everyday i weaken, everyday i feel less desired. Love? What is this feeling... I'm not talking about romance but love from a parent to a child.. Does my father love me, or did he leave me illegal in a country for no reason... Does he love me? Is that the reason he has done no effort to get me back... Does he love me? Is that why he ignored me when i almost got arrested... Why does he do these things??? Maybe i'm better off dead atleast then nobody has to care