Feb 08 2015, 04:07 PM

Well, my Mum didn't even do anything like she said she was going to do something yesterday, oh well. Anyways I've got an exam for performing arts on Thursday, not only that, it's my 16th birthday on the 15th of February, and apparently a 16th birthday is mean't to be a special day, and I have no idea what to do. Any suggestions? Please do comment what you think I should do.

Feb 04 2015, 01:58 PM

Yesterday we had an assembly about LGBT (lesbian, gay, bisexual and transgender) it made a lot of good points and I very much agree with it. Our teacher on the assembly revealed via video that she is a lesbian and has an adoptive child, and that kid has a good lot of luck, poor kid, in the future when he finds out he's different he will be in major despair and angry, not to mention kids will make fun of him for having two mummy's. She also told us about this man who was gay and he had sex with someone the same gender as him, and apparently he "broke the law" in doing so the community decided "punish" him by injecting him with something that females have into his body. Because of this, he didn't want to live like that, so he injected some poison into an apple, bit the apple and died... really messed up. If someone wants to have sex with someone who is the same gender as them then that is should be something completely left to their own preference and nobody else's business, you don't inject them with something the opposite gender has, that's inhumane...

Jan 31 2015, 05:19 PM

Right, I should've posted this out sooner, but I couldn't because I couldn't access the site for some reason. Anyways, my computer is up and running again, I got it fixed back on Wednesday, however I had to wipe it completely clean :( So here I am with a in progress trying to get back to normal computer.

Jan 25 2015, 04:33 PM

Best to post this out before my phone battery runs out. If anyone has been trying to contact me and got no reply, it is because of my computer, it has no use of getting internet, whenever I try to connect it says "The connection is limited" no matter how hard I try and the amount of solutions I've looked up, I can't resolve this at all. I'm gonna try and a computer tech out and see what he or she can do to help out, I'll be sure to throw some money their way for it (if I have enough coz I'm quite poor).

Jan 22 2015, 01:53 PM

Well, a day of seclusion is over, and it wasn't as bad as I thought, though I missed out a lot of it because I had some important lessons to run into. I'm gonna stop off tomorrow, because today I got rounded by half of my year asking if I battered Corey Denton and congratulating me for doing so. They'll just think I'm in seclusion.

