I don't want to be alone I don't want to die alone I could fall apart here and now I don't want to die alone.
I want to be with you, you, you I only want to be with you, you, you Tell me what's the point of life Is it material? Alone, by Sleeping With Sirens
Kira Light
31 / Male / Shit kickersville, WV, United States
Straight / Single
Member since:
Apr 30, 2011
Last online:
Oct 29, 2015
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About Me
Hello, Ulquiorra Cifer, pictured above, is my hero! I wish I could look like him but sadly that is probably impossible... But I still want wings and a tail like his, one day I will have those.
Now, personal info about myself... Well I go by Kira, I'm 5'10" with dirty blonde hair, and my eyes naturally change colors depending on my mood, Blue, Grey, Red, Black, and Ice all with Gold flakes around my pupil. Use to be in ROTC so I guess you could say that I'm muscular, very active, usually doing PT during the day... I like wearing tripp pants with BDU Combat Boots and industrial shirts, vests, and tripp trench coats. I am usually cold to the touch so I usually wear a hoody or trench coat, my spinal cord is kinda fucked up right now, which blows.
I like to draw, write songs/poetry, go for long walks, listen to music and I am usually alone.
Want to know anything else, just ask, I promise I won't bite hard.
Favourite Music
Avenged Sevenfold,
Bullet For My Valentine,
Disturbed,
Slipknot,
Blood On The DanceFloor,
Eminem,
Three Days Grace,
Hollywood Undead,
Godsmack,
Etc.
Favourite Films / TV / Books
Bleach!
Deathnote!
Any manga in general!!
Annabell Lee by Edgar Allan Poe
To Kill A Mockingbird
The Hunger Games
Catching Fire
MockingJay
The Fallen series!!!!
Education / Occupation
High School
College first year
Who I'd Like To Meet
Anyone interesting, emo, gothic, scene, I don't care. Just add me if you wanna talk.
Sitting here with this 9 on my lap,
Knowing nothin' can go back.
What can I do,
Where can I go?
I just don't know,
Should I do it and make the world better?
Should I do it to end the pain forever?
I just don't know right now...
What can I do, his eyes are always looking upon me. No matter what I do, it is always wrong or done incompletely. He sees me as a failure, as an incompetent benign child. All of his comments are rude, unwanted, unneeded, hurtful, cruel, insensitive, sarcasm. For instance today he said to my mother “I was surprised he could even find the broom.” As if I am unintelligent or just stupid… What do I even say to that? What can I even say to him; how could I even confront him? He was my inspiration, idol, encouragement, my motivation but now he treats me like I’m a hindrance to the world. Is that what I am, just a thorn in the world’s back? I feel absolutely no comfort from him anymore; in this seemingly empty house, the only comfort I receive is from my knife. My knife understands all the pain I’m in, it understands what I feel and how I feel then it exploits those feeling to find the best way to comfort me. I know he is dying but does that give him the right to talk to me like that and treat me as if I am worthless and a waste of time, space, and air? Can someone tell me if this is the way a father should treat his son???