind And i will never say goodbye When angels fall with broken wings I cant give up, I cant give in When all is lost and daylight ends Ill carry you, and we will live forever...

Feb 15 2017, 01:31 AM

My song of the day bc its Valentines Day and im alone since a son of a bitch cheated lmao "Your Betrayal" - Bullet For My Valentine Am I going insane? My blood is boiling inside of my veins An evil feeling attacks My body's shaking, there's no turning back Don't take your eyes off the trigger I'm not to blame if your world turns to black As your eyes start to blister There's just no hope for our final embrace Is it my turn to die? My heart is pounding as I say goodbye So now I dance in the flames I love you crying and screaming my name You said that we'd be forever How could you kill me and lie to my face? Now that we can't be together There's just no hope for our final embrace So here we are, I'm in your head I'm in your heart You were told to run away Soak the place, and light the flame Pay the price for your betrayal I was told to stay away Those two words I can't obey Pay the price for your betrayal

Feb 14 2017, 12:57 AM

IK it isnt here yet, but Happy Valentines Day to all. I will be in my bed watching Netflix alone in the dark eating pizza, chocolate, and everything else in my house being forever alone. In honor of being alone on the day of love, I give you another special song. XD "No Love" - Simple Plan Staring out into the world across the street You hate the way your life turned out to be He's pulling up in the driveway and you don't make a sound 'Cause you always learn to hold the things you want to say You're always gonna be afraid Broken down like a mirror smashed to pieces You learned the hard way to shut your mouth and smile If these walls could talk they would have so much to say 'Cause every time you fight the scars are gonna heal but they're never gonna go away You're falling, you're screaming You're stuck in the same old nightmare He's lying, you're crying There's nothing left to salvage Kick the door 'cause this is over Get me out of here There's only hate There's only tears There's only pain There is no love here Oh, so what will you do? There's only lies There's only fears There's only pain There is no love here Tell me, what will you do? THAT one goes out to my ex boyfriend. To my ex: FUCK YOU :)

Feb 14 2017, 12:48 AM

Song of the day... "Hollow" - Breaking Benjamin Only because I can relate to it all too much... Stay alive Heaven holds a place for us tonight I am paralyzed Close your eyes Drive away the cloud that hides the light And leave the pain behind Dead alive Find a way to bury all the lies Escape the pain inside ‘Cause I don't want to fall or let you go Fruit of life I can hear the voices of the hive Chemicals collide Loaded smile Light the way for those you left behind Set the earth on fire ‘Cause I don't want enough I want it all I come undone! Love left me hollow I'm with you in the end Cold, crippled, and shallow Don't leave me here again I can't go on You are bound to break me in I come undone As you drag me down again

Feb 12 2017, 01:55 AM

My song of the day... "Second Guessing" - Get Scared This one also is for the broken. the ones who have had enough.. the ones like me... So I sit here Rotting from inside Now watch me sit dear Severing my ties just ask me why I am ashamed to pave the way My self reluctance is to blame Don't believe a word I say I crave the ways I've been I'd be lying to myself If I said I'm free from this Without the need of agony It's bringing out the worst of my own faith Will anybody save me I'm afraid Well it feels like someone's testing me And it's easier said than done to be so calm But I know that you're watching me What if I'm broken What if I cannot win this fight Would you believe me Or just leave me here to die And honestly it's hard to see The future that's in store for me I'm broken Second guessing all that's keeping me alive

Feb 06 2017, 07:09 AM

Song of the Day "Relax, Relapse" - Get Scared It explains my situation perfectly... I fucking hate this Like falling backwards in the same shit And there's no way your gonna change this Cause panic hangs me from the same tree Crippling disease No remorse and no recovery I'm alive by the skin of my teeth Another cycle of recovery No more tears or apologies No concern for ones I loved No collapsing lungs Diluted tongues In need of stability Crippling disease No remorse and no recovery I'm alive by the skin of my teeth Another cycle of recovery What's the point anymore Every time I try I fucking fail Relapse relax relapse relapse Relapse relax relapse Fuck! Paralyzed and I know it's too late to admit I've fallen Paralyzed and I know it's too late To admit I've fallen Deep deep deep I'm falling Deep deep deep And I've fallen Paralyzed and I know it's too late To admit I've fallen Deep deep deep I'm falling Deep deep deep And I've fallen And I've fallen

