Dec 08 2012, 07:24 AM

Will everyone just fuck off never felt the need to cut soo much in my entire puny existance :@

Oct 27 2012, 05:10 PM

Im soo fucking lonely i wanna crawl up into a ball and die, why cant someone just be there and cuddle me and love me soo sick of being treating like a dick :(

Jun 12 2012, 06:41 PM

Ive got a friend , hes not like most Hes not from around here, i wish he was He lives in England where all the right guys seem to be, How i wish for him to be here simply around me Whenever he was around he always made me smile He did hurt me a few times but that wasnt his fault,he blameshimself everday i just wanna tell him it will be okie,Hes changed now but for the worse he isnt the person he once was, i dont like the new him nothing is left He hardly cares about know one when he was one of the only people who gave me hope I have t agree i fell for him alot, when his friends told me it would be a longshot For a while i thought we could be together still do i hope but he seems me as a brother which i dont want to be Instead of a brother make me his lover ill get him back to himself hes been hurt by sooo many people, and i was with him through that al and people think they can waltz on in to his life again, I dont think soo im there to stand guard metaphorically speakign wish i could protect him while he is sleeping His beauty is beyound any i can imagine, he ensnares me with that green button He pulls off nomatter what he wears and seems to be funny or soo i hear, Hes in a band and plays bass i hear there good too, if i was at one of there shows i would be starstruct because he is gold, somethign that precious ill cherish forever i just wish for a date or will it always be never ....

Jun 12 2012, 06:39 PM

Your beauty is likE a rose no matter how much petals there is people from across the world will see its beauty and like roses they come in many colours yellow white red and black , the red signifies your past and presence of harm unknow the very blood which flows through all of us only we know its true beauty, like the red rose you are passionate and strong but like this mere flower you are brittel and alone , the yellow rose represents you in everyday life and the joy and the brightness which shines from you the joy you cause many people to feel you say your a bad friend but i say your wrong the joy and calmness you bring heals anyones saddness, the white rose is for purity and peace this explains you in everyday your always calm always flawless always perfect and this is why people envy you soo they say cruel hash things which are soo untrue but like the brittleness of the rose so are you ... I wish you could stand tall like the strong elder tree the branch of my Goddess who i worship 3 times three also deicted as an old branch it is stong does not listen to things that people remark of it it is a true beauty like you my friend. The final rose which does describe thee is the black or wilted rose which is shared between you and mee like the rose as black as night out hearts our minds our heads our sight, people cannot comprehend the trouble one soul has one being has gone through but me although i wasnt there for you when you needed me most , this blac rose describes how you feel emptiness alone darkness all around you, but still this is a beauty i tel you to not listen to these temptations or the remarks from others which make you into this black rose but to shine forth like the yellow white and red i know you can be , a strong perfect amazing individual whom i love soo , so much compassion i doubt ive ever shown, although i come across like i do not show know inside that i do and i will NEVER LET THEE GO .....

Jun 12 2012, 06:38 PM

Nothing is never easy so why did I think cutting myself away from you would be. everything around me reminds me off you why i dont understand you fucked with me sooo Why do things always dwell on the negative instead of the positive nothing good that has happened in my life is worth remembering than the pain youve caused now i must life my life in constant remeberance with the scars embedded on my arms and legs They do not belong there but still they are seeping into my skin like vultures picking through to the bone I only ask for an easy life I wish i never met you to be honest but now i have and you wont leave my head your constantely there running about as if it is your playfield every thought reminds me of you every object everything smell touch sight sound every taste fucking hell get outa my head you dont belong there youve fucked with it too much yet im still clinging on to that phrase what if what if you fucking wised up what if u gave it a chance what if WHAT FUCKING IF You say i dont understand what love is well you stand corrected and although ur not my friend on fb i hope u fucking see this as you are an ungrateful cunt who thinks they can do what ever the fuck they like sorry to burst your bubble bbe you cant time to face realilty and wake up from your dream world how dare yo say i dont know what love is becaue of you i dont think i can love anyone ever again because of your dickery I hope your happy wth your life and dont come fucking crawling back everytime you feel suicidal hears a hint go back to your councellor thats what there there for or when some1 breaks up with you cause you set the all bck in motion all over again and its not my fault your life sucks its your own

Jun 12 2012, 06:32 PM

Fuck you asswhole fag Hate that I love you soooo Wish it was different Dont need you here now or forever But doubt in my head say I do Your nothing but trouble for me Just look at my arms and you will see Friends are panicing for my life And you just dont care Wish you had a heart a brain AND SOME FUCKING BALLS to admitt who you are My friends know who you are they ask me why and all i say is first love never dies and thats the Truth it doesnt Ask anyone My life is torture Wish it was over It could be one step off a bridge and SPLAT!!!!!!!!!!!! Gone Thank fuck I wont have to feel love again as all it brings me is pain Wish you could stop me but you dont want to show you have feelings and care Parents too controlling You fear what people think Well Fuck you , This is what you've done to me :'(

Jun 12 2012, 06:27 PM

Slit my Throat, Break my neck I just want to fuckign relax These craxzy things you do to me Fuck You I hate me Just leave me be now... But i dont want you too .. Together something is so wrong Tonight is the end, My final show I hope your happy now that im gonna go Ill go away from here never to return My love is clear Now that im gone, no longer here, I hope you realise that i was your everything But its too late........ Now i know that we could have been together for eterninty Its now the end, my final hour I love you soooooo I wish I had your power Im holding a blade. Ready to cut You make me feel like a Slut Rope hanging from my ceiling, Drugs on my chair So many options.............. Dont know what to choose A quick slash and it will all be over I say but i will hang as well to make sure i am Dead... FOR YOU ALWAYS THANKS

Jun 12 2012, 06:22 PM

Sitting in a dark abby's Emptiness surronds me The sound of gnawing teeth and clashing claws Vocies echo telling me to cut Lowering my self esteem My own Inequalities being used against me Suicide is emphasised Everyday the feeling becoming stronger Causing mental scars along with Physical ones which will never fade away..... All ways a memory of the battle between myself Friends Panic !!!! And tell me to stop But they dont know whats happening in my Head SO JUST STOP!!!!!!!!!!!! Life is hard heck who said it would be easy Without friends we all woulnt Be here All inside my head Not letting go of the only humane side of myself Clinging on for dear life I sit up at night thinking of what could have been but realise what could have been was just a fantasie ive created because of my own discomfort and needs When really realilty is blooming with enthusiams and the sound and images are Euphorical But them images and noises in..... My head will be here forever