I hope I can chill and stay the same
Stop the bleed inside
And feel again
Cut the chain of lies
I've been beating and beating and beating myself... Saeed, by Infected Mushroom
Sher Andrews
24 / Male / London, United Kingdom
Straight / Single
Member since:
Dec 09, 2018
Last online:
Oct 05, 2019
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About Me
I'm deranged, shy/confident , loud and quiet. I stay by myself unless the wind changes then ill make sure everyone around me is involved. I was raised with metal music. My own tastes are anime/manga and playing video games. I tend to find myself doing writing such as "venting", poetry
and helping others with their problems and if that fails; Ive been told my shoulders are great for crying on.
Favourite Music
Architects - "Hereafter"
Art of Dying - Best I Can
As It Is - The Stigma [Boys Dont Cry]
Ashes Remain - Without You
Ashes Remain | Right Here
Breaking Benjamin - Dance With The Devil
Bring Me The Horizon - Doomed
Bring Me The Horizon - Follow You
Disturbed - A Reason To Fight
Hymn for the Missing - Red
Favourite Films / TV / Books
The Crow
A Silent Voice
Suicide Room
Private Peaceful
Education / Occupation
Who I'd Like To Meet
If im honest i want friends who enjoy simliar music and can just hang with yaknow ? Like minded people with true intentions are hard to come by . PS. Can you lend me £3.50 for the bus i owe some bus driver from 2004 when i got on the wrong bus by-myself and he drove me home. (Looking back on it, it could of ended a lot worse)
Intention beyond dimension
I just need too...
Feel you..feel you
I just need too feel you
Next too me
Oh your lips the taste so nice
Hearing your voice won't be suffice
Your powerful gaze turns me too ice
How much would it cost for you too stay by me... No seriously name your price.
Feel me once i hope there's a twice
I know deep inside you have vice
Oh the real you i can't wait too see
But we both know you will come back too burden me
Still born you have made me
Still born are relationship has came too be
One day you will be able to understand the difference between love and care
Love is what your boyfriend has for you when he drugged you and fucked you repeatedly love is protecting criminals from justice because of some mirage
You see. Care is something i had for you had... i never wanted anything from you except happy memories to laugh about but you disappeared without a trace
But you memory i can't erase
Oh trust me i try
Drinking, cutting, getting high
I forget until im sober then he you come again
The worst part you don't know this is happening or even worse you do know and you stay quiet
All i want now is for you too message me saying goodbye
Because then i know you cut ties with me and i no longer need to care
You a twisted and sick but that's why i like you remember i said this when i first spoke too you 3 years ago i said you were dark and twisted now look at you you are crippling me and your not even trying too or better you are. Oh i love you like a sister which is why i care but i could never /ever be in a relationship with you... the stars say we should but my boots stamping on your dream of us...
I want to help you I really do but you will never get over it and I never want to hear it why I keep switching my moods sometimes I want to help you because I care I don't love you I'm just a sap who cares about people but I don't need hearing there name and you constantly bringing them up everyday but I'm not going to get involved or care anymore. If you wanna say stuff about me which is properly going to be shit. start with "I'm just like the others I never cared I'm a asshole" or something along those lines
Optical Observation - Dr. Martin Cox
Increasing amounts of pyrosis/acid reflux
And experiencing sudden muscle contractions coupled with the sensation of falling.
Mental levels are neutral
Mood doesn't seem to be abase
Mood doesn't seem to be sanguinesee
You know your a loser
Its written in your mind
But with me you will be a winner
Don't be scared you have never been a winner before have you...
Once you win with me you will never let me go.
You will cling to me love me need me
Once you try me & we win you will rather lose with me then win alone ever again
(*Patient's personal notes* Only to be reviewed by Dr Fibbean. Lawrence)
I hope you people realise the day the government cures/eradicates cancer is the day they have created something much worse.
Subject enjoys food
It tends to stabilise there serotonin
Otherwise without "stabilizers"
serotonin seems to fluctuate
Must be monitored
Conditions:
Controlled and equal environment: ❌
Subject self aware: ✅
Healthy outcome: ❌
Spectators: T.B.D
Regular patterns: ❌
Any Goals/Ambitions ❌
Able to control there self (physically): ✅
Able to control there self (mentally): Too be assessed
Obvious traits: ❌
Symptoms: Too Sporadic to be sure
Irregular body temperature corresponding to external temperature: Frequent