Riley
27 / Male / Dragon Country, United Kingdom
Pansexual / In a Relationship
Member since:
Mar 02, 2014
Last online:
Mar 21, 2022
Current rating: 7.9/10 (13 votes cast)
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About Me
Wassup! I’m an elder emo who fell in love with the scene wayyyy back in the early 2010s. It was an interesting era…
Anywho, if you’re into sociology, psychology, nature, 420, committing arson, upsetting the normies or know who Albert Hofmann was, we might just get along.
DM me for pics of my feathered demon, hellhound and water-breathing dragon
Favourite Music
Anything and everything, depending on my mood. Pop, punk, chillstep, hyperpop, electronica, metal, psychedelic, rap, country, rock, healthy doses of Russian EDM…
Favourite Films / TV / Books
TV/movies: Avatar: The Last Airbender, Legend of Korra, She-ra, Bojack, Breaking Bad, nature documentaries, Dragon Ball Z, Rick and Morty, Stranger Things, basically any stoner movie, LOTR, The Matrix, Trainspotting, Requiem for a Dream, true crime, weird horrors, Dopesick, etc.
Books: mainly social commentary stuff. I like books that really make you think and question yourself and the world around you.
Education / Occupation
Student of biochemistry, linguistics and ontology
Past studies include software/web/games development, media, psychology, sociology, law, herpetology, entomology, mycology…
Who I'd Like To Meet
Anyone and everyone. Bonus if we can carry on a good conversation!
please don’t ask me about adding me on social media. I don’t use the vast majority of it. You might get lucky with my number or discord if you’re over 18, we’ve been chatting for a while and you ask nicely
I don’t deal with change very well and there’s been a lot of that lately. Even with all the support from my partner, a therapist and the friends who didn’t ditch me when the chips were down, I don’t think I’ve ever felt so alone. I feel bad for even complaining about feeling this way. I knew what I was getting myself into for the most part. I knew when I started that there would be no going back. That I might lose people. That I may have to face some old demons and deal with everything that led up to this point. It doesn’t make any of this any easier tho. Even when I know it’s better this way, I can’t help but long for the life I left behind. It was killing me and I wasn’t really living as much as I was chasing the next opportunity to kill half my brain cells so I’d forget how miserable I was. It was hell, but at least it was a comfortable hell
There really is a lot I could write here... So much has happened. So much has changed. Not just in recent months but also in recent years. Would it make any sense if I wrote about it? Would anyone understand?
Wow... It's been a while. It's crazy how hectic life can get. Things still aren't quite where I want them to be but I'm being patient and living in the moment until then. I've reconciled with my parents, cut off toxic people, figured out what I want in life... but, for now, hi emo peeps! I'm sorry it's been a while but I'll try and be more active from now on
I just don't know anymore. I can't tell if I'm stressed or depressed, if I'm just having a bad day or a fucked up year, or its just the pills messing with my head… I don't even know if I've done this to myself or its beyond my control that I'm constantly feeling like this… maybe I've given up on even finding the answers
I saw some old friends over the weekend and so many of them struggled to recognise me. I didn't realise just how much the past 6 months have physically changed me until people actually pointed out the differences
I'm just in such a great place right now :3
Still taking better care of myself. Eating, sleeping (yeah, I'm aware it's like 2AM now), sticking with exercise, keeping up with work.
Think a certain someone might be contributing to good mood too <3
Things have definitely been looking up over the past few months!
I think I needed this today, I needed to get out of the house and go for a walk somewhere. Just be alone for a while and think. The guys are great to talk to and actually understand but sometimes it's easier to get away from other people when I'm like this…