Jan 21 2015, 09:33 AM

Well, today has been fan fucking tastic! I'm in shock now for what I did and I hate myself BIG TIME now! So today, was a different day. We had time table free and did graphics work out of the way. Today I also had a meeting during lesson time at 2:00pm, it was about college for when I go and which one I plan to enter. When it came to lunch time however, at near the end of it 1:24pm (ends at 1:25pm) me and my friend Jake were going to lesson, however, the doors leading to the corridor were locked (regularly the doors can't be open from the outside, but on the inside however, you can always open them) and some chavs and jocks were on the other side, I asked them to open the door they just laughed at me and teased to open the door, their lead one (Corey Denton, in fact the biggest dickhead and asshole in the school. He's a football player and is a cruel guy who enjoys mocking everyone for "fun" and "laughs". In year 7, 8 & 9 he would say how my sister is so hot and would perv about her and in fact brought others to doing the same thing.) was being the most douche of them all, then after that, some other kids came to the door as well trying to get in as the dicks laughed at us, keeping us locked out in the cold. Eventually Corey pushed the door open fast, giving us a challenge to catch the door before it closes, I was thinking outside that as soon as I get in, I am going to punch him! As he pushed the door open again, I caught it! Got in, and as soon as I walked up to him with his back turned, my vision became blurry and my mind ran like bullets as I swung a punch at his head, he turned around just as I hit him right in the forehead. I began to walk off, as doing so, I could hear the huge laughter of everyone laughing at what I did to him, I could recognize some of the laughs, but this time extended. As soon as I got in class, people were wondering was the laughter was and even went out for themselves and others explained what happened to each other. People asked me why I punched him and I said "because he wouldn't let me in" eventually one of his friends came in pointed at me and said to the teacher "HE JUST ASSAULTED COWBOYS!!!" a wtf ran through my mind when he said that. Eventually, Jake made his way in and said to me "I can't believe you actually hit someone" he then said "you are the icon of nerds"... sounds decent... someone asked me if it was true, tried high fiving me but I rejected the offer (I don't do that crap), then someone else asked if it was true after I confessed he said "good man" I then said "I feel bad about it" he then said "NO! Don't!" Eventually everyone was still chuckling after what happened during lesson time while the teacher was talking, eventually Corey walked in with his friends with the mark on his head (luckily not a bruise) and a couple of people chuckled. His friend asked me, why did you jump went you hit him? Now I don't remember jumping when doing so, although it's likely I did because he is quite tall to reach for me, I said "I didn't" he then said "yeah you did" and through out all that I just wanted it to quit, I felt real bad for doing that to him and I had hoped the rumour to go away, I in fact wanted to apologize to the guy but was too nervous. Then we sat at computers and he and his friends walked out of the lesson, I talked to my other friend for a bit and he found it stupid for me to hit the guy just because he didn't let me in, and I agree... Eventually he came back in, sat on a bench next to this girl and I heard them talking, the girl said "why didn't you hit back" he said "I wasn't thinking" she then said asked him who hit him and obviously he told her it was me, she then said "you probablies deserved it (then some other words didn't hear, but then heard) he's a nice boy after all" he then walked out the class. After a few minutes his two friends came in, Lewis Simmons (alright guy) and Baily Goyns, they said they had been in the corridor most of the time and even went to P & G (Progress and Guidance, place to report people), I asked him to tell Corey I feel bad for hitting him and I'm sorry, he told me not to feel bad about it, I told him I'm angry at myself and I hope I get punished, him and Lewis claimed I won't get in trouble at all and if I were to get punished, what would it be? After this, before I could answer, a teacher came to get me, this was either to pick me up for the meeting or to be in trouble for what I did. I hoped it was the meeting but I highly suspected it to be about what I did. As we walked down the corridor she asked what happened and I explained, eventually the other teacher who had come to see me for the meeting met us at the end of the corridor, she explained what was going on, but he took her off me and told her that she can come chat over the meeting. When I got there, I was with my Mother and a woman who talks about colleges and runs meeting for kids who are going up to it, we talked about a few things of college and some struggles, and I must say it's gonna be damn hard. But the teacher who wanted to talk to me about what I did came in and decided to discuss there, I apparently am getting SECLUSION!!??? I was real honest to her and gave my reasons, the college meeting had to end after what was going on and the woman left, we then talked about the course of what happened and what'll happen to me, we discussed this longer then until school ended, my mother stepped in most of it all and explained how bad it is, and decided that I'll only get it on the whole of break and lunch time and 45 minutes after school ends, sounds fair to me for what I did and what an asshole Corey is. *sigh* I wonder what everyone else is going to say to me tomorrow, my friend who I talked to after the event is coming over soon, hopefully we can get some things out of the way... But I have one thing to say... The anger? Where did it come from... :(

Jan 16 2015, 03:18 PM

Well... my week of mock is exam is over, I've got ONE LEFT on Monday. And I must say, it's a good thing these are mock exams, otherwise if they were real I would have down right HAD to stay back at school late and in fact I would have down right FAILED!!! I can tell very easily I did absolutely terrible on them! I ask some friends who did the same as me, and most of them claimed it was EASY?! My god... the real exams... I can't even imagine what's gonna happen to me when I blast a huge G- grade on there! It's gonna be torment!!!! I'm never going to get into college and I'm gonna fail at life BIG TIME!!!

