Jan 04 2014, 01:26 AM

I Wish ~I~ I wish I were a cloud And do nothing , but wander Above the cities,above the rivers, forests and mountains, Above the human kind. I wish I'd feel something, but annger and frustration For so many known, but unknowingly reasons. I wish I were Nothing At All , But ain't that what I am? I wish I'd drawn my fairytale Upon my secret wishes, The wishes that myself I do not comprehend at all. And for the other sides of mine, For all of them, I wish you Happy Death, merry christmas for another restless year. ~II~ I wish I were the tallest tree Ruling over You and Them, Bur suddenly a lightning would crash me, And the cold ground I wish I'd met. For it, maybe, the Fall were to awake My unconscious, forgeting minds, Whoever They might been. I wish I were a Shining star , Set for you to see me in the cloudy nights, To be shot by the sun and Fall, For you to be granted some wishes. For human kind, I wish them all To die in peaceful manner, Yet killed by a psycho's sword, His Madness, - Them the killer suicides himSelf. I wish I were His Madness. ~III~ I wish I were a baby rat, To blindly creep into the darkness, Living into dirty holes, And spread disastrous Soul Disease. And for my mother, godDamn Whore, I wish for her to die alone. At night I'd come , Diggin' into te filthy earth of church's cemetery, I'd steal her bones and throw them into Trash. And I'd say "Amen".

Jan 04 2014, 01:25 AM

TheUnpath Wandering , No path for my footsteps, neither for my mindsteps. Stuck in fog, Could not unzip my eyes, simply could not. Whether you talk in my minds, Whether they talk in front of me, I am not fully conscious breathing, I'm gasping for a mouthful of reality. Faith , I do believe in hope, but no in faith. No more those affect me, but tornment me, Put me into middle of a hurricanes' hurricane. Overreacting , I still gasp for present , yet the air seems unclean as it reaches my lungs. Can't say I am lost, 'cause I am not going anywhere right now. Sometimes, when I feel I try to move Somewhere, then I do get lost. Nor You , nor I can overwrite my Self-Unconsciousness. Nor You , nor I feel the beats of a dusted heart. Nor You , nor I can repath my knowingly unknown path. Nor You , Nor I Shall Not Lose Patience And Hope.