Breathe deeply from this envelope
it smells like you and I can't be
without that scent. It's filling me
with all you mean to me. Living In Your Letters, by Dashboard Confessional
Sam Russell
30 / Male / Essex, United Kingdom
Straight
Member since:
Dec 08, 2012
Last online:
Jun 10, 2020
Current rating: 8.2/10 (5 votes cast)
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About Me
Hey there, well the name is Sam.
The main reason I am on SoEmo is meet and make friends with like minded individuals that share the same interests. So please do message me if you think you can offer that. :)
My hair is always dyed, It's currently just black. I've dyed my hair all sorts of colours before; red, purple, blue, green, pink, orange and at times more than just one. I do miss the really colourful hair but I'm giving my hair a break from all the bleach! So back to darkish colours, like cosmic blue, will be like this for awhile until I can be bothered to bleach it and dye it so bold colour again!
I'm very passionate when it comes down to my gaming. I mostly play World of Warcraft, (if you play, let me know your battle.net ID). I generally enjoy playing MMO's but also have quite a few other games I play. Such as Dragon age, Evil Within, Alien Isolation, etc. Gaming is a huge part of who I am and if you can't accept that then I most likely won't accept you.
I also quite enjoy anime. Currently watching Absolute Duo. I love Black Butler, Death Note, Accel World, SOA, etc.
Anyway, enough babbling. Feel free to message me to chat or whatever :)
Favourite Music
I like a lot of different bands and genres for that matter. Some of my all time favorite bands are:
Suicide Silence, Asking Alexandria, Bring me the Horizon, The Black Dahlia Murder, Thy Art Is Murder, Halestorm, In This Moment, The Pretty Reckless, Eyes Set to Kill, Papa Roach, Blessthefall, Motionless in White, Five Finger Death Punch, Attila, Bullet for my Valentine, Escape the Fate, Evanescence, WATIC, Nine inch Nails, Pierce the Veil, Metallica, Iron Maiden, Rob Zombie, Guns n Roses. Green day, My Chemical Romance.
I've seen Suicide Silence, Asking Alexandria, Attila, MCR and Blessthefall live :)
I could keep listing bands I like, but they're the main ones.
Favourite Films / TV / Books
I'm quite a big sci-fi fan. From series like Battlestar Galactica, Stargate Universe, Stargate SG-1, Star Trek: Voyager, Star Trek: Enterprise, Star Trek: The Next Generation, Red Dwarf, etc.
I do also enjoy my comedy such as Rules of Engagement, Impractical Jokers, Russell Howard stand up central, Mock the Week, Not Going Out, etc.
There are plenty of films I enjoy and I would be forever listing them, but I absolutely love horror as well as other genres'
Well the majority of my books are photography books for my studies and my own work, so it would be pointless listing all that I have of those ^.^
Hmm, I read a lot of theoretical books and something I can gain further knowledge from, but heck, who am I to deny a good story? I prefer to go for books that are either sci-fi based or have some historical setting, like that of Ken Follets "The Pillars of Earth".
Education / Occupation
I'm a photographer by trade... My heart that's a whole different thing, I'm a performer, photographer, chef, historian, poet.... You name it, I probably have it in my heart somewhere!
I've put my purpleport portfolio within the link section:
Who I'd Like To Meet
Erich Von Daniken - One of the words best ancient alien theorists. Ken Follet - An author, would love to pick his brain.
There are so many people if given the chance I would love to meet.
So I end up spending my night defending people that cannot defend themselves and trying to convince two despicable 'human beings' that no matter what medium, bullying is a terrible and horrible act that can and have done in the past: Have fatal and harming consequences to those that do get bullied, online or otherwise! I don't understand how some people can be so cruel, so insensitive to people around them! So what if you don't know them personally, your words are still going to hurt them! Different things effect different people differently, just because it may not hurt you if it was said to you doesn't mean it ain't going to hurt the person you're saying it to, directly or indirectly!
I posted this in reply to someones journal. SO I thought I'd post it as one. Just to enlighten some of you :)
There is actual merit to the prophecy in some ways. However a lot of it has just been spun in a wheel of conspiracy and what not.
There is only two references that the Mayans said anything about 21.12.12 and none of which stated it was the end of the world, and actually none of which stated it was the end of their calendar, the archaeologists and translators just presumed it was so. In the last few months there has been research and more expeditions to where the Mayans called hope and recent discovers indicate that the Mayans calendar doesn't actually end, it continues on till 7000 A.D and beyond.
One of the references from the Mayans can be interpreted in many different ways. It's an image of a water dragon above too figures, gods. One symbolizing death, and the other life. The water dragon is spraying water downwards from its mouth. Now many have interpreted this as a great flood. And due to him being in the sky, then some say it will be an astronomical event, I.E an asteroid colliding with earth.
Now if you take into context, at the time this was all being written originally the Mayans were going through a crisis, a drought. The sacrificed people, even children to water gods in the hope to get rain, this could be why the documented the water dragon and the figures of life and death, without water they will die, give us rain and we shall live. The Mayans had a complex culture and all anyone seems to be doing is presuming stuff.
Now to summarize this, uhm.. Essay. The world will go on, their is no actual prophecy. Oh yeah, and also the Mayan calendar is completely different to ours. It was less accurate than the one we use today, more mistakes in theirs, only 1 mistake in every 4000 years approx. There may be a day when something collides with earth, their may be a day when there is a massive flood, that's just natural. Put it this way, the dinosaurs were alive and thriving for hundreds of million years, and at this stage the universe was more violent. They didn't survive, they thrived. The Human Race will go on, for near eternity (what is seen as eternal to us any way)
I could feel myself sinking, sinking deeper than before!
It felt like I had been immobilized in quicksand!
Swamping around my feet, swallowing my legs… I was drowning
I needed to run, I needed to swim… I needed to rise!
All the lies, the way it’s all sounding… I just needed dry land, I couldn’t take this anymore.
You’re the only one that was able to save me from myself, you rescued me.
And when I looked down… I’m falling, falling faster than before!
I just didn’t know how to slow down and regain altitude on my own...
The world was rushing past me, the ground getting closer
Unable to fly… I was sure to die.
You’re the only one that was able to save me from myself, you gave me wings!
My life is just not worth living without you in it.
Now that, I’m happy to admit!
The love I feel for you is unexplainable, unpredictable... I’d do anything for you!
The way you look into my eyes makes my heart go soft, for you!
The way you smile at me gives me butterflies, fluttering around in my stomach... For you!
The way we kiss, the passion I can feel… It feels as though electricity flows through me… You bring me to life, I’m alive for you!
The easiest way I can say this is… I’m more than just in love with you!