Jan 16 2017, 03:47 PM

SONG OF THE DAY I must accept these consequences for my actions, When all I did was what the world told me I should do. And do anything for my dreams, if only I knew The cost of my dreams AKA you, would be you. I'm dead now! The nightmare Is slowly taking over, All that's happened It is enabling him To take exactly what he wants, Until he gets what he desires, We'll be at his whim. My inner demon, he is screamin' at me, "Take her now! This is your only chance, won't get another, don't let me down! Don't fucking whine, the deed is done you'll be just fine. So you want true romance? Throw the dice, take a chance." Why won't you let me in? Just let me in! We'll masquerade this awkward phase that we're stuck in! If you accept me and forever be by my side, Remember what I said? Every day's a new sunrise. So let's just act pretend like this never happened, I'm your arcane guardian, Just let me in. You know our love is caught in your eyes. And those hazel eyes, They terrorize, they terrorize! My inner demon, he is screamin' at me, "Take her now! This is your only chance, won't get another, don't let me down! Don't fucking whine, the deed is done you'll be just fine. So you want true romance? Throw the dice, take a chance." Don't let me down If I can't have you, I will never be found. It's sure to kill me if you leave me, So I'll leave you gagged and bound. I won't reside, never abide, I won't live my life caught in a lie. Baby, don't scream. Don't scream, you are not alone! His arms are not your new home. Now just close your eyes, you will never say goodbye! Baby don't scream. You know I did this all for you and me! Tell me why! Don't fucking scream, you know I did this all just for me! You know our love is caught in your eyes And those hazel eyes They terrorize, they terrorize! Don't let me down If I can't have you, I will never be found. It's sure to kill me if you leave me, So I'll leave you gagged and bound. I won't reside, never abide, I won't live my life caught in a lie. There's no escape, from this place! But somehow you unlocked all the chains. Paralyzed in authentic fear, Cause I'm insane, and I'm deranged. You mustn't share twisted affairs with all your peers, So I'll push you down the stairs, And lock you down there in the dark for years! This cannot be, it must be a dream! I can't bare this harsh reality. She's my only destiny. We must create, our own fate, I took her life, now it's too late. (This Darkness Has overcome your common sense Be honest Impulsive actions made a mess This darkness Like a fire burning red So vicious A heartless monster not a man) I watched their lust, it sparked alive And it tore me up inside I will admit I'm terrified, Let jealousy serve as my guide I can't reside, I can't abide Can't live my life caught in this lie So i must die, goodbye tonight!

Jan 15 2017, 04:47 PM

MY SONG OF THE DAY Don't fret precious I'm here, step away from the window and go back to sleep Safe from pain and truth and choice and other poison devils, See, they don't give a fuck about you, like I do. Count the bodies like sheep Count the bodies like sheep Counting bodies like sheep To the rhythm of the war drums Count the bodies like sheep Go back to sleep Go back to sleep Counting bodies like sheep To the rhythm of the war drums Go back to sleep Go back to sleep Counting bodies like sheep To the rhythm of the war drums Go back to sleep Go back to sleep Counting bodies like sheep Go back to sleep Go to sleep [x14] Go back to sleep Go back to sleep Go back to sleep Counting bodies like sheep Go back to sleep Go back to sleep Counting bodies like sheep Go back to sleep Go back to sleep Counting bodies like sheep To the rhythm of the war drums Go back to sleep Go back to sleep Counting bodies like sheep To the rhythm of the war drums Go back to sleep Go back to sleep Counting bodies like sheep To the rhythm of the war drums [x2] I’ll be the one to protect you from your enemies and all your demons I'll be the one to protect you from a will to survive and a voice of reason I'll be the one to protect you from your enemies and your choices son They're one in the same, I must isolate you… Isolate and save you from yourself …

Jan 14 2017, 12:53 AM

A drop in the ocean A change in the weather I was praying that you and me might end up together It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert But I'm holding you closer than most 'cause you are my heaven I don't wanna waste the weekend If you don't love me pretend A few more hours then it's time to go As my train rolls down the east coast I wonder how you keep warm It's too late to cry Too broken to move on And still I can't let you be Most nights I hardly sleep Don't take what you don't need from me It's just a drop in the ocean A change in the weather I was praying that you and me might end up together It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert But I'm holding you closer than most 'cause you are my heaven Misplaced trust in old friends Never counting regrets By the grace of God I do not rest at all And New England as the leaves change The last excuse that I'll claim I was a boy who loved a woman like a little girl And still I can't let you be Most nights I hardly sleep Don't take what you don't need from me It's just a drop in the ocean A change in the weather I was praying that you and me might end up together It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert But I'm holding you closer than most 'cause you are my... Heaven doesn't seem far away anymore No, no Heaven doesn't seem far away Heaven doesn't seem far away anymore No, no Heaven doesn't seem far away Oh, oh A drop in the ocean A change in the weather I was praying that you and me might end up together It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert But I'm holding you closer than most 'cause you are my heaven You are my heaven I upload this for one reason and one reason only. It means so much to me and i feel like the chorus is a great way to explain myself for the person i love. If you see this, you know who you are.