Jan 11 2015, 08:54 AM

News flash, last Friday, school was closed due to a gas leak so yay :D But today... it's gone shitty, fucked up and stupid. So this morning I went outside for a bit to get some fresh air, stayed out for a while and then as I decided to walk home, came across that guy with dark skin (the same guy I talked about in the entry I posted at Nov 07 2014, 06:22 PM) past a corner, he was walking with someone taller then him with a blue hoodie and he yelled in a type of deep demon voice "AH IT'S BRADLEEEYYY!!!!" and I just walked off with cold chills knowing that he might start something, however I tried ignoring the fool, but as I was walking, something went flying past my shoulder, looked like a rock (obviously thrown by him), so I began to walk faster. But when I looked behind, he was right next to me! So I said to him "will you stop following me please..." and then he spat in my face with food in his mouth. He then walked off laughing, I rushed home at that point hoping he wasn't following, and I brushed all the food and slaver off me, coz I didn't want my parents finding out. So when I got home, my Mum let me in, until she spotted the chocolate like slaver on my jacket, a damn piece I forgot to get off, and she asked what happened, I tried lying to her because I didn't want her finding out, but she forced the truth out of me and I had no choice but to confess what had happened, she was furious at that point and got my Dad to have a look, and all my Dad cared about was if I hit him back. So then, the two got in the car to look for the guys Mother's house so she can tell the kid off for "criminal offence" and threaten his mother that she'll call the POLICE on him! (in my younger years my Mum was in contact with that kids parents, I've known the kid since year 1, I mean we used to walk home together coz we were good friends at the time). However they don't know where his parents live, but apparently they are separate, I have no clue how my Mum would've been able to have found his Mother's house without even knowing where she lives, apparently she claims "I'll just drive about until I see something I know". So after she left, I got a bath, and suddenly my sister entered the house and asked me through the bathroom door where everyone is, I told her what happened and what is going on. SHE then went out in the car looking for our parents. So after half an hour, both my parents and my sister came in and as expected, she couldn't find the guy lingering around or find his Mother's house. I'm pretty mad at that guy and I didn't want my parents storming out so that's why I lied, but I was forced to tell the truth... so anyways, they don't know where his parents live, my Mum claims she can find out... but I think I know where his Dad lives. At the shop area there are these tiny flats up above it, people can live in them, I've seen the boy's Dad around that area, and not only that, I've seen the kid hang around that area more then twice AND go upstairs that leads to the flats, not only that, his Sister has been sighted around those shops. So it's obvious that one of his parents lives in those flats. My Mum is still furious and is trying to find out where he lives. None of this is a big deal to me but my Mum's real angry about it, so mad she want's to get the police involved... Anyways, I'm gonna try and get some revision done because I have a BIG exam tomorrow for the rest of the WEEK!!!! I'm shitting myself over the exam...

Jan 08 2015, 09:33 AM

Anyone hear about what happened yesterday in France? My god this is so FUCKED UP!!!! THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT I HAVE BEEN TALKING ABOUT FOR THE PAST MONTHS SINCE I JOINED THIS SITE, PEOPLE MAKING JOKES AND MAKING FUN OF THOSE WHO ARE EASILY OFFENDED!!!! You shouldn't joke about horrible things ESPECIALLY TERRORISM!!! This is what leads up to people getting killed, leave things at that! No jokes! END OF!!! People are dead now because of this!!! When will people learn? For fuck sake!!!

Dec 31 2014, 02:13 PM

Okay now, I've calmed down, and I'm in the house home alone, doing nothing but just sitting at my computer playing some games. It's new years eve, I don't really celebrate it and I don't really see the point... So anyways, I'm going to continue talking about what I was saying yesterday, and really, this point is about Facebook and other social sites that friends in real life use. It's really pathetic, I barely get any attention on there. And everyone else does, it's pure loneliness! I have 319 friends on there and whenever I put up a post, picture, etc. I only get about 1 or 2 likes and that's it! Where as others, get about 8 likes as soon as they put up a post, and I know people with lesser friends then me who get that many likes! Nearly everyone on my Facebook friends list is someone I know in real life! This is proof that no one cares about me apart from those 2 people. And now I'm gonna bring up this specific person who is a year older then me and was in my school but left in June. And I must say, this fucking person is too fucking popular and you should see her Facebook! She has 1,748 friends (including me) and she gets about 100 likes per post!? wtf is this shit? When I came across her while she was in my school, she seemed somewhat nice and a decent person, but I didn't know her much at all so I don't have much to jot down. I won't say her full name but I'll say her first, her name is Patrice, and damn is she a popular person, she even gets likes from people in different schools and different years! I don't get this!? I don't know why she's so popular? I mean nearly every girl at a school tries to get popular and this one does. Maybe it's because she has connections, maybe it's because she's nice (unlikely), or maybe it's because she hangs with assholes (most likely). And you should check her photos, she makes herself on purposely look like a fucking prostitute, fuck everyone she hangs out with looks like a prostitute. And she easily got a boyfriend, nearly a lot of her images show her looking like she has a boyfriend but different people, I bet a lot of people fancy her, for what reason? HECK there could be many reasons, maybe coz she's pretty, coz of the way she dresses, coz she has big tits, coz of her makeup, coz of her lifestyle, coz of how she makes of things. I DON'T FUCKING KNOW!!! It's pure fucking idiotic to me. I mean there could more reasons why guys like her, I won't lie nearly every guy in my school is DYING to laid, makes me sick! Fuck alot of kids in this horrible town have already lost their virginity at the age of 14. And they tease others about it! You know what, I think I'm done now, that's it! No more, I've had enough talking about this popularity and shit, it's making my head hurt! Gonna take a rest and play some games, need to do so...