Yea I think they are much better :P well icertainly dont want one so that makes two of us. Yea I knew i wasnt the only one that loves talking to people :) and i always miss people because what ever mood im in theres always someone ill talk to. Yea she is nice and special to me which is good but it always leads to trouble :( yea it is a risk i suppose but i did say i was really like a child at heart aswell and he gets out when ever he can. I think the special thing about it was that she tought about every gift she gave me :) because she gave me a bag of things, nothing expencive just thoughtful. well it is a bear anout 1 and a half feet tall, its made from the really soft fur, its creamy coloured with a red bow :P I havnt given it a name yet really i just think of her when i see it :D Teddys are great lol. Im glad your okay and everything is looking up, I hate rough patches there not nice. But if everything is okay then YAY lots of love going to you tantra. X x X

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Well I would say that you are deffinatly worth a decent response. :D Yes I would say im romantic at heart, and a little boy aswell (we will get onto that later). Yea thank you I had a really good time in Turkey, although some of the time I missed home and just being able to turn a computer on and talk to people. Yea I know a couple of boys that like reading but yea its not everyones scene. I will give it ago soon and i'll be sure to let you know. Well it is a girl that got me it and we are really close best friends. Well anyway she has known me for 4 yrs now and i tell her everything and she tells me everything, so anyway she knew thatt I dont sleep well so she boughht me a big cuddly bear that i can fall asleep with it. She sprayed it with her perfume and everything to try to help me sleep, and its worked. So when I got to bed now I feel like a little boy :S dont worry about my birthday because yea you did say it before. Yep I am going to prove her wrong. :P Yea I like the baby Matt thing and now you knoww it goes with me sleeping :S haha o well. Yea im good thanks, hope your okay to :D loads of love Baby Matt :P x

Heya, The videos and those pages are popular. If people don't agree with the content there is space to comment. I cannot please everyone. Those pages rank highly on the search engines and attract a proportion of the new members. Don't worry the site will never promote the majority of crap associated with the emo scene x

hi yh im ok hows u ? x

It does sound very romantic :P I dont know why everyone goes but your right it does seem like alot of people go there. No your not missing anything because the only reason I went is that my bestfriend has got an apartment out there so its cheeper. So I went with him for the week :D Yea I hate hot weather and I love the winter but for you I hope the weather stays good for awhile. Yea im glad we can talk about stuff like those long words you just said :P but no I guess you wouldnt of stuck up for me. Haha Im sorry because it doesnt sound to plesant. Well I might start reading again but even with a good book i never really got into it, i used to get bored but apparently thats a boy thing, even though im sure boys do read. Well I got a nice Birthday presant from a really special person and it helps me go to sleep really quickly now, so thats really good for me but thats not to say I wont pick up a book or atleast try it. No being stressed is'nt very fun at all but im hoping that it will be over soon. Yes I will be straightening my hair :P My mum doesnt think I will be bothered to do it every morning but I will show her :) Im going to dye it light blone and then do the tips black. I'll do about 2-3 inches black and it should look good hopefully. Yea I will make the most of it hopefully :P Stay safe xxx Baby Matt xxx :D

ugh, i dont use email much :/ i guess im gonna have to now lol :D coughing_up_blood@hotmail.com x

heya sexy Tantra! :D you wanted me to take a peek at your art stuff? x

Not yet and yeah I know :)