when the days are cold and the cards all fold, and the saints we see are all made of gold
when your dreams all fail, and the one's we hail are the worst of all and the bloods run stail. demons, by imagine dragons
Tony Serise
27 / Female / Cape Corel Flordia, United States
Member since:
Nov 13, 2012
Last online:
Jun 03, 2013
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About Me
I really don't care who you are, I'm me. I am weird, I'm loud, I'm a slacker. That's who I am, and if you don't like it, then get in the line of people waiting for me to give a fuck. I don't judge people, only accept. I would like people to do the same, so this is how I live. I play the acoustic guitar and piano, just starting out with guitar, years with piano. I'm pretty good, I think I moved from Russia with my two sisters when I was 6, to America. My mom died the day before mother's day last year and I didn't get to fly back to her funeral because I live with my dad. My twin killed herself two days after, in Rome, with her adoptive mother. I'm in 9th grade, I'm 15, that's bought all. Oh, and I don't cut. My dad would murder me.
Favourite Music
I like the old grunge bands, like NIRVANA, ALICE IN CHAINS and SOUNDGUARDEN. Nirvana is my all-time fave, Kurt shouldn't have shot himself. I'm into screamo and death metal, as well as dubstep and rock.
Who is this girl who holds it in.
Who is this girl to me?
The aching in her stomach reveals her anxiety.
What does this girl do at night?
What songs does she sing?
The wailing in the midnight hour reveals her misery.
When will this girl speak?
When will she pray to he?
The pain this girl feels reveals her everlasting blasphemy.
Where does this unknown girl hide?
Where do the tears go when this girl cries?
The aching heart in her chest reveals regrets of whom she's killed.
Why no one understands this girl is a mystery.
Why she is invisible escapes me.
The scars on her wrists reveals a shameful society.
i had dreams but they flew away
i had a heart but it now fades
this is the game that we play
the game of nothing
the game of pain
cant really say I'm surprised
i found out forever isn't a time
in this race we call life
everything has and ending
you cant stay alive
sometimes silence is louder than words
yet it dooms me like a curse
driving me crazy
leaving me alone
ill just wait here
frozen in stone
Everyday is a new day.
But my mistakes haunt me anyway.
I'm not taking any chances.
I pretend like everything's okay.
Sometimes,
I just want to fly.
Leave you all behind.
Your my past.
Now I'm free.
The decisions mine.
And I know,
Livings not a crime.
So why feed me lies?
Your trying to tell me that it's not alright.
But it's fine.
Sometimes,
I just want to fly.
Everyone is so blind.
Everyone is chained and tied.
So I,
I'm going to leave.
Forget you and fly.
You can't make me stay behind.
The decisions mine.
I'm just going to fly.
