They're finding me out, I'm having my doubts, I'm losing the best of me. Dressed up as myself, to live in the shadow, of who I'm supposed to be. Sick Little Games, by All Time Low
Bethany Kennedy
30 / Female / Ipswich, United Kingdom
Straight / In a Relationship
Member since:
Apr 10, 2012
Last online:
May 07, 2012
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About Me
Hey, I'm Bethany but Beth for short. I'm 18 and live in the UK. I like to make new friends and love the subculture world. But I often feel this world doesn't really need me. Not to mention the world is a shit place anyway. And you're prob thinking what a bitch. I ain't no bitch, I speak the truth. Every damn morning I wake up and think "What has happened to this world?" I think of all the war, the crime, the judging, the bullying...need I go on? I look around me everyday and see chavs....loads of them. I think to myself "You need to get a life all of you, stop bullying others just because they're different" That's my opinion anyway. I am against drugs of any kind, I don't smoke cigarettes or weed for that matter. Smoking is pointless and I don't believe in pointless actions. I hate sexism and discrimination. Anyone who judges me or discriminates me for how I dress, what music I listen to or my skin colour, whatever, I will simply turn around and tell you to grow up. And if you're right next to me I won't be scared to hit you and knock some sense into you. Of course I only hit people if they hit me first. But I will hit someone if they say something extremely offensive like racism or sexism. Apart from that I will turn my back and be the better person. I am a Pieces so I'm very sensitive and prone to my feelings being hurt very easily. And yes I will take things to heart. I've been bullied all my life so if someone calls me fat or ugly even for a joke I will take it seriously. I HATE the truth. I can't face it and I try my best to avoid facing the truth. The truth is mostly always grim and I hate it, in fact I would rather hear someone talk a load of complete bullshit rather than tell me the grim truth any day.(I'm a Pieces, we cannot stand the truth and reality which explains why I hate it) On the subject of reality I always try to escape it. I hate facing reality as the world right now is a shit place and I'd rather escape to my own little world rather than keep my mind in this shithole and stay on this shit planet we call earth. I hate discrimination. To me this world needs to be healed. I look around and see mainly pain and hurt. Every time I hear on murder on the news I almost burst into tears. Whenever one of my friends comes to me and tells me that their family member has been attacked, I burn with rage. I've been bullied all my life, I know what's it like to be dicriminted and un-wanted. It just makes me so angry how a person would even want to torture someone because of how they look or dress or for who they are for that matter. If I had the power to heal this world, I'd do it in a heartbeat. If I could help anyone whose been heartbroken or lost someone very special, I wish I could help. I've been through it all, it's not pleasant, nor easy. My greatest wish is to see everyone in the world gather together and shake hands. If only that could happen. That would make me very happy and want to actually live my life. People will probably just think I'm being pathetic. If you think this then you have no heart and I pity you. People need to realize that if we stick together, we can heal the world. There is one thing I must get straight. I am NOT a whore. Never have been, never will be. I am also now in a relationship so do NOT ask me for sex, naked photos or ask me if my pussy is shaved or bald or whatever. Don't come out of the blue and ask me for my number. Like I'm gonna give my number to a stranger. You even dare do this and I will report you right away as I'm sick of being taken advantage of. Most guys see me as a slut who will do anything for a guy. This couldn't be further from the truth. I've only ever been in one relationship and have never had casual sex. If that's a slut then I'd hate to think what a girl whose had 10 relationships would be. I do NOT sleep around, in fact, I'm not very confident believe it or not. I may look confident in my photos, but in person, I'm shy, scared and nervous around most people whether they're male or female. I get more nervous around males though. Most guys seem to think that my legs are open to anyone, anytime. FUCK OFF CUNTS and stop telling stupid, pathetic lies. Don't come to me and use me as a public toilet by seeing me and thinking "Hmm, I can get her to send me some photos of her tits to wank over" I don't mind compliments, by all means but talking about my tits and pussy just crosses the line. So, I hope I've made that clear. If you want some girl who will do anything for you, have sex with some stranger or send dirty photos of herself to you the go find some dirty slag with fake tits who offers it to you on a plate. Speaking of things on a plate, I do NOT eat meat. I was born and raised vegetarian and always will be. And it pisses me off more than anything when someone says to me "I'm a vegetarian too, all I eat is chicken" Don't you EVER say this to me or you'll be on my shit list, pronto. And there's something I've never been able to understand. How come we can kill and eat animals but we can't kill and eat other humans? So fucking stupid....I'm not a cannibal but animals don't deserve to be killed and eaten, they did nothing to you. If you eat meat, that's fine, it's your mouth, you're gut, you're life but don't ever say to me "Why don't you eat meat? Ugh, you're pathetic, meat is so yummy, you're missing out" Um, yeah, I'm missing out on eating a poor, helpless animal that has done nothing to anyone. What a shame. I love animals and would never harm or eat one. And another thing that makes my blood boil is when someone is eating a burger and takes a few bites and throws it in the bin. That animal was forced to give up it's life and you just throw it in the bin? It's life could have been spared. I am against eating meat but if you kill an animal for no particular reason, as least make good use and don't just throw it away and waste it when it could have still be alive. Whenever I see someone doing this, I wanna bring the animal they threw away and make it piss on them. Don't ever come to me and make horrid remarks about killing or eating animals or you'll be on that shit list. People need to know that I only smile when I'm happy. If there is nothing to smile about, I won't smile. Simple as. One word of warning. If you're going to speak to me, then speak properly. Don't send me a message and speak in slang, chavy bullshit, I ain't a fucking chav, I don't speak that bullshit. So, if you want me to answer your messages, don't speak like this; "how r u....yh i is fine, wat u bin up 2?" speak like this "How are you?...Yeah, I'm fine thanks, what have you been up to?" If you want to say 'Lol' or 'Lmao' or any of that bullshit then whatever, but I won't ever say 'Lol' or 'Lmao' back because it pisses me off. I'll simply say 'Haha', 'Ha', or 'Hehe' but none of that shortened crappy shit. If you're now reading this and thinking "Oh my god, she's fucking pathetic" and if this bothers you then that's your problem, at least I speak proper English and not a language that doesn't exist, just means I'll get better jobs than you because I have good grammar :) I can't stand people who ask to add me on MSN, find out I don't have a webcam and then go off on one and don't talk to me anymore. If you're one of these people, then don't even bother approaching me in the first place because that is one of my worse hates. I also hate people who nag me for cam or photos when they don't even have any of themselves. So yeah, I hope I've made my point. Don't ask me to pose naked for you. Never going to happen.
Favourite Music
I only like a few modern day Artists:
Lady Gaga
P!nk
But the rest of my music is from the 60's, 70's and 80's.
Rolling Stones
Aerosmith
Guns N Roses
Heart
Sex Pistols
Favourite Films / TV / Books
Education / Occupation
I am a student at Suffolk New college in Ipswich. I am studying Peforming Arts and hope to be an Actress and Singer one day
I have been singing since the age of 3 and have acted in several performances.
