things are good, how are they with you?

well tantra my pic i am going to put them in a few days because right now i dont have them ^_^

See I added the top posters on the forum homepage :D Your unstoppable! Panic gig should be great. I had a shitty day yesterday as work. Today isn't so bad. Had the dentist this morning though, but glad I went.. Hope your day isn't too bad :] Chat soon xx

cool hair tantra ^_^

Looks like it yea but I wasn't the only one :D Hows life anyway Tantra? x

From you Tantra I dont mind anything (well within reason) :P Well I typed it all out and tryed my best to spell check it and everything but when I pressed send, apparently I wasn't signed in and it said I had to, so when I did it refreshed the page and deleted the message :( You said you were going to a kill hannah thing and it was your third time of ordering tickets :S Well you kind of got it then :) she texted her bestfriends saying stuff like your the only one that cares about me and we need to go see a film (or something like that). So that made me really upset because I care about her so much, I would give my life for her without regreting it. So I told her she sent it to the wrong person and she texted back saying "oh well" and I nearly crushed my phone in my hand I was so angry and hurt. (Its like the lyrics 'my weakness is that I care to much' because she said I didnt care. But because we have a very strange relationship im seeing her tomorrow, which should be good. Were like really good best friends (most of the time). Well thats not very good, you dont have to tell me if you dont want to but im here with open arms and ears if you want to talk.(about the long story). Well I can see how she is upset and would be annoyed with you but she has to put it behined her and yea let you explain. I think this would be an extreme way to say sorry but if you went up to see her when she didnt know because then she would see you have made an effort and want to make up. Yes you do deserve a chance. x I think your great yea and I could talk to you about anything :) You didnt send me your number :( owell I guess I will get it later hopefully. I'll always be here for you to even if you might prefer talking to others, i'll be a back up :P Aww thank you and like I said of course you can come to me whenever with whatever. Even about something stupid at 5 in the morning, i'll still listern. Just need your number now :D x No well dont make the mistake sometimes I do it all the time 24-7. No we really cant well I know I cant even if i try to replace them it never works :( I cant even control my imagination sounds funny but its true. Well my problem is I dont know how to get them out of my head and people always say that I should just forget, i'm like I CANT ITS NOT THAT EASY YOU KNOW. Thats a good outlook for a cold haha. x Aww well no dont tell me on here but on msn ??? I think you should. Yea I know he can thats why I tryed to word it so he wouldnt clock on :P Yep I agree with you 100% pritty much it is the thought that counts. Well our conversations are massive but there great I love them :D I'm glad to hear that you okay, well thats not generaly good about your leg *trys to rub it better* What happend on the weekend? Wow now thats alot of money for a piece of paper :( what do you need it for? and how did you lose it? I will take care aslong as you do to deal?*offers hand* And yep smile smile smile. Lots of love fromyour Baby Matt xx xx Well I hope its not to late but i'm sure it will be worth it :D x x x x

Hey baby girl, Love you loads and loads and loads <3 XxMwahxX XxILYxX Yay! I'm finally back online properly XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

Hey, This is the second time i've tryed to send this :( Which means that you wont understand some of it, but ill explain it before I answer the rest. Well it started off with me writing back to you, I had kinda of fallen out abit with that girl and she txted me but it was ment for her best friend. It wasnt the nicest thing to read and it made me really unpset and I needed someone to talk to but know one was there so I kept talking to you, and because I was talking to you I didnt do anything stupid :( So im thanking you for being someone I can talk to. Thank you and yes I realy am trying my hardest just for you and roxi. :) Yea it does depend on the your in if you want to talk or not, even thoughh I Talk to people in most moods. :P No its not good to feel isolated all the time. I suppose your right though it gives you time to think but thats my problem I think to much and it makes things worse. I'm glad your in a great mood because I am aswell now we made up. :P Thats cool, so your third time going are you have ordered for other people? Well you will have to take some pictures. :D Yea teddys are nice and it helps me sleep. Aslong as his that type of person then why not, you should get him one. :P What were you going to get him? Yep i'll second that it is very hard to buy presants :S me and my mate have decided to give each other a big box so we can have the fun of unwrapping it, because we always give each other money so we dont really make anything out of it :S Well I suppose you found out how I felt but im great now thanks, how are you because its been a long time since I replyed but thats because ive done it twice now :( Love you loads, Thanks for helping again. xx xx

i just did today what do think?? urwelcome

yeah, i do :P pictures? of the piercing? they'll be up once i can trouble myself to take some XD xx