Aug 26 2018, 09:10 PM

My demons are back and I’m really learning who my friends are. I don’t know why I thought this time would be different or that I could count on someone new this time. I’ve wasted my time again.

Aug 26 2018, 07:45 PM

I don't understand Just why you wanna keep my guessing? What I've done or what I've said to make Make you feel this way

Aug 23 2018, 03:40 PM

Who will fix me now? Dive in when I'm down? Save me from myself Don't let me drown Who will make me fight? Drag me out alive? Save me from myself Don't let me drown

Aug 18 2018, 05:06 PM

...

Aug 14 2018, 11:50 AM

Pretty sure I live in work...my life is boring ha

Aug 12 2018, 04:47 PM

Eh...didn’t last long *shrugs*

Aug 11 2018, 06:24 PM

:(

Aug 11 2018, 10:12 AM

Is it still me that makes you sweat? Am I who you think about in bed? When the lights are dim and your hands are shaking as you're sliding off your dress? Then think of what you did And how I hope to God he was worth it. When the lights are dim and your heart is racing as your fingers touch his skin. I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me Girl I was it, look past the sweat, a better love deserving of Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat? No, no, no, you know it will always just be me Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster So testosterone boys and harlequin girls, Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close? So testosterone boys and harlequin girls, Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close So I guess we're back to us, oh cameraman, swing the focus In case I lost my train of thought, where was it that we last left off? (Let's pick up, pick up) Oh now I do recall, we were just getting to the part Where the shock sets in, and the stomach acid finds a new way to make you get sick. I hope you didn't expect that you'd get all of the attention. Now let's not get selfish Did you really think I'd really let you kill this chorus? Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster So testosterone boys and harlequin girls, Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close? So testosterone boys and harlequin girls, Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close? Dance to this beat Dance to this beat Dance to this beat Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me Girl I was it, look past the sweat, a better love deserving of Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat? No, no, no, you know it will always just be me Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster So testosterone boys and harlequin girls, Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close? So testosterone boys and harlequin girls, Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close? So testosterone boys and harlequin girls Dance to this beat So testosterone boys and harlequin girls Dance to this beat And hold a lover close Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster

Aug 09 2018, 03:02 PM

To someone who means a lot to me... This is on here rather than elsewhere because if it wasn’t for here I wouldn’t (almost) have you :) It’s been a while and I haven’t always been the best. But I learn from mistakes I make so expect to have ALL the chats from now on. I wish I could call you to make you laugh when you want to frown and give you a cwtch when you need to smile. I hate I’m not around, I hate I’m not closer and I hate that today you’re not happy. I’m here...call me, video chat me, message me...use me. Most of all - let’s hang out again soon. I miss you making fun of me for ripping the label off my drink for no reason at all <3

Aug 09 2018, 11:06 AM

I almost got drunk at school at fourteen, Where I almost made out with the Homecoming Queen, Who almost went on to be Ms. Texas, But lost to a slut with much bigger breastests I almost dropped out to move to L.A., Where I was almost famous for almost a day, And I almost had you, But I guess that doesn't cut it, Almost loved you, I almost wish you would've loved me too, I almost held up a grocery store, Where I almost did five years and then seven more, Cause I almost got caught for a fight with a thug, Cause he almost made off with a bunch of the drugs, That I almost got hooked on cause you ran away, And I wish I would've had the nerve to ask you to stay, And I almost had you, But I guess that doesn't cut it, Almost had you, And I didn't even know it, You kept me guessing and now I'm destined to spend my time missing you, I almost wish you would've loved me too, Here I go thinking about all the things I could of done, I'm gonna need a forklift cause all the baggage weighs a ton, And though we had our problems I can't remember one, I almost forgot to say something else, And if I can't fit it in I'll keep it all to myself, I almost wrote a song about you today, But I tore it all up and then I threw it away, And I almost had you, But I guess that doesn't cut it, Almost had you, And I didn't even know it, You kept me guessing and now I'm destined to spend my time missing you, And I almost had you, And I almost had you, I almost wish you would've loved me too