Fade Blackwood
24 / Female / Dullsville, United States
Straight / In a Relationship
Member since:
Jul 17, 2013
Last online:
May 08, 2014
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About Me
I play electric bass. Vampires are awesome, and Zombies I must destroy. im interested in a lot of things, including fashion, psychology (im going to be a psychiatrist when I grow up), psychic powers, and things like palm reading, tarot cards, fate, etc. I love kawaii things and the decora fashion, but also emo fashion, of course. I play dress-up pretty often. im learning French and would like to learn Japanese (im obsessed with all things Japan.)
The Creepypastas are some of my bestest friends!
I'd really like to make some friends on this site, so if you'd like to be my friend then message me please!
Favourite Music
Avion Roe X Black Veil Brides X Blood On The Dance Floor X Bring Me The Horizon X Deuce X Escape The Fate X Eskemo X Farewell, My Love X Falling In Reverse X Get Scared X Ghost Town X Green Day X Hollywood Undead X Jeffree Star X JJ Demon X Joel Faviere X Motionless In White X My Chemical Romance X Three Days Grace X Vampires Everywhere!
Favourite Films / TV / Books
The Suicide Room by Alice In Wonderland (Tim Burton) Paranoid Park Corpse Bride Silent Hill
Death Note
Paranoid Park by Blake Nelson The Reformed Vampire Support Group The Abused Werewolf Rescue Group The Vampire Kisses Series by Helen Schrieber Beautiful Creatures The Breathing Series by Rebecca Donovan Miss Peregrines Home For Peculiar Children, Hollow City Witch Catcher I Kill Giants Death Note Dreaming Awake
Education / Occupation
Who I'd Like To Meet
I'd love to meet anyone really, as long as you're nice, so send me a message!
I haven't been able to cry in days. I get sad and try to cry but no tears come out. I'm all dried up. Emma just told me that her friend took a bunch of pills today. Normally I would be freaking out but I don't care. I don't seem to care about any issues Emma-related lately. Those are the only issues I'm familiar with, however, so maybe I don't care about anything anymore. Nothing but myself. I'm empty now. That's a scary thought and I hope it's not true. I want to be friends with Emma but we don't seem to talk about stuff friend's would. Actually, our conversation habits are exactly the same! Is it possible that I am now empty? The hole inside is bigger now so it takes more to fill it up? Is that it? Is it that I will need bigger happenings to be able to feel anything anymore????
(UPDATE)
Nevermind, I've just made myself cry. One tear went down my face but that's enough. I'm currently talking to Emma and we're fine. I'm crying , pretending for her that I'm fine, and dragging my nails up my legs. So no I'm not empty, just crazy. But I prefer that every day.
Emma doesn't even care that I'm not okay it doesn't seem. Great. See Olivia? No one cares about you. I've been trying to tell you this